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Thursday, November 19, 2009


now your gone i realize my love for you was strong.
i think i am crazy about eric now, but that kinda scares me, becazuse i think he really likes me too he was going to go up north like he does every year for the winter for work but now he is saying he does not weant to this year he wantsw to stayh with me and that freaks me out i mean what if he starts to resent me after because of all the money he is loosing that would drive me crazy i think..... i dunno i just hope he is really okay with this.
living with justing is driving me nuts i hate it. i think i was always somehowe intoxicated when i saw himn before. he is always asking for rides or walking into my room withiout knocking or just doing stupid stuff like that and its pissing me off so much he is so annoying i cant believe i signed a one year lease i am so dumb oh well i guesss it not the end of the world.
i am still not sure what i wanna do but i keep getting a feeling like i really wanna go to school or do something with my life right now becasue i am getting really tired of being a nothing waitress unkown private dancer girl.
speaking of that my dancing at teasers is like dead right now all my regulars hat i had from before i left are not so much there anymore. i really need a new day job too cuz st.b is jsut stupiud now. maybe i can get some of my regulars from st.b to come see me at teasers and make money that way XP

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