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Friday, November 23, 2012


eric has made me an offer. i dont know what to think of it. he wants to be my fuck buddy. no girlfriend emo stuff, just friends and sex. i am not sure yet what i want to do about it. its a possibility, as he is attractive, and we have such a strong connection. but since i lost my trust in him, he has stopped giving me butterflies. and I know that part of him loves me still. It worries me, because I really dont want any complications. I am not down for any kind of drama at any point soon. Things are going so well for me at work, and at home, and i really dont want to rock the boat yet, you know? anyways, im just not gonna answer him until i am ready. it would be nice not to have to sleep alone though, and its been a couple monthes since ive last had sex,so it would do my body and stress level some good. not to mention my fat ass :P and i would not have to worry about the weight i have gained, as eric has seen me in all shapes, tiny deathly skinny, chubby, medium, whatever.
ugg okay im just gonna stop thinking about it for a while.
I cant wait to go home. it has been a super long week, and im soo excited to sleep in tomorow its not even funny. I think i might go to beausejour tonight and watch a movie n smoke up with eric. just relax. but i have to do some cleaning before anything else.

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