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• Kationok
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• Been to Hell and back
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• 2001
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
i'm trying not to cry, trying to make myself angry, so that i don't cry. every time u speak, it makes me so much more angry. every time u take a breath, makes me so much more miserable. when u finally fuck off and leave me alo0ne, i turn up my music and sing, try to keep myself from bursting to tears, for i don't really hate you, i'm just trying not to cry. u don't know any of this. thank god for that. i keep on singing, as loud as i can. i'm trying so hard not to cry. i'm choking on the unshead tears, screaming my heart out. loosing my voice. can't pass the lump in my throat. why do u always do this to me?! i don't understand. but whatever i do, i can't cry. i won't let myself cry. this is too damned heard! i don't sleep anymore, i don't spend even one day without a headache. but i can still handle it. i haven't cried yet. i can still hold.
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