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• 1990-11-08
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• 2005-04-04
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• Kationok
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• Been to Hell and back
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• 2001
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• princess mononoke, dragon booster, spirited away, inuyasha, ect...
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• Live my life to the fullest
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• Adventure seeking, reading, driving to unkown smokin up and listening to music
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• Adaptability and Strength
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
lil'bro, if u read this, i need your help. i hate this. i told you greg, that i would be better, but i never knew this would happen. all of this! i've told u before, i'm not very strong. i took a test, on the interenet. me and david both took it. i am a wolf demon. the description of it actually made sense. i mean, i guess you wouldn't think of me as a wolf, but it explains alot. but then again, it's just a stupid internet quiz. it probably all bull. i have reiki again today. she keeps telling me much about wolves, and eagles. she tells me what my dreaming of wolves means, why i keep having the same dreams over and over again. i think it's the music. my wrist is almost all healed up, so u can't even tell bout before like while ago. there is like nothing there. there are a few little tiny scars that u can barely notice, and a few galles too, but that's it. i keep getting dizzy and lightheaded and feeling sik. i don't know why. my headaches keep coming back still, and i stopped taking any medicine stuff for it, cuz it no work. i think i may be starting on strep throaght again. i hope not though, i really hated it. i am really begining to hate my life at home. as soon as i walk through the front dorr, it's like bars close in all around me. i have not even a moments peace. travis sais he doesn't like quiet much, well, there is something else we are opposite on...i want silence. not city silence, real silence. i miss that alot. at least then i could hear myself screaming all alone, know that nobody can hear me screaming, nobody can seeme cry. i guess that only just existed in my head and my heart, but i still think of it. i am now always screaming in there, always crying. i can handle all of this, with or without you. i can take care of myself.
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