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• Kationok
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• Been to Hell and back
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• 2001
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• princess mononoke, dragon booster, spirited away, inuyasha, ect...
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• Adventure seeking, reading, driving to unkown smokin up and listening to music
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• Adaptability and Strength
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
confusion...frustration..pain...misery...indifference...anger..fear...a few of the things i fell at the moment. you realy don't get it. i did it again...i can't stop. i haven't cried. i put it in a little box inside me, and locked it. it what i do i guess. i want to see him, be in his arms again...i have no idea why...i still want to run away. this place isn't home to me. i want to run somewhere far. i want him to come with me....but at the same time...i want to go alone...i want to prove tomyself that i am not only being a fool. i may be..i don't know..if i come back crying like a baby, then yes, i am a fool. but if i head out alone, and actually make it, then i can call myself independant and strong. ther eis one way to find out. i will not leave yet, i can't leave when everything is getting tangled up...it would be running from my problems. when i leave, i want only to leave to finnaly find my happiness. i want to live out my dream, and i want to become as strong as i've always wanted to be. i want to run into problems and obsticles that make it hard for me. i want to hit times that make me want to turn back and give up. ...sigh...i will try and make things work...at least, for a while...
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