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• 1990-11-08
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• winnipeg
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• 2005-04-04
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• Kationok
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• Been to Hell and back
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• 2001
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• princess mononoke, dragon booster, spirited away, inuyasha, ect...
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• Live my life to the fullest
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• Adventure seeking, reading, driving to unkown smokin up and listening to music
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• Adaptability and Strength
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
u say u hope my new passion is better then ours has been...i don't really want any passion at the moment...i got a bunch of romantic adventure stories already, and they are all lies, and if this new passion comes into me head and heart, i know alreay that it too, will all be lies. plus, maybe the cards were wrong, and there was a mistake or something...maybe i will overlook the signes leading me to this new passion...i think i am becoming sicker by the moment....i think it is because i've not had any rest...i've had a little sleep, yes, just the usual, but i've not had much rest at all...my nights are becoming more and more restless at the thought of being alone...completely...she will leave, people at school will become less and less aware...i will become more distant with my family and friends...something. i don't know...i keep thinking of little brother for some reason...as if he can answer theses questions...or help me understand...i am still restless to leave...to find my own hapiness, my own home somewhere...the cards told me not to leave...so i won't yet...i just wish they could send me some sort of sign...i wish i could have my freedome only for a short while...to taste what i am hopeing is going to be my futur...i wish....so much i wish for....but when i ask it...it doesn't seem like all that much....freedome, rest, health....yes, that is alot to ask for...i know i will have to get it myself...because if i cannot help myself, then nobody else can help me...not angels...not my friends...nor my family...nobody...sorry for being all weird today...i guess i'm in odd state of mind or whatever....headache coming back...see you later i guess...
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