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• Kationok
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• Been to Hell and back
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• 2001
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• princess mononoke, dragon booster, spirited away, inuyasha, ect...
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• Adaptability and Strength
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
he has no fucking idea! i don't want anything from him fuck! he didn't even know i like musicboxes, it was a fucking coincidence. it meant so much to me when i opened it. it was so beautiful. it said, to my daughter, my joy. it made me so fucking happy. guess what? leanne bought it! it was her idea. neither of them knew i liked music boxes, that it was a passion of mine. he made me so happy, then he answered my question, and it felt like he stabbed at my heart with a thousand knives! i dont know why i actually thought he put some thought into something about me, he doesnt even know me. i wanted to throw the damned thing at him! it was beautiful, when i thought he chose it. now i realize it's ugly and stupid and pointless. he has no idea how much he means to me, he has no idea how much he hurts me. my knucles where white from holding back from throwing it at him, and i c9ould barely keep myself from bursting out crying. my daughter, my joy. ha! bullshit you fucking bastard! u have no fucking idea that u used to be my hero. i love you so much, and i would still give my life for you, any day, but please, will you stop breaking my heart? it hurts so much. even mom sees it, why cant you. she tells me, that my heart breaks every time i talk about you. i break into tears thinking about all the times u hurt me. it still hurts you know. im still bleeding. i dont think i'll ever stop. i love you so much....
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