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Friday, January 13, 2006
do you love me, will you love me forever, do you need me, will you never leave me, will you make me so happy for the rest of my life, will you take me away and will u make me your wife?
i heard it, repeated it, and am saying it again now. i've thought it, wondered about it, doubted it and still wonder about it constantly. is it the truth? how can i know one from the other?
love me, love me , say that you love me, hold e hold me, come on and hold me...a song, i wrote on my hand, heard somewhere, i don't know where. been singing it for three days.
why don't i understand? i've thought about it enough that i should understand it by now. some days are different then others. some days i feel like crying, others i feel like rejoicing. then there is you. sadness and happiness have ways of mixing together. i wonder if i will ever see you again.
i was so content yesterday, then, when the day went away, i was angry. not because of the sun leaving, for other reasons.
i want to be different. i want it to work. i don't want them to be right. i want them to be right though. in some ways, i suppose. but i know they cannot possibly be right. it is the way i want it to be, for now. i am hoping the futur is the way i imagine it. i hope i can make them proud of me. i hope i can make him proud of me.
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