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myOtaku.com: ange-noire


Monday, January 16, 2006

it was so different then.it was so magical and wonderful. in my imagination, my life is like this. it's what i wish for. a life of work and challenges and true undying happiness. i don't know what i'm talking about. i think i've been reading too much again.

you say people should be proud of me. i'm sorry, but i have to say, i believe you are very wrong. the only things i can be proud of is the people who love me. i am very lucky, and i don't deserve all the love they have given me.

you haven't answered my questions. do you love me? will you love me forever? do you need me? will you never leave me? will you make me so happy for the rest ofmy life? will you take me away and make me your wife?

don't bother answering any of it though, it's a song. it's one that i've been thinking of for a very long time. i don't think i'm ready to hear the answer yet.

i'm sorry for all the pain and trouble i've caused. i know i've caused it. everyone who tried to get close to me gets hurt. i don't want anyone to know what i don't even understand myself. i want to make something of myself, make something they could be proud of. a bratty little child is not that.
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