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• Kationok
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• Been to Hell and back
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• 2001
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
lotz of people tell me i should forget about him, and just stop talking to him and get him out of my life. other people, who know me better, know how happy he makes me, tell me that he is trying to push me away and tell me to do what my heart tells me. i can't stop thinking about him. i'm scared. what if he doesn't wait? or what if i do something wrong? what if i'm already too late?.?.?
the futur, inmy point of view, seems quite bleak. i have been trying harder to be more optimistic, but it's hard sometimes. i will learn.
i think i may be going crazy. i've been talking to myself all day, getting mad at myself is more like it though. telling my head to stop thinking bout...well, u know. i guess i've always been a little crazy.
if we are meant to be together, all will turn out well. i am only scared that the futur may be working against us, along with the past.
i am scared but i will try to be bravew. i won't cower from this, as it is very important to me and i will not give it up without a fight.
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