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myOtaku.com: ange-noire


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

tu ne comprendera jamais, personne vais, dans leurs vie ou la mienne, me comprendre. ca ne me fait rien. je veut courrire de ceci. je ne savais pas que j'était haÏt. la, je le sait. je veut courrire de ca, mais je ne vais pas. je sens comme je vais renvoyer. et ca ne me fait rien si personne comprend ce que je dit. c'est quece que j'espère. je suis, maintenant, misérable. toute ma maudite vie personne m'aime pour vrai. bien, vous pouvez tous allez chier!

i am not so sure i slept much tonight. i tried to stop, but i didn't. i want to go back to church, or koz. they are both quickly becoming an addiction of mine. i can live without both, and happily, i suppose, if that is the only thing that was there as a bothering. but i simply want to go. i can'T, offcourse. i want alot of things. i am selfish. i am scared. i am weak, and i am a simple-minded idiot. it is nothing new. and once again, it's been proven.

i hope greg is having good time though. that is a good thing today. i think grege is having a pretty good time i hope. i wonder when he is coming back....?

i am not sure who to believe on this. one sais it is a lie, what she said. the othr4e said she was used. then she said she was my friend. is my friend. now, this would be a good time to have more common sense, or a higher IQ or anything that could help me understand what'S going on, anything that could help me understand any of this. i am going to coast through life getting hurt by everyone i meet. they will all hurt me, simply because it is jsut so easy to hurt someone like me. i trust people i shouldn't, because i am stupid and think they will not hurt me. it'S my own fault, and i am going to take responsibility for it. i am trying to be better. i will try and keep unatached to anyone. i need to learn not to get so attatched to people. if u don't get atatched, if you don't care, you don't get hurt.
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