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Thursday, April 27, 2006
you say you will not cry, you qill not scream. i can't say the same for myself. i've always know you were not weak. you are strong, and the tears from the past is what has made you so. now you know, i'm the weak one. if only you could see, what has happened to me, what i've done to myself once again. if only you knew, that it's not stuff i care about, like you think, but that i am on the brink or crying once again, trying to hold back, trying to keep it from coming, trying to be strong. once again, i am putting on a mask, trying to hide my weakness, that is you. my pride, when you said that, simply fell flat, crushed and wounded. i already know, pride i should not have, for there is nothing i have within me worth to be prideful of, but it exists still, agaist my will. i don't care, if you think this is all bullshit. it's what everybody thinks when i speak. i don't blame them, and i don't blame you. like i've said, many a time before, you don't understand, because i won't let you. you've gotten too close, and nnow i've left you. i told you it was how it must me. i was becoming dependant on you, and you said you loved me. i am sorry, i didn't want to hurt you. and i was not lying, nomatter what u think.
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