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Saturday, September 9, 2006
you are a corps waiting to die. so am i. i have lost all feeling. why is that, do you know? i don't feel angry at anyone. i should. i don't regret any of it. i probably should regret most of it, if not all of it. i don't feel particularly sad or happy about it. it just...is. its just a fact of life now. the morning it happened, i remeber feeling dazed. happy even. the next day(yesterday) felt miserable as hell. today i dont really feel anything. and i am guessing that yestrday i was miserable mostly because of not sleeping(all-nighter that morning). i guess that probably makes no sense to anyone, and i dont really care. the main thing i am feeling right now is melancholy. i miss him. Mika is leaving tomorow. i want to see her again before she does. i am going to miss having her around. i hope she is happier there then she was here. i have not spoken to either, and i hate it. right now, i could be my usual self and say just fuck off and leave me alone, but instead i will say nothing. i refuse to get mad at someone else, for something that i did. have a good day. i will hope, for your sake, that it is not too eventful. goodbye.
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