Saturday, September 16, 2006

jsut some thing
When you first left me I was wanting more
But you were doing that girl next door, what ja do that for
When you first left me I didn’t know what to say
I never been on my own that way, just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing, no I just could help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala lalala

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala..

don't really know what to say about this. so what do you think? i think, all of this, is a song. i hope to God that it is a song. and i hope that it was found . i don't know what to sy right now. i really don't know. but, as i doubt that anyone wil read this, then i will simply talk on and on about unimportant pointless things then. where to start? i woke up this night, at 5:00pm. i guess i slept in a bit^^. whatever. i have been walking around since then. inside the house, ofcourse. i am going to work tonight. don't really want to. i dojn't mind working, but i will not have any friends with me. joe, romeo, ben, linzie, they will not be there. why is it, that alot of the time, i feel as if i have no friends at all? i know differently. kairo and alex andkitten and greg and bef and josh, and alot more,. i have a bunch of friends. but i never feel like it. so, tell me. how do i get rid of this misleading feeling of being completely abandoned and alone? i've tried to get rid of it myself, but it doesn't seem to work. i dont really know to say that i am misfortunate. i have everything. i have friends. i have family. i am neither poor nor am i in such a class that i would be expected to behave a certain way. i am the luckiest girl in the world. i have everything. am i just selfish? is that why i feel as if i dont have any of what i jsut said? do i take such things for granted then? i would not be surprised. i have taken things for granted before. i don't care how it is explained, and i don't care if it makes me out to be the fucking devil. i jsut want to understand. anyone care to try and explain?
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