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Monday, September 18, 2006

i think i had a pretty productive day at school today. felt very mature. then came home. blah. whatever. i caught up on my notes, finished translating four pages of english into french for my ligne de tempsdid both my french homework pages and my chimie homework, and tomorow either i am going to be completely done one of my bio projects that are due on friday. i think thats okay for at least one day anyways. i might be wrong. anyways, now, getting off the subject of school...

at home, i feel like a child again. except, that is not a good thing. i am treated like a child, but expected to prove myself as an adult. i am neither. i want to prove myself and be rid of this judgment for good, but i don't know how. i guess that means i am not ready? or jsut not trying hard enough? i want to start driving. i want to do well in school. i want to be all that is expected of me. actually, no, since alot of people expect me to give up and give in to my past failures, repeting them orm making them worse. i just want to be a child my parents could be proud of. for once in my life. i am nothing to be proud of at the moment. i really want to change that. i used to be proud of my writing. not anymore. seems i have stopped that completely. either way, in this place, my writing is nothing special in any way. at least over there i could stick out a little bit. you know, be in at least the smallest way, special or original? i have to go. whatevre. bye.
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