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• Kationok
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• Been to Hell and back
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• 2001
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
i got caught. went to colin's b-day party. mom thought i was working. i got caught. probably grounded forever and will have to quit my job, but i dont care. i was actually proud of myself, not that i would ever let on to my parents. not for the whole sneeking out thing. just because i did not get drunk, i did not sleep around, i did not smoke or do drugs at all. i could have dont all of that. it was right there staring me in the face, and i didnt even have the slitest urge to do any of it at all. i had a wonderful, although dramatic night. i am today working for mom in the house for the party for my tante's wedding thing. i will be working my ass off all day, and i will be happy and nice to everybody. not very hard tho today. for some reason or another, i am still wonderfully happy after everything that has happened, in the past couple of days, in the past few mothes, or even in the past year. i donthtink that can be natural. maybe ther is something wrong with me? i am not even worrying yet about....everything. i mean, jsut everything. whatever. i don't care. even thought nobody else is, i am proud of myself, because i was there with all the drama, and with coming home and being yelled at right away, and keeping my emotions hidden all the time, and keeping a stright face and everything. i dont care what u think of me! i did it. its the past now, but at least i know for sure, that i am not as weak and pathetic and stupid as everyone seems to think i am. it was not the best nigh, alot of bad stuff happened, and i kindof wish i could have made her feel better, cuz she felt so guilty about all of it, but all in all, it was a great first party for me. lo, i guess its probably also the last party for me in a long while. i am so dead after tonight^^
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