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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
more boringness i suppose. from my end, i mean. seems now that tis all happening again, the same thing is happening. i spent the day literally about half in smiles, and the other with tears begging to spill from my cold eyes. actually, since i have ever seen what my eyes are like when i am wering my mask, then i would not know if they really look cold or not. from behind my mask, all i could think of are current situations, how they have worsened or bettered, mostly worsened. my own fault, i have to admit. but i think, that while i have let theses little things go, sinking like this, as if i had chained myself to a rock at the bottom of the ocean, as the tide came in and left me with no escape from the salty tears that surround me, hs at least gotten me to think of what i could do better, now. ofcourse, i have thought many times of many good things. problem has always been in the executing of such plots, thinkings, whatever u wish to call them. i really do hope i can fix at least some of these problems soon, because i have a friend that is in great need of my help. okay, so maybe not the fixing of such problems i am thinking of, but at least the supressing of certain feelings. that is not the right word. more like ignorig of such feelings, or hiding them, until it is time to acnoledge them. i cannot help anyone if i can't get my own fears and emotions under control. if i leave them out of control as they have been for much longer, i will not be able to hide them as well anymore. i shall have to wright that particular wrong. i dont really know what much to say anymore. i cant talk now. goodbye.
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