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myOtaku.com: ange-noire


Tuesday, October 3, 2006

i have no idea what to say. really. i have no idea how i feel, or how i should react. i have done what i think is best. i can't do any more then that. all i can do now, is try to move on, and learn my lessons. i have learnd not to get close to anybody that way. i have hurt the whole family. i have become someone i hate. i think, that is what i am going to try and correct. i am not going to be as foolish as to tell anyone of my feelings, or of what i want. neither are important right now. i am hurting people. i should never have to hurt anyone for the sake of my own dumbass feelings. it doesnt matter anymore. i am going to keep myself hidden, and safe. i am giong to keep others just a little safer by doing so aswell. she told me that she loves him. she is full of shit. she is lying. i already know that. but i also know that she is right when she tells me that i am hurting him. i guess she doesnt know how much he has hurt me. but that doesnt matter. she is right. i am hurting everyone in that family, and i refuse to do it any longer. i am nothing but a whore. i am useless. i am a lier! fuck you and leave me alone! its for your own fucking damned good!
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