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Thursday, October 5, 2006
i cant really say what i feel today. i dont really feel anything. once again, as always , i feel numb. arent i booring as hell? he said that once. said that i always bitch abuot the same things. said that i dont have real problems, that i make them up. maybe he was right. maybe he has been right all along, and me wrong. whatever. i dont give a fuck. stop reading this. i dont want you to read this. she is gone again. she ran away. miserable. fuck! i am numb. i cant feel anything. i am not scared, although i should be, with everything coming up. i am not confused even thought people are confusing me with absolutely everything they say. fuck, i must be an idiot. ii am not happy, because i never want to smile. although i have a lump in my throat all the time, i am not sad. i think about all of it, over and over again. it keeps replaying in my mind. not as if it is actually happening, but as if its a movie. i dont know why. its odd, but i dont give a fuck about that either. i dont really want to talk to anyone, or see anyone, or anythnig like that. i dont really wanna be alone etiehr. whatever. life is life. i love life, even whenits like this. i think i do......do i? either way, it doesnt matter. bye.
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