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• 2005-04-04
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• Kationok

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• Been to Hell and back
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• 2001
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• princess mononoke, dragon booster, spirited away, inuyasha, ect...
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• Live my life to the fullest
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myOtaku.com: ange-noire


Monday, October 9, 2006

i wish i never would have read that...i have been so blind, and i hate myself for it....my life is changing....i don't know what to say anymore.....this is all so different then i expected.....i dont know what to say.....this is for real.....this isnt lies anymore....i will try to keep up with truth....i dont want to lie to even my parents anymore.....i am really scared....but i will not show it on my face.....i am scared......in a good way.....this is different.....but better......i want to learn to be a better person....i want to be happy now.....i dont want to cut......i dont want to want to cut.....i dont want to sneek around or lie.....i want to grow up....i dont want to be a child anymore.....i hate it soo much......being a child is what hurts......i am fucking up my life......i am going to make it better.....ive always said i would, but i never did........now i am going to make my life better, and make myself better....i am no longer hiding from everyone.....there is one now, that is begining to pull of this retched mask.....i am scared....but only because i am not scared....i am confused....because it does not hurt.....i dont know what else to say....thank you.....so much....it took a long time....but i learned my lesson.....goodbye for now.....
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