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myOtaku.com: ange-noire


Saturday, December 30, 2006

i think my heart stopped. i thought he made it better. i thought i has started to get a little better, then everything went to shit. my heart fucking stopped. i didnt wave. i didnt nod. i didnt fuking do anything. tis not as i remeber. its all gone. i hoped to god he would come back after thoses few seconds and left. did. hated it. there is nothing left. im so scared. why did this happen? last night, i felt right. i felt better then i have in a while. now, i am so mixed up. i couldnt breath. i couldnt fucking breath and my heart was all wrong and i tried so hard not to start crying and i still held it all inside. i didnt let any of it show. i am at least happy about that. will it be that way every time? how can i change so fast, with jsut a glance? please, tell me what to do....
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