Tuesday, October 31, 2006

   B-day today! =D
I went to school with my costume on (the claws are really annoying to pick up stuff with...the darned buggers kept on falling off XD)

Everyone that saw my fox tail were like: O_O

I nearly lol'd myself the whole day seeing the looks on people's faces

Otherwise, my friends at school kept on pulling my poor tail, asking "Is this real?!" and I had to practically run away from them before they de-fur it XD

Getting piled with homework again...will I survive? ><

Gomenasai about the long wait...I'll try my best to get the chapter finished
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Friday, October 27, 2006

   I feel old...XD
B-day coming up in a few days and I'm still preparing stuff...just trimming my claws here now (they weren't pointy enough...)

I know that the time my b-day comes, random people are gonna pull on my poor tail ><

Still working on the chapter, so sit tight!
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Saturday, October 21, 2006

   It's effin cold...*achoo*
It's getting really cold around here...what with the cold rain that usually shows up unexpectedly ><

Anyways, last Thursday I did the CN tower stair climb! To those of you who don't know what the CN tower is, it's the largest tower in the world!

I swear...I got really pissed off at the police guys that is at every 20th floor...They usually say something like: "You're only halfway! Keep it up!" "There's only 1, 776 steps in total!" "Oh, there's only 145/120/144 floors in total!"

Once I finished, I found out the hard way that they left out the extra floors that you had to climb to get to the top! Well, at least I climbed for charity...

Anyways, if you plan on going to the CN tower, I would recommend the elevator. Also, if you go up to the top with the cafe and glass windows, look for my name inscribed on the window sill (I had to borrow my friend's watch to do it XD), it should say "Lillian was here!!" somewhere in the mess of graffiti from other people.

After the climb, I saw two different news reporters with cameras, so for the first one, I was like "Hi mom!" as I passed by, only to find out the camera wasn't on. XP For the second one, I was sorta far away, so I waved to it (wonder if that one was off too...ahahaha...I feel like a stupid kid XD)

I might pull out the chapter around my b-day if I'm not busy like these past few days...I still need to prepare my costume (all I need is the mud powder...>.>) and make chocolates!
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Friday, October 13, 2006

   Gonna join the talent show
My school has a talent show coming up in Dec., and I plan to join it. I mean, I can sing pretty good (at least that's what my friends tells me), especially the Green Day song "Wake Me Up When September Ends".

Either that, or do a guitar duet with a friend of mine. She created this awesome song (no lyrics though) that is easy to play (I'm only a beginner anyways), but it sounds really good! ^^

Also, another friend of mine want me to sing one of the songs she created since she can't seem to get the higher notes (I'm soprano in singing) and she wants to play the guitar part of the song. She's planning to join the Battle of the Bands with this, so I'm hoping I won't screw up or get laryngitus (whatever it's spelled like...iunno).

Going to the Badlands on Sunday...otherwise, cya!
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Monday, October 9, 2006

   Currently building costume...
Right now, I'm working on finding parts to my costume...it's sorta homemade and an original design

I'm going for the humanoid-fox demon look or sumthin...iunno, depends if I find what I need

Here's the materials (* = got material now):

*a fox tail

cat or fox ears (not those leather made kinds that limp...I'm looking for ones that actually look real)

*a cheap plain white T-shirt to mess up

*second-hand jeans to mess up as well

*blood-red fabric paint

*vampire teeth (instead of a full set of teeth, just two separate ones to put on the two front teeth)

claws (perferably silver-coloured)

dark brown chalk dust (to give mud colour look; could use real mud, but too messy and janitors would complain XD)

*cool necklace to go with costume

pair of earrings to put on fake ears

*worn out shoes (maybe with claws poking out, maybe not iunno)

and some skin-friendly paint for a demon birth mark...although I'm still deciding for the design


Not too complicated right? Jks jks...at least I found some materials...still need to find the rest though...wish me luck! :D

P.S. I'll try working on the long-awaited chapter...sorry for the inconvience of my lazyness ><
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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

   Would guys reply like this?
(see previous post labeled "...Blah" before reading this one to understand)

I got a reply about my letter from the guy that I liked (he slipped it in my bag today without me noticing)...apparently it was very short and sorta sadistic indeed...

Here's what it said:

I really don't care if we're just friends or anything. I would rather kill myself than loving anyone, OK? I don't hate you or anything.

...I mean really, would a guy reply like this? I didn't want to be his girlfriend or anything like that...I only wanted to be his friend at least...Is that too much to ask? :S
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Friday, September 29, 2006

   Finished the walls!
They both can be found here and here

(yeah, I sorta lazy-assed on one of them XD)
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

   Working on a colourization...
Right now I'm colouring one of my previous walls. It might take me days to do it, so sit tight! (reasons for delays: blackouts, homework, parents)

P.S. If you haven't seen the last post...well now's a good time
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

   ...Blah
I still haven't been feeling well these past few days...(gah! I still haven't finished a chapter! @_@ *kicks self*) I seem to be eating less and coughing more than usual (sometimes I expect myself to hack a hairball or something...XD). But while I was getting sicker, I realized why I'm feeling this way. Apparently, I have the case of the depression bug or the "blues" as one might call it. Want to know why I got it? It's a stupid reason for me really...

See, I have a crush on a guy at my high school, even though he's at least 4 years older than me (yeh, I know...a bit of a big gap there). He's a bit taller than me, has orange-yellowish streaks in his hair that is about up to his shoulders (I sorta have a thing for guys with Sanzo-ish hair XD), good-looking (you might as well think he's a model or something), and wears an earring on one ear.

You might be thinking...this guy's a bad boy, right? Wrong...well at least that's what I think. I had this crush on him ever since he helped me at a concert (see, at our school, we have music concerts and I'm in 2 bands for trumpet and choir, so I'm moving back and forth...I sound geeky don't I? Meh...That's just one of my sides...). I was helping the band put the percussion away (since some of the percussionests seem to be lazy asses...), so I was carrying the bass drum (big thing...can hardly see past it). When I brought it into the music room and was about to put it on it's stand, someone friggen' pushed me and I lost my grip on the drum! It was that moment that I met him up close. He caught the drum before it fell and helped me put it on the stand (Back then, he had red streaks in his hair and it looks better that way in my opinion...>.>). At that instant, I felt my heart beat faster than before and...I left (coward, ain't I? I really regret that...). I thought I wouldn't see him again since he was in gr.12 that year, but apparently, he took another year of high school (he didn't fail, he wants to improve his education)...so it's kinda hard to forget my feelings for him >< (his locker is around my locker area! O_O). Also I don't know about him that much...T_T

You know what I find ironic about this? It seems that every guy that I think is cute...they speak mostly chinese (ESLers). You might think, so what's wrong with that? Well...I don't know how to speak, read or understand the language even though I'm half-chinese XD.

The depression kicks in as I find out he's taking another year. I should be feeling happy, right? Somehow, I don't really feel too good about it, since most of my crushes ends up with me being hurt about not doing anything about it (I'm the shy type...dammit). Iunno...sometimes I don't understand my feelings at times and I just blame it on hormones XD.

Well, I decided to do something that might make me feel better, and, perhaps, something I could tell to my kids if they bug me about my life in high school. I shouldn't keep you in suspense but...I decided to write him a letter. I wouldn't necessarily call it a love letter (although I'm going to admit my feelings to him, but I shouldn't say I "love" him, or else I'll be taking love too lightly), but a friendly invite to treat him for bubble tea or a drink for my thanks of having him help me last year and an apology for the delayed thanks.

If he accepts, I might be able to chat with him and become his friend, but if he refuses...well it's not exactly my choice, so I'll respect his answer never the less. It might be a little too complicated though since...I don't know his locker number XP.

I'm getting one of my friends to find out since I don't want to follow my horoscope that much...(Scorpios=stalkers; that's what it said in one horoscope) but otherwise, how do you think of my idea?
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Sunday, September 10, 2006

   It's official...
The careers class in my school is sorta retarded... here's why:

(first day of school)
Teacher: Welcome to careers class! This is one of the easiest courses you'll ever do because there's no exams!

Students: Yay!

Teacher: The first thing we are going to work on is...

*class leans forward on their seats in anxiety*

Teacher: Making posters to decorate our room!

*sound of everyone falling off their seats because of teacher's stupidity*

Me: WHAT?!

Teacher: Well...the old posters are tacky and we (more like "I") don't want to look at blank wall, so start cutting and pasting from these binders that some students "left behind" when they moved on to the next grade!

*whole class grumbling while working on posters*


...yeh...everyone was like "...WTF?" writen on their faces. XD

But otherwise, I'm enjoying taking my guitar classes every morning. ^_^ I'm getting the hang of it!

Sorry about the chapter though...yell at me all you like if it makes you feel better ><

P.S. Is it me or is Otaku getting lovey-dovey now? Here's a heading I saw above my backroom:

"Otaku Loves You :-)"

O_o
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