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Thursday, May 18, 2006

   Just feelin'...iunno, annoyed and miserable -_-
Don't get me wrong...just something I'm usually dealing within my own self...no big prob (sometimes)

(don't take this poem too seriously...it just describes how I sorta feel)

What is this feeling inside me?
The one that gives me fear
That I shall never find the one I love,
The one that I hold dear.

The kind of feeling that makes me cry,
That leaves me in such doubt
Of the so-called happiness in love
That everyone's talking about.

What is this feeling? I cant tell,
But can only describe
How I experienced it almost everyday,
This evil, tortureous vibe.

Its like a creature in my body
The kind that whispers slyly to me.
When I see a guy I like, it says:
"It cant happen and will never be."

Then it rips my heart to shreds
And laughing gleefully
At my knowing of this terrible fact
As I weep painfully.

It loves my dismay,
It hates my hope,
And leaves its other victims
Hanging from a rope.

This feeling is like a disease,
The type that can easily spread.
So fight it like anyone would
Before it causes more pain and dread.
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