Sunday, April 9, 2006

   I just got back from the mall-er-rino wit my friend Monica. She is so mean!! She DRAGGED me out of Hot Topic to go to Abercrombie and Fitch and Hollister! Grr!! Well at least I got to go back to Hot Topic and get me two tank tops. One says The Used on it and the other one says Girl Power. It's pretty sweet cuz I haven't been to the mall in about 8 to 9 months, damn it suck! lata, comment me
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

   YEY
Hey, I just forgot to mention that I haven't cut in about a month or two and I'm having an old friend stay the night Friday night. So I think things are starting to turn around for me! =D! I'm so happy!! ttyl!

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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

No One
I have almost no one
I have no real friends anymore
My house used to be filled with giggling girls that were the best of friends
Now they are gone
All because I gave them up for him
The more of him, the less of them
I gave them up for a guy
How stupid was I to do that?
Always depressed because I'm alone
No one here to help my feel better saying stupid things
I have nothing except for him
I never want to let him go
Because if I do I have no one else
He's all I wanted, so I gave everything up so I could be there every second for him when he needed me
I'm just waiting hand and foot for my "Knight-in-Shining-Armor"
I'm just his "Lady-in-Waiting"
He has friends that would support him through a break-up
I have no one and nothing
So I cannot let him go
Because if I do, I have no one
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Sisters
The oldest is the smart one
Next is the gorgeous one
I'm known as the dumb blonde one
It's not much to live off of
No compliments, no nothing
Just a hated life and soul towards myself
Just confused and self-consious person
I don't know what to do...live up to them or start something new of myself?

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Saturday, January 7, 2006

   I'm sorry
I did it again
I let it happen somehow
I'm so sorry
I'm so stupid
I couldn't stop myself from this addiction
I have to get it all out somehow
I just don't know why it always has to be THIS way
I'm sorry
I'm so stupid
I don't know what else to do
I'm so lost
I'm so sorry
I'm so stupid
I'm tired of trying to fit peoples ideals
I'm tired of putting on an act
I'm tired of pretending to be happy when I'm falling apart inside
I'm tired of this shit
I want to stop this habit
But it won't let me
It calls for me
And I answer
I'm so sorry
I'm so stupid
Like the stupid girl I've sung for, I sing for me
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

   Ugh!!
I feel like a living hell right now! Lately I've been cutting myself and i dont think i can stop...but i told some friends and one of them told my boyfriend bcuz I asked them to and he's really worried about me. Actually, all of the people that know are worried about me...but o well, I'm not that important in the world anyways....O well, lataz...
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Saturday, November 19, 2005

   WOW!!
Hey guys, WOW!! I haven't updated in a LONG time!!! It's been like forever...well, MY B-DAY IS IN FOUR DAYS AND THEN I'LL BE 14!!! And I have a new avi...IT'S SO CUTE!!!

angel chik 2010
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Sunday, October 23, 2005

YEY!
So what are you going to be for Halloween? I got this dress that looks like it's from the 1800's that's black and it has a long red strip down the center of it and on my chest there are a lot of chains and the sleeves have chains too. It look really awesome. And i got some fake long eyelashes to go with it that have diamonds on them, it's really pretty.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

   YEY!!!
Okay, we had our 8th grade football game today....and we beats their asses so bad! The score was 44-0 at the end of the third quarter so we didn't even go to the fourth quarter! it was awesome!!!! and marching today on the field wasn't all that bad...i managed. (for those that dont kno, i absolutely hate marching to it's evil soul...) so i guess we were really awesome....ok, i kno we were...:D! lets just hope our last game next week is just as good!
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Sunday, October 9, 2005

   What should I do?
Ok, my boyfriend and me are kinda intamate (not bad though D! *u kno u r D!*)and he likes to grab my sides cuz it tickles me and stuff and he duzn't kno how hard he's grabbin my side cuz he duzn't kno his own strength. and now i'm gettin finger bruises on my sides and i've asked him before to be more gentle with me and he was for a while and now he's startin to forget. i'm startin to get bruises again and my sides really hurt. i'm gonna get one of my friends to say somethin to him about my havin finger bruises on my sides. i kno that he'll feel bad cuz he gets sad when he hurts me and duzn't kno it. so i dont kno what'll happen. so, if u have any words of wisdom that will help me, i'd really appreciate it. please and thank you! ^.^
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