Sunday, July 8, 2007

not meant for
I have realized something. IM NOT ONE FOR A PARTY LIFE.for the past week i had been to three parties and I dont think i can keep up with them, if i did that all the time. Other than hanging with my hottie, going to work and partying and teenage stuff. I have been bored and tired. Also being a night owl is much more funner way to spend summer. Also it is some how making me lose weight. I feel like being hungry less for some odd reason. but meh. Im think about a new pic to put up. but I think what is the point if people hardly view anything I put up so meh I sed it else where ...maybe here still if I feel like itexcpet where I want to send it lets me keep it's size and unlimted kb for it as well. but meh.
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

   noctural
I think Im becomeing noctural...It seems like this every summer. last night I crashed around 6 or 5 this morning. I still get my six to seven hours of sleep but it is like the day isnr worth my time. I blame my writing muse. He is very abusive with my sleeping habits. I think if I didnt have a job or a awsome man I would still be in my bed and not wake up but doze in and out till like 6pm.
I think this might be the same with others who arent given bedtimes. if so let know.
I think I might make other pic like my last one. But right now my muse is only for writing and not drawing; he might swich again maybe soon. now as for what am I writing. well then be nosy AND ASK ME! sheeesh I feel like this place is more emiptier than a drunk's saving account.
Any way I got around to going to animefever.com.
IT IS HEAVEN! anime EVERY WHERE! to bad you can only watch 4 eps at a day if you dont want to pay. oh well. Any way thats all...dang I have to got to work at 3pm ( it is like 12:25pm right now) SO laterz
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Friday, June 15, 2007

   Pic and life update
HEY YEA!This is offically my first week that I havehad a job! Im working a fast food place. Any way I have a new pic up so if you feel like it browse. D
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Monday, June 4, 2007

Im sort but long return
I'm sorry if I upsets you guys with the last post. ( some times I think I'm bipolar.) It was suppose to be more of a poem.

Ok with that said.
How are you guys ( This is my way of saying hey I like mail; write me!)

In my little world ( which is sadly only were ever I can get a ride too, We all know that the world is very large and that we live small parts of it so where you live can be called you little world.)
I have become a JR ! ( aka I'm going to be in 11th grade.) It the last week I had a BBQ kinda party thing. My sister's trailer got moved (WOOT WE NOW CAN SEE THE ROAD FROM MY PORCH!)
On Tuesday We went camping. We got back on Thursday. Now we got home at t the time around 8 am. My mom and her bf went out to eat for lunch and around 6pm I went to orientation( I'm getting a job cause I wants the money. Money = mange, and money for future car.) Then after that my mom, her Bf , my brother and me went to his house. Cause he was going to move in with us. So we had to move his stuff to the house, and got his house ready to sell- (NOW HERE comes the fun part) in three days. It was a big house too. ( the latest we got ho,me was around 3 am each day.) We are going to get a pool soon too.

SO really my week was just "MOVE NOW" and "there is no stopping; if you tried it would be like trying to jump out of a car going 90 miles per hour" kinda of week.

I really scared that if that was just in a week what would happen in the rest of the summer.
So that is all for now I might put up a new pic soon so be on the look out ( I'll post to let you people know.)
LOHL ( LOTS OF HUGS LATER!)
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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Dark thoughts
My head swims in out of the line
I feel useless again but that is most of the time
I'm deep in the depression
I'm begin to think that is my only expression
Having few ways to bring me out of my hole
Living in the darkness of my soul
what is little and left is my pride
that I see in my reflection
I hate it when I stare at myself
Because I'm being to hate my self
The way that I hide my true expectations
But in this world they give no exceptions
Half painted grins hide the ever remorseful frowns
So till it wiped off I'm just the world's pathetic clown.
SO laugh at me point and stare
because there are so few that would really care.
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

SEND THE CLOWNS IN!
YEa random happiness moment !
so far Im just writing and few ideas for drawing so send me ideas !
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Monday, April 30, 2007

TO ONE AND ALL!
HEY YOU PEOPLE !! i MISS TALKING TO YOU ALL! after much of nothing to do here Im very happy to say my life is some what blah! ( except when with my hotty but that is not importan right now ) right now is THAT I HAVE TOOO MUCH FREE TIME! My b-day is in 4 days and Im like jumping for joy ! so Im doing requests on pics. For a pic up date I have a scanner now. And I've gotten better with it in my life. SOOOO I would at least someone ANY ONE who reads this post to please please go see them k?
Im working on a pretty thought that I want to draw but I cant the eyes just right yet, and I dont know what to put for clothes or background but I will get a hold of it sooner or later...maybe it will be painted YOU WILL NEVER KNOW TILL IT IS DONE MWAHAHAHAHA ANy way this is randomness SAYING ! WRITE ME !! I exsitnce for real I'll write back promises k? so LOTS OF HUGS POST END
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Friday, March 30, 2007

   hey
hey guys new pic !!
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Thursday, March 22, 2007

HI
HEY people !! I havent hear from any one....sorry if Im seeming "dead" but I have lots to do now a days so I havent had much time to do soooo much
any ways Im going to update my page in a bit SOO!
two things could happen you can vote or you wait and see

now if you are going to vote for what Im going to change you send me a letter with your ideas or comment with them .
ALL IDEAS ARE WELCOMED !!
and I'll pick one that would look the best but mostly if my ideas are better then I go with what Im planning so
th-th-thats all folks.

and if any one has ideas for me to draw send me comments OR PMS ! LOHL
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

   MORE
HEY YALL !!! got a brand new pic up! come and see if you got time thanks any one who reads this send me a pm and chat chit awhile k? miss hearing from ya'll later
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