Wednesday, June 21, 2006

   awsome !!!!!!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

   tommorrow
Im finally geting out of the house ! Im going to go swiming and to church and to my grandmas and I WILL BE OUT OF THE HOUSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! * DOES HAPPY DANCE !* now that I have something to do I will run around and like be crazy

outside world here I come ! mwuahahhahahahhahah


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Sunday, June 18, 2006

   hmmmm
ok when ppl say ppl are crazy how come most ppl think that means that crazy ppl are stupid . I mean just beacuz some1 is crazy how come their opinion becomes not imporant ? so here is the question if there is a person in a metal hostipal (sp) but have the IQ of 186 does this mean that this person should be ingored beacuz they are in a metal hostipal (sp) ..or does this mean that some ppls opinions are differnet of being crazy or not ..or does this mean that even thought ppl who are smart can be crazy ...well what if more than half of thos ppl in that hostipal had an IQ over 160 ? does this mean that all smart ppl are cazy ?? but this would prove three thing that we already know the first would be that the goverment is wasting the good of ppl , the second is that the goverment is being runned by stupid ppl , and this also proves that crazy ppl are smart and should be listened to !

any one who wants to answer feel free to .. and thank u for read the random thoughts of my mind ^_^
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   yours is to have and me with out mine
I hate today it is the day that every one has something that I cant have and why becuz mine dont care ...I want to talk to it but I have lost the number ....I want it and I need a hug from it but it doesnt think that there is a problem it life but I do ...I miss him ....but she tries so hard to replace him but sadly she cant ..... so for all of u who have yours or at the most so one like yours be happy that cuz there is me and others who dont have ours and next time u slam the door in his face or yell at him . be slightly glad that he is there to yell at cuz I dont and I want to ......and be happy that he is there cuz if u want to say your sorry and get a hug he is there and that u can do that ..... so have and give a happy fathers day
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   aHHHHHHH THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN ON ME !!
it has been a few days since the last crazy and wacky mind of mine ..I suffer from cabin fever and I of couse am bored * sigh* other than that nuting !!
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Thursday, June 15, 2006

The dark side
* comes in speclked with blood * I m sorry for the recsent posts I was controled by evil and unhappy thoughts but I was able to beat the crap of them .

aka I cut of its head * lifts up the proof and the drops it with a thud* but I m not to sure of when it might grow it head back hmmmm.. * goes back and stabs it a few more time and fires 86 rounds of bullets at it * hmmmmm...* goes back ,laughs maniacally stabs it a 56 more times, comes back more bloodier* now as i was saying I m really never sure about how soon it will grow its head (and reattach its arms and make its legs whole again from 96 peices ) but It will sure take a while

I was able ,thanks to two of my friends ( drou and elise) , to take my anger problems out on my issuse with some ppl ( all of that happened in my head.. no one really died * looks down at the body of some thing * thats not consider a person it is an evil thing that deserved to die !) but I can't sovel some of my issuse with certain things or anger problems with certain subject ( or both ) because there are somthings that need to be dealed with that i really want to desrtoy ( such as barney and teletubes ) *see a barney toy ,laughing maniacally , pulls out a bazooka and blows it up with half the floor * what! it was going to start singing ! I had to stop it !

any way thank you elise and drou for the help * kicks dead thing in to the crater made from barney blow up * now that my cleaning is done * straps on bazooka and loads up on weapons of mass destrustion* Im off to go blow me some barney stores and if I have time before 7pm some teletube gift stores and if there are some suits * laughs maniacally * well I think I will have some life size target pratice ....I have no clue why but seeing the great blaze of fire from a huge pile of barney toys that are screaming in pain just make me smile . have a great day !
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

   terror that I give to none
left out ..put down....laughed at ...talked bad about ....cant remeber what it real feels like to have the truth ..or what it feels like to be the truth ...they are deaf to the saddness in my voice ...no ones knows what Im or how cold I be ... so none help me ....I lie to all if Im cheer Im beyond weary ...if Im glad im beyond tears ....if I smile is becauze I rather not cry here in front of so many eyes ....my happiness is to hind the weakness that I give to my darkness ....I dont want help cuz its my hell that I can only have ..I try to run to the bright side but the clouds darken and I fail to see any of the sun in my darkness comes the vocies the vocies that say," you r here to stay and it wiil always be that way for being traped here is the only furture u can see you will try again and again to see the brightside and then we will be there" .....I see them the lies I have and Im one of them ..........
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   I hate the life I lead
I hate the life I lead for no one knows it all
I hate the life I lead cuz I havent talked to him in 42 days and I miss him so
I hate the life I lead cuz I havent seen him 3 months and 14 days
I hate the life I lead cuz I need him to hold me .....




I hate the life I lead cuz no one cares about me
I hate the life I lead cuz I havent heard from him in 6 months and 23days from him I want him to get a life and beconsiderite of the thought of me
I hate the life I lead cuz I havent seen him in 8yrs.
I hate the life I lead cuz I want to be loved from him .
I hate the life I lead for he doesnt understand that I miss him and that when I dont have him and see others with theirs I feel alone when I know that others dont have theirs either .......


I hate the life I lead cuz the world sees me as a fool for careing
I hate the life I lead for one sees the girl that everyone dismisses for annoying child of buriden
I hate the life I lead cuz no one knows what I mean and those who do hate me for that




I can understand why I have to have this life I lead but I get what I have so I have to live with with it
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