Wednesday, June 14, 2006

NOT FAIR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh right It has been I really while since I have writen something of value ...( gets on box where imporant subjects should be shouted from * wow it pretty high up here ..OY YO KOY I can see the toyko from here *) I have no clue why this is but in every storie and movie that I have seen the cutest and sexiest have the worst problems (ex: sasuke ( naruto) his the last of his village , ed ( fullmetal alchemist) his mom is dead ,ect.) that or they die first !!!! another thing is why are there not many good ,nice ,smart , sexy guys (G.N.S.S.G ) in the world!!! I mean how is that the world can have so many manga & anime G.N.S.S.G s in the world but not very many in real life !!! some of u might be thinking is she crazy ( yes Im but on alot of differnet sbjects ) there are none of them in the world ! well actully I have found only so far 3 guys ( which is impossiblely to find in SF ,TX but some how was accomplised ) one moved away and his phone was distconted so I havent heared from him in a while but I still know the others and they are awsome to hang with ! so I need some help cuz I like them but one has won me over but he dont know I very scared and shy with that topic all over ...any advice would be loved and there would be a great amount of glomps for any one who can help !! any way that is pretty much that I wanted to say
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

   Life = Soul ?
Life is as we know it ; it is soul
But when is it a soul bad ?
When is it hurted ?
When is it that we start liveing ?
When is it that we sart liveing the good life ?
Is it some thing we can start ? Stop? Or are we ment to live the soul the way it is ?
If a soul the essence of life, why isnt life soul ?
So does it mean when we say ," I hate my life !" does that we hate our soul ?
Or is it some thing like that meant to be pass off and thought meaningless ? I'm not a scholar but I can wounder the world in it's roundness .
I'm not a scholar beacause they think every thing has an answer . when it doesnt


-from the darkness of the depths my thoughts
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Friday, June 9, 2006

ME IN WAY TO MANY WAYS
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   miss u
I have alot of friends but I can see them till school gets back ...and then I have friends who moved and I cant get a hold of them and then I have friends who I could talk to them but I to afraid that if I call them that they will be busy or doing something or that I will get the answering machine I feel so alone and the other half of friends hate it when u call them so I cant talk to any one .... X(....... I need a party if I want to see all of my friends but I dont think any one would show up plus I not really sure on how to have a good party ....I wounder if they have a partier planer for dummies ...... I really love the mornings at school cuz I got to see like 20 ppl at once and I could go to random ppl at any time and have a conversion with them even though most of them where asleep we all had something to say .....that I think is the only thing I miss about school and that I will miss the most if I move ......why is life so damn complex !!!!!!!!! grrr I wish I could have a one good party ....

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Thursday, June 8, 2006

evil !!!!!!!
I have a friend whos parnets are asses and are forceing her to move out by tonight so Im like worried about her.. luckly my mommy ( she is so nice ) says she can crash here but only temp. ...so yeah my good freind can moveing ..but her (evil) parnets wont let her borrow a vechiel ( they have like three ) to borrow so she can move out ....so I might have to ask my mommy if she can help out just a little more ( yes I call my mom ;mommy ..why cuz I can get over it- back to subject) but she then says that she might have another place to go but she isnt sure ....so THE WHOLE THING IS A MAYBE ..I'll inform after it happens or not
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

no sleep!!!!
for the last four days i have had 28 hrs . I cant live this way !!!!!!!!! I have one little brother and all he wants to do is keep me up and make MY lfe a liveing hell !! he keeps poking me and talking to me and just bugging me !!! it wouldnt be such a big deal if he was 9 or younger but he is fucking 13 yrs old and he dont get it through his head that I want to sleep!!!!! so pretty much I want to kill the dewb ...but I cant cuz Im 5ft6in and he is 6ft ! so yeah ... plus if u so twigs cant hurt u guess again he weights 125 lbs but he hits like a body builder ....I live in constant fear of tall ppl cuz of him.....so I still lack sleep but I cant do shit about it
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