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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

   problems with few solutions and the happyness hits the fan
ok I happy and only few know why but thats pretty much not the thing last night at 1:30 ish my friend couldnt sleep becuz she was stressed her biy friend is in the navy and she worries about him alot and then she tried to get some sleep and then ( AT 2 IN THE MORNING !) her parnet started agureing (AGIAN!) so any happy thoughts I had at the moment went right out the window ( for more info on the friend check out help with friend post)

so Im pretty much caught in bettween her problems and my happiness .....I feel horrible know that she has these problems but Im happy with the things that I have ......it makes me wounder if I will have these problems in my life like she has them now .......Im pretty much just conflicted ....on one hand I can say forget her and leave my life being happy with what I have ( but that is not me !) ...or I can leave my life worrying over her and each one of her problems( I dont want to comit to that all the way) .....so Im the in bettween stuck I dont know what to do . Im trying to do both but that aint working out to well ....*sigh* I want to help her with these problems cuz she helps me with mine ( I dont have big problmes but many questions) so she desever what ever help I can give her ..but Im pretty much at the end of my rope, nearing the end of the bucket of help , giving more and more but Im still dont have enough to solve the problem ....and I dont know what I going to do when I dont have any thing say ...... I going sane from all this ( which scares me the last isnane person in my head that went sane went to the closet Im dont what to join her....) ....maybe I could use her to help me but if I use her to help me I might go sane ,if I dont use her I'll go sane, or she might just make the problem worst ......I dont know what to do any more I going to keep trying on my own but depending on how long that takes I dont know I need the group ...I hopethe party Im planing works but I haveing problems with that too ( getting a hold of people ) * sigh* well Im going to try byebye for now
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