Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Oh my gosh today was just err i have no words for it i got to talk to Scotty bro today and we talked on lots of things like what had happened that one night and how Scotty was scard and how i did something maybe i shouldn't have done but talking it over with him was good now he understands what happened and how we just need to talk it over with Scotty and work this all out but when me and his bro got down there we had seen that Scotty had done something so dumb he had hurt himself by cutting himself really bad and was just laying in bed bleeding he had to of done it some time a go cause it was not that big a cut but there was lots of blood so he had to of been like that for a long time for there to be so much anyways he is at the doctors now and seems like he going to be there for a long time but i'm going to be going there a lot to be with him and me and his bro talked some more and had been thinking its would be good for some one to stay with him so this does not happen again so we talked and when Scotty gets out if all works out he will move in with me so i can make sure this does not happen again and his bro thinks that would be good to but anyways i went back to his house to get something of his and such and had seen the little suicide note that we did not see befor my god it was so dumb how he was saying all his friends hate him and how all he does is make thing hard for every one and how he deserves to just die and how he thinks noone would care and well there was lots more but i don't want to say any more of the sad thing that was on it anyways he never was like this befor this all started like two or three months back he has been so damn sad all the time and lost in his damn depression its actually very Interesting how he takes thing so hard now i think this started with some girl he meet online and how she hurt him so bad and this i guess a lot of it would be with friends that had died that he new he had a really hard time with that then he got really bad when he move out of his bro house so he been on his own for like a week now and he was doing good in till now with this hole thing and now his bro thinks it would be good not to leave him alone just for a little anyways so that why me and his bro think he should move in with me so then i can make sure he gets better and all i just hope he is ok.
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