Thursday, September 8, 2005

Sad kitty...

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My anger is lost within a shell
If I could scream if I could yell
I'd make the mirror makers go away
For the price we all have had to pay
We've had to pay.

Sorry I don't post often... I'm a lazy bastard @___@

Umm... well... I guess here's what's goin' on with me.

Sickish... it's ma friends fault! *points* got laryngitis or somefin'... arrrgh, sinuses all messed up.

Lotsa homework to do... and I gotta shower... I guess here's what my schedule's gonna be (for my benefit)

4:00-4:30 - Acc. World Hist. map
4:30-5:00 - Health article
5:00-6:30 - Biology lab report
6:30-7:30 - Shower
7:30-12:00 - Banana time/trumpet O__O (I missed practice last night when I was sick and we tested two pieces so I will have to march with my folio at the game unless I get that tested tomorrow morning before school starts!)

Music change until I feel better... it's a vurry purdy song by A Perfect Circle and I've been singing it on a loop for the past half hour so I felt it needed to be put up.

-__- that's all really... so... take care everyone.

P.S. Oh, and I'm not the reason you can fly, I only helped you realize you had it in you. You can do it fine by yourself or with someone else now...

What Girlies Really Mean

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her head.

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you, she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers she is fine, she is not fine.

When a girl places her head against your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday, she wants your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be loved and pampered by you.

When a girl says "I Love You" she means it.

When a girl says she misses you, no one else in this world can miss you anymore then she does.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Sunday, September 4, 2005

Sooner or later, you're gonna hate it.

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Hmm...

I really don't post a lot or with much content anymore do I?

Oh well... it looks like I'm gonna have to soon. I'm losing the sappiness contest ><

mmmm *nibbles on cookie* I like cookies, they're only ONE DOLLAR o__o Amazing, isn't it??

Wow, since I haven't really done much today... i.e. got up, talked to Banana, now I'm here... it feels like I haven't been up that long... eventhough I got up at 2pm anyway ^ ^

Oooo... Monday's off, more time to be lazy!!

Umm... new calculator?


That's all I got for now... so... take care!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

nissaabaaalacap

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o_____O

Don' ask...

Oooo... lessee... been kinda fallin' behind on ma homework >< Hahaha, it's not fun to do homework and talk to Banana at the same time. I get kinda irritable.

Oh well, I shall do it tomorrow, block day! School doesn't actually start until 9.

Ack... well... I don' feel like writing much else... take care....

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Monday, August 29, 2005

Stuff...

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Umm... I have a lot of homework to do. So I'm not gonna write much.

Changed the song... which actually has a weird series of events behind it. It was a sign. So I had to put it up. It's exactly how I feel... and... I love you Banana.

Take care everone... I'll try to update tomorrows.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Friday, August 26, 2005

Kitty + Banana + Fort + chocolate milk + cookies + pillows = ^ ^

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Flawless polar bear…

I’m watching my sister play video games…
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It’s really sad, she has an extremely slow reaction speed…
Oh well, just my kitty ninja reflexes I guess.

First day of school… very sad for the kitty… second day went better. I actually ate foodums at lunch! ^ ^ and yet I’m still hungry…
Haven’t eaten since then… @___@

Got lotsa homework to do…
Oh well…
That’s what happens in high school…

Football game tomorrow… fun. Then TAG day is on Saturday… so I have to be up at 8:30 >< It’s just a thing where we raise money for uniforms and stuff… going door-to-door. FUN!... not… especially for someone like me -___- Oh well… I’ll deal with it somehow…

Hopefully I’ll be able to get through tomorrow and Saturday without getting to fatigued… but it doesn’t matter… ‘cuz after TAG day… I get to talk to teh fuzzy one… *rubs the polar bear’s ears* ^ ^ an’ when I talk to him it’s more reviving than sleep.

But I’ll leaves now… so… bie bie!!!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Banana is back... Kitty is happy...

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Somefin' kitty drew when thinkin' about Banana.

Banana time!

That's what it's called when you talk to the Banana. ^ ^

Okey... lessee...

The turnip... I hope he's doing okay... he had to go to the hospital 'cuz he passed out during english. Eeeep... I dunno why yet... but he doesn't seem to be doing that great. Hopefully he's getting the rest he needs to get better right now, and hopefully the problem was found out and is getting resolved.

This really isn't going to be that good for my mental state either... SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW... urgh... I'm going to go insaaaaaaane. The tension. The anxiety. The drama. Watch it unfold, tonight at 7 on The SOAP network... o___O

Oh well... atleast Kitty has Banana...

Hmm... anything else... oh yes, I'm a hungry kitty, pwease gimme foods >< *sniff*

Take care everyone!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

A school schedule, band show, site construction, and a polar bear's right leg and left foot.

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Things change... it isn't good or bad... because nothing can or will stay the same. For I remember a time not that long ago when I was completely alone, but now... things couldn't be more different.

Got ma schedule! I'll show you alls what it is!!
1 7:30 - 8:20 English
2 8:25 - 9:20 Computer Science
3 9:25 - 10:15 Physical ed... * shudder*
4 10:20 - 10:50 Lunch >< i.e. breakfast
5-6 10:55 - 11:45 Biology
7-8 11:50 - 12:40 Advanced Algebra
9-10 12:45 - 1:35 Accelerated World History
11 1:40 - 2:30 Band

So technically... there's only 8 periods... but eh, it's a li'l weirdish. I won't try to explain, 'cuz I really don't know yet @__@

Weee! I'm sure you can all see ma site has gone under maaaaajor renovations! new background, profile, song, and that means... NEW VERSION!!! ^ ^ Tell me what you think! I couldn't put the full lyrics for the song up there *points* so I'll put them down here if you wanna sing along, or, for that matter, just know what the hell Maynard is saying! hahahahaha. I know this warning is probably a little late, but at the end of parabol, the volume changes... erhm... significantly... so just don't have your speakers blasting. ^ ^;;

9.07

~Parabol~

So familiar and overwhelmingly warm,
This one, this form I hold now.
Embracing you, this reality here,
This one, this form I hold now,
So wide-eyed and hopeful-
Wide-eyed and hopefully wild.

We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion.

~Parabola~

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Alive

In this holy reality, in this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Twirling round with this familiar parabol.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing.
A chance to be alive and breathing.

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal,
All this pain is an illusion.


Yes, I know, Tool rocks. If you don't like them, then you should go shoot yourself, right now.

Haha, keeeeeeding folks! Music is opinion, so if you don't like it I don't have a problem with that, although I probably won't change it jus' 'cuz of that... unless, of course, your name begins with an 'n' and ends with a 'k', cuz that's who all of this stuff is for!

Well, in case you were wondering why it's taken me so long to get a post up, the truth is I've been very busy. School starts on the 24th, and band has been taking up a large part of my schedule, even when I'm not doing things involved with it. Marching band wears me out so much physically, and on Thursday, I had to participate in a band show, which is, for all of you who do not know, a show that involves many different marching bands that play, usually for a prize. But man, our uniforms are very uncomfortable... so that was pretty much the worse part. It was funny though, because we, by far, were the largest band there. We could fit atleast four of each of the other bands in ours, and we scared the shit out of the band that we sat by in the stands. I remember someone said "Fourty melophones?!? We have one!!!" Hah, but this wasn't one that was really competition, it was more for fun. Everyone got a trophy for just participating, so it was cool. One more to add to the collection in the band room!!! Bahahahahaha... that has a lot, by the way.

Wow, thatsa lotta commas and pointless banter, eh? Sorry... ^ ^

I've been worried about a certain polar bear, with his poor leg that hurts and foot that has gotten addicted to ibuprofen..... which is really bad for you by the way, causes stomach ulcers and stuff, not pretty... and doesn't seem to be healin'. He told me not to worry too much... but I can't help it! So, I'll just have to hope that it all gets better >< seeing as there's not much more that I can do.

Eh, well, this post was kinda long, so I'll leave it at that. Talk to you guys later!!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Monday, August 15, 2005

Cats regard people as warmblooded furniture.

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The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places; but still there is much that is fair; and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief, it grows perhaps the greater.

Okay... I know... I haven't posted awhile... it is because of a few reasons.
1) I'm a dumbass.
2) I'm lazy.
3) Marching band practice.

So maybe two three-hour marching band practices a week doesn't take up that much time... but it does make me vewwy tired...

Anyway, I'm gonna try to be less lazy now!!!

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Lessee... what's happenin' lately... I still haven't gotten my school schedule, which I was supposed to get last Friday... I think my Mom got it, but I'm not sure. An' I'm all irritated about it, because I might never get it O_O Then I will be a sad kitty....

Brother comin' home from teh College today, 'cuz his school don't start 'til the end of Septembet or somfin'. Weee, XBL for teh kittah!!!! ^ ^ Although I won't be home 'til Tuesday for MB practice... graaaawr... oh well.

Wha? My left hand's in love? Didn't know that was physically possible....

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!
Psst, you should take it if you haven't yet!

Cow says moo moo...

Changing some of my quizzes around and stuff to keep you guys un-bored... new banner or somefin' I felt like puttin' up. Song change too. If only temporarily.

*whispers* Okay... I can't think of anything else to rant about, so, you should all know, today is a nice day.

Yep, very nice day, for me anyway.

Y'know why??

I bet you don't.

So I'll show you!



I love you soooo much you silly Banana. *big hug* ^ ^ Maybe one day all of this stuff will make sense. You've always been there when I needed a friend. If me just being around makes you happy, then I mean what I said, I'll be around forever. And there couldn't possibly be any feeling that's greater than this.

Well, everyone, I got some stuff I have to do, so I'll see you all later!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

Chika... Chika... Bang.

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Ehehehe...

Sorry I haven't gotten to write a post since today... o_o late isn't it?

Yeeeeah... don't got much to say...

*crickets chirp*

Well... what's up... band camp's over... the Banana's school is starting... umm... yeah, that's about it.

Made a few site changes... I think you'll like 'em... new avi... and new song... but not enough for a version change, sorreh. Tell me what ya think.

Later...

P.S. The title is a bit of an inside joke...

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Sunday, July 31, 2005

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Warg... I was gonna make a long post... but I'm really tired... so I'll just give you the short version.

Band camp Sunday - Friday

SEE YOU ALL THEN!

o_O

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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