Monday, March 21, 2005

Umm...

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... ahem... yeah... I'm addicted to the Xbox... and that's why I can't really talk much. I'll see you all later, I guess, and try to update a.s.a.p. or atleast when I take a break....

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

*singing* I want candy

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Addicted... to... KOTOR II... *dies*

Sorry, I was just up playing for seven hours without any back support, gawd, I need a back brace. O___o

Sorry if I can't come on a lot too, my brother's going to be mentoring me in Halo 2 for the next week, because 1) I suck, 2) I'm addicted, eventhough I suck, and 3) we want to see if I have any hope in becoming better, talent that can be harnessed into raw, Xbox Live energy.

Of course, he has to be awake to do that also... (it's 5:30pm and he's still asleep)....

My brother also showed me some movies on his laptop of some of the best Halo players, including the two best, Ogre 1 and Ogre 2. (They be very good). Then there's also Babyogre 4... but we won't get too involved with that right now....

":):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):***************************************************************************************************************"

...ahem... yeah, he's like, 7 or something, sounds like fun to talk to. I am very good at getting into the minds of little kids, you see. My bro also tried to send him a friend request, but he was all full on the friend's quotient... *sad*.
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Oh, but anyway. I'm going to try to get on here tomorrow and catch up with my guest book. I'll also start the construction if I get done with that.
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krystale: Hehe, don't worry, I am/did.

trunkssj6: I'm on the light side, so far anyway. I don't try to be because I'm just trying to play the game as if it was really myself making the decisions, but... I've started killing people a lot lately O______o I DON'T WANNA GO TO THE DARK SIDE!!! *runs around in circles before slamming into a wall* (too incapacitated to continue conversation at the moment)

Flueky: Knights of the Old Republic II: The Sith Lords (or something like that) for Xbox. Eh, he doesn't work, he's a lazy bum, he just stays up 'till 6am playing Halo 2. The strange thing is that, because I have to sleep downstairs and the TV's in the room that I sleep in, you think I wouldn't be able to go to sleep with the constant sound of gunshots going on, but I hit the pillow and was out like a light... O_____o *weirded out*

Night shade: Why, thank you very much. ^______^

TheVampireLestat:... I never went to the theatre in the first place... *blink* but yes, my imagination does serve it's good points when you're poor. ^ ^

Number 5: @____@ to you too, but yeah, don't worry about my strangeness. It's not malignant... okay, I can't promise that, but it doesn't spread.

hinaru: Your concern for my well-being is noted XD Just kidding, but yes, I will, mucho gracias. *tries to disappear, but it doesn't work*... crap....

silverdaydreamer: It's okay! Thank you for a belated welcome back! *hugs back* It's alright, my brain's always open, hehehe.

vash311: Yes, I know, I'm so much better than you because I have KOTOR II!!!! MWAHAHAHAHA! *makes a few condescending remarks* Oh, and that's your loss Mr. Nick. You should be ashamed of yourself. :(

Dun't worry, I still luff ya anyway! *huggles*

Elske29: Thank you for the hugging, it is greatly appreciated. ^^ *glomps back*
Hmm, that's what I thought too, but it seriously is true. As my friends, I'm three whole people. O_____^ <-- messed up face
*wink, wink* to you too!!!
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Anything else...? Hmm, nope, I think I got everything. Well, I'll see you guys again tomorrow! *hugs*

- - Too addicted to continue typing

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

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Good afternoon everyone. I hope you're all doing well.

Thank you for the warm welcome as well. *hugs*

Incase you forgot, I am known as Angel of Pig, Piggy, The Piggy One, Ari, and Nick (long story about the dubbing of Naruto into an anime, see archives). Now that I've gotten it sorted out, I'm half pig, half red panda, half dragon, half cow, half sheep, and half homo sapien.

I would post something interresting, but I think I'm going to go downstairs and play KOTOR II more since my brother just came back from college yesterday with his Xbox; besides the fact that he's still asleep and it's 2 in the afternoon....

I'm thinking about changing my site a bit too, wanna go for a midnight blue look... not trying to be cryptic or anything, it's just my favorite color.

And now, the boring cinematic shows playing in Ari's mind, with genre shown...

Sci Fi - The things from... "Outer Space" (Say "Outer Space" with a drawled accent and deep voice)

Comedy - Dancing with my neighbor's pet monkey

Action - When little white mice with big red eyes attack you in your sleep

Horror - The closet

Adventure - The adventures of Super Stick and Lester Leaf

Unknown - The Evil Person, stealer of Pants

Tickets are matine at $4.50 before 6pm, but then $6 for child (12 and under) and $7.50 for adult. Thank you and come again to The Boring Cinema.

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- - A.P.

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Friday, March 18, 2005

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Woah, I haven't been on here in a loooooong time. I was just cleaning up my favorites folder and bam, I see "MyOtaku". "Now, what the hell's that?" I think to myself, but then, I click on the link, and here I am.

Yeah... well... I hope you all are having a nice day and what-not... I don't really have anything to say, except I'm sorry for not being here and I hope you all forgive me. I can be so abscent-minded you know.

My brother just came home and my Spring Break is starting... I'm going to be really, painfully bored... 'tis the sad story of my life....

Sorry if I'm boring you all, I know you have other, much more important things to do than sit here and listen to me lament....

I'll see if there's anything more interresting for me to post tomorrow, but until then, sayonara....

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- - A.P.

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Friday, November 12, 2004

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I AM ALIVE EVERYONE!!!!

Sorry for not updating in so long! I know it is very unlike me!! I have just started my exercising thing and with my homework and everything else it doesn't leave me with a lot of time to go on the computer. Well, I must go do my daily pilates, I'll see you guys later!!! *HUUUUUUUUUUUG*

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

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Mood: fatigued

*pant, pant* I just got home... from Jazz Band audition practices... *wheeze* O_-
It's really hard to walk three miles while carying a trumpet you know....

Yeah... well... there's 17 trumpets now and only 8-12 are going to get in. All I know about testing is that we're going to go into the back practice rooms (small rooms off of a hallway in the band room) tomorrow and Mr. Graham or Mr. Zartman is going to test us by picking a sections to test on. It's going to basically be the whole piece, but there are some things we repeat that they're probably going to leave out. Mr. Graham told us that they would grade us by starting out with 100 points and then deducting points for each mistake we make. I hope I do alright....

Good news, I GOT A C+ ON MY MATH TEST!!!!

^--- That's really good for Ari.

Umm... yeah... that's all the important news I have for today. I got to study for a health test that's tomorrow, Geometry test that's tomorrow, and do my health extra credit (because I need it).

Busy... busy....

Mr. Carr ranted today, it was fun to listen to, he even said 'I like the guy and all, but George Bush is a poopy leader, and I don't use the work 'poopy' a lot.'

Yey...

We also watched a movie in health class, it was sad. It was called "The Truth About Drugs". The saddest part was when these four teenagers (16+17) went to a hospital to see babies that were born to parents who did drugs, and all of the pain and withdrawl a normal person has to go through when quitting drugs the baby has to go through too. So sad... one of the teenagers started crying when he was holding one of the babies. Anyway, have a nice day everyone!

"You'd cry to if you had a baby that was addicted to Heroin." --Matt (The Truth About Drugs)

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

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Hmm... sorry, I can't talk much, gotta go practice trumpet, I can only get up to a tripple E today. I can usually get to a tripple G.

Oh well, sorry again, hectic day, lots of pain involved, but I will ask you all a question.

How often do you shower? TRUTHFULLY!

Yes, randomness from my brain... anyway, have a nice day everyone!

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Monday, October 25, 2004

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Mood:...

Today sucked... so bad... it's unbelievable. I don't even think I can describe what I'm feeling right now. This whole day... was a mess....

Why is it, that in my life, I either get an A or I fail. It's so strange, I mean, I could settle with straight C's or whatever, but it's always either good or bad.

The Good:

I think I got either an A or A+ on my band test today.

I didn't have to take the Gym test because we won the Superbowl.

The Bad:

I was late for L.A. because of gym, like this hasn't happened before....

My friends... it seems... have betrayed me. I am stuck, with the enemy, in L.A. FOR TWO WEEKS!! I don't even think you people are able to comprehend the complexity of this situation. I do not work well with those who, in other situations, I oppose. It would be compairable as me working with George W. Bush. Now you start to understand.... So yes, they abandoned me, just because they wanted to sit together. But then again, I am being somewhat selfish in saying this... grr, but I don't give a shit. They did not notice, and even if they did, they probably wouldn't even care, and I was crying at that point when they basically abandoned me. I don't even think I have friends anymore. HOW CAN YOU USE SOMEONE LIKE ME THAT WAY AND NOT FEEL ANY PAIN FROM IT???... hmm, it's probably because I'm even more insignificant than I thought... but you know, traitors are said to go to the deepest level of hell....

I probably failed my Geometry test. I think I have test anxiety for that class, because when I looked at the paper, all of the postulates, theorems, laws, ect. just felt like they'd go out to eat and exit my brain. Basically, I was left with my chapter three test and only the vague concepts of algebra that felt like they'd help me. I have no doubt in myself that I failed, miserably at that. I have no doubt that I'm going to have to repeat Geometry next year, unless my Mom works out a deal with Mrs. Craven and gets me a tutor or some help or something so I can do better. All I know is that when my Mom sees my report card, she's going to think that I started drugs or am in a deep psychological stage of depression because of my pitiful grades. I'll probably be seeing a psychologist and/or visiting a rehab center sometime in the near future. My whole (really short) life has been for nothing. I'll be in a mental institution before you know it! Happy, happy day....

Maybe, in Heaven, I was a messed up soul, you know, like in a manufacturing plant where they have the messed up toys/food/ect. I was probably supposed to go to the place where all regects go and stay there for all eternity, but for some reason I was shipped onto Earth and now I'm here.

I also barely saw J-chan today, and she might really be the only friend I have left (how could I reguard the other two as friends???). I really miss her... *sigh* I hope she comes back to lunch tomorrow, it's really lonely without her.

I also had to walk home after Jazz band practice (I'm not in it, we practice a piece of music two times and then we have the try-outs). It wasn't fun to say the least... In band there were 16 trumpets trying out, probably only 9 are going to make it... I'm really going to do my best, it's something that I really really want right now. I want it so bad... but knowing my luck, I probably won't get picked.... It took me about 50 minutes to walk and I think it was 2 miles, I'm not sure. Oh, and you know what the best thing about that is? I think I need a chiropractor now. My back hurts so much. You'll be surprised at how much a 15 lb. backpack seems to weigh after ~2 miles.

And you mustn't forget...

The Ugly:

I feel very ugly right now on the inside. I'm too jealous and selfish... I just want to cut up my outside with a knife to make it as ugly as I am on the inside.

... I hope tomorrow goes well... until then, I will do my homework to the best of my ablilities (which aren't very good) and curl up on my bed, continuing to keep a stern look on my face so that no one must know what I am going through by looking at me.

Sade: King of Sorrow

I'm crying everyone's tears
And there inside our private war
I died the night before
And all of these remnants of joy and disaster
What am I suppose to do

I want to cook you a soup that warms your soul
But nothing would change, nothing would change at all
It's just a day that brings it all about
Just another day and nothing's any good

The DJ's playing the same song
I have so much to do
I have to carry on
I wonder if this grief will ever let me go
I feel like I am the king of sorrow, yeah
The king of sorrow

I suppose I could just walk away
Will I disappoint my future if I stay
It's just a day that brings it all about
Just another day and nothing's any good

The DJ's playing the same song
I have so much to do
I have to carry on
I wonder will this grief ever be gone
Will it ever go
I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
The king of sorrow

I'm crying everyone's tears
I have already paid for all my future sins
There's nothing anyone
Can say to take this away
It's just another day and nothing's any good

I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
King of sorrow
I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
King of sorrow

Have a good day everyone.

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Sunday, October 24, 2004

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Coincidence? I think not.

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Mood: happy

Hello, and yes, I'm somewhat happy today. Mostly because I'm glad to find out the dream I had last night was just a dream. The dream was about my Mom deciding that we should go down to Columbus to visit my brother tomorrow. The big problem with that is Jazz Band tryouts are monday and wednesday.

Wee, I very very glad it was a dream, but I still have a lot of studying to do today, so I'm gonna get to that.

I'll see you all later, have a nice day!

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Saturday, October 23, 2004

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Bush and Saddam were great friends...

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Mood: *pondering*

Well, as you all know, it's getting close to that time of year. The first tuesday after the first monday in November in every even numbered year. And this year is one of those special years. The presidental election!!!

Don't worry though, you're safe for now. I won't do my really long ranting until a few days before November 2nd. ^ ^

Hmm, well, I got a bunch of stuff I'm prioritizing for today. Going to try to redo all of my vocab notecards and illustrations so my notebook will be all pretty-like. I also have to do probably two hours of Geometry studying after that, wish me luck!

Oh, and I also think I'm going to try out for jazz band this year. I really hope I'm good enough to get in. They only had 9 trumpets last year, and I think only two girls. I think it would be really cool to do and the good things about it outweigh the bad.

I must be going now, have a nice day everyone!!!


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