Tuesday, October 12, 2004

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Mood:...shut up.

This all sucks, I wanna leave now. It feels so pointless for me to be in school right now, just a lot of stuff for me to do and yet I'm not really doing anything.
Ah, well, I guess I'm just going to do my homework and yeah... grr, frustrated.... Anyways, have a nice day everyone! ^ ^

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Monday, October 11, 2004

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Popularity Ranking # 310

Mood: indifferent

Umm, can't really get a long post in today, my computer's acting up *scolds computer more*

Today was alright, I felt very good in first period because I got a 49/50 on my ramen project *snicker, snicker*, but reality came back later in the day, specifically fourth, sixth, and ninth periods. Yah, I gots quite a bit of homework today, because of that I must be making a hasty retreat too. I shall see if me can play some Diablo before my computer dies or whatever it's gonna do. I'm probably going to restart because the butcher is way too hard, it makes me mad.

"You should've said 'my favorite teacher is Mr. Zartman because he smells like cheeeeeeeeeese'" --myself

Oh well, that's life, I hope you all have a good day! *hug*


Black/grey Youre heart is empty and your mind is
filled with basically nothing but morbid
thoughts of death and nothingness. Youre a
loner, and thats ok for you because you dont
like people and have little social skills to
none. Like Purple youre very deep and
thoughtful and often spend your time at your
computer or alone in your dark room,
reading/writing anything that is around. Youre
alone and maybe you want that to change but
than again maybe you dont (rate me)


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EDIT #1: I also have something to add, please go to SILVER TIGER's site. She's thinking of suicide, and she needs our help. Remember, if we can help one lost soul find it's way, then we have a purpose.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Sunday, October 10, 2004

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Mood: *humming along with Cowboy Bebop CD*

Gah, I really should stop the procrastinating... it's taking over my brain. Why can't I have a weekend with no homework and relax like I'm supposed to? *sigh* oh well, I shall get it done somehow.

I have also put my little quiz in the beggining of my intro for all who want to take it. ^_^

Okay, today's post is gonna be short, 'cause I gotta go now, I hope you all have a nice day!!

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Saturday, October 9, 2004

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Mood: How would you feel watching a baby to make sure she doesn't kill herself and rotting your brain at the same time watching Booba?

Yeah, that's basically all I've been doing today. Trying to sift through pictures of squirrels and also trying to get my diet plan started.

I weigh way too much, but I'm not going to do any starvation diet or anything like that. I'm just going to eat more monounsaturated fats and Omega-3 fatty acids, then I'm gonna watch what I eat more because I have an extremely high sugar count and not enought protine, after that I shall try to excersize and see what happens with that.

Sorry for boring you with my health talk, I just wanna make sure that the amount of weight I gain each year isn't exponential.

Oh, last night I saw this awesome movie called 'Supersize Me'. It's about this guy who goes on a McDonalds diet for 30 days, meaning he can only eat McDonalds and nothing else. He also has a few rules, like if they ask him to supersize he has to, he has to try everything on the menu atleast once, has to have three meals a day, and thee are a few other ones but I'm having a brain spasm right now. You guys should go get it sometime, it's really very interresting because he started out very healthy, and then... well, I won't tell you the ending. You guys can see that for yourselves.

We also have the movie 'Radio' to watch tonight, I already saw it once in theatres when it came out, but my Dad hasn't seen it and I can't remember all of it.

Oh well, must go do other stuff like cleaning out the car and stuff, I hope you guys have a good day! ^__^

Edit: Me also made a quiz for you people! So I can see who's REALLY my friends... although some of the questions are really easy and others are insanely hard so that I've only told one or two people and you have to infer from what you know about me. ^^' Have fun!

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!


Blue


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Friday, October 8, 2004

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Mood: Woah... ^^

^__^ Yay, Ari has gotten... dun dun dun duuuun!!! 1000 hits!! Wow, I can still remember when I had three ^^'

Anyway, I'd like to thank all of you people out there who visited me and especially you people who continue to visit me! Happy happy happy!! Oh, and I also found my old Diablo game, dang, I love it *hugs disc* I want to get Diablo 2 someday, but I likes this one right now.

I wish I could draw a picture or something for you guys, but I suck at the whole 'drawing' thing, so I think I'll just start looking for pictures for my squirrel quiz... did you know that there are over 365 species of squirrels? Yeah, I think my quiz will only have 10 or so, but we'll see... argh, I must be cleaning my room... bah, I just cleaned it last week!... then again, it is REALLY dirty... anyway, have a nice day everyone!!

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Thursday, October 7, 2004

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Mood:aloof

Yeah... nothing special today, so I won't bore you with much. I think all of my teachers hate me... blah. I also got a C on my History quiz, and probaby failed today's quiz in that. I also think I failed the Language Arts test... blah, how the hell was I supposed to remember that Iolas was Iphicles' last son and Hercules' nephew??? Jeesh, mythology is so picky, and because of that question I know I'm going to get 18/20 at the most *pouts*

Oh well, it's basically the story of my life, other matters... oh yeah, strange happening on the bus. S-chan and I were discussing our favorite words...

Me: indignation...
S-chan: indignation...
Me: indignation...
S-chan: indignation...
Me & S-chan: indignation...
S-chan: mellifluous...
Me: mellifluous...
S-chan: mellifluous...
Me: mellifluous...
S-chan & Me: mellifluous...
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Me: indignation...
S-chan: mellifluous...
Me: indignation...
S-chan: mellifluous...
Me: mellifluous...
S-chan: indignation...
Me: mellifluous...
S-chan: indignation...

Yeah... it was strange, but cool. I like S-chan's favorite word, mellifluous, it sounds cool! ^^

mellifluous

adj : Flowing as with honey; smooth; flowing sweetly or smoothly.

I like the meaning of indignation though, and it sounds cool too. For all of you people who are lazy like me, I shall tell you what it means.

indignation

n : a feeling of righteous anger

Aww, that was easy now, wasn't it? Yeah... Ari definitally does not have a mellifluous voice... although I do like to sing, I don't think I have that much talent, especially 'cause whenever I start to sing people tell me so shut up.



Oh well, that's what you get when you don't have talent... at anything... all I have is my trumpet *hugs trumpet* don't worry, we'll get better someday... someday surely....

Have a nice day everyone!


Bo! The chinese Wood Stick! The Bo looks not very
dangerous but ask the Shaolin monks, they would
be able to kill you in less than two hits. And
it's the best protection weapon ever, because
there is no blade and you can choose how much
you want to hurt your opponent.


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Your beauty is inspiring. Your beauty is the kind
that would inspire people to write poetry or
paint beautiful artwork with. People think your
absolutely gorgeous but you seem to think
differently sometimes. Guys daydream about you
but not just because of your lovely body but
because of your face. Your kind of beauty can
be characterized my flawlessness. Your so
beautiful that usually people can't stop
looking at you. You can be profound and really
understand people's emotions You're a work of
art inside and out. (If you can't see tje pics,
go to my homepage and look near the bottom and
find your result)


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I do not think that quizmaker was aiming for what I actually look like, just so ya know...


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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

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Mood:...stupid...stupid...stupid...ect.

First I would like to thank all of you people who come to visit my website, and who have been very good friends to me. It really means a lot!! ^^ I am very sorry I'm not able to visit some of your websites, I try to get as many in as I can on the side of my homework. I promise I'll visit you on days I don't have that much homework!!!

Hmm... highlights of my day... I made my science project out of ramen ^_^'. Err, let me elaborate, I used ramen noodles in my science project... I put them on a poster board... THAT WAS REALLY HARD!
History:... WE GOT TO COLOR!!! Very fun! ^_____^
Gym:... kindof freaky, we didn't have a ref today (football) and this stupid kid on the other team wasn't obeying the rules. Annoying, but we still won by a land slide.
L.A:...grrr... Mr. Carr made me very mad. First of all, I fall asleep in class once and he's all over me and I'm never allowed to live it down. Next, I said 'Man, this class is so retarted'. He just had to bring up the 'sleeping' incident (which I got to bed very late the night before) and that saying the word 'retarted' is bad. God, he really needs to look in a dictionary, the word 'retarted' is defined as 'slow'. I was just saying that 'Man, this class is so slow.' ... How can he call himself a Language Arts teacher? I guess there's some deeper thing behind it. Besides, I don't really care if the word retarted also means a person who is slow, I use it as a synonym for the word 'slow' when I feel like it.
Band:... stupid bass drum player... jeesh, I already knew how to play a bass drum better than her, then again, I did have Mr. Graham for two years, and his specialty is percussion, so he always has percussion leasons in class and all of the members of the band know how to play percussion equal or better than the percussionists.
L.A:...angry... blah, we didn't even get to do Fishbowl, that makes me really mad. Fishbowl is basically where we are given a prompt, or a situation, and we debate about what the main person/s should do. It's quite fun most of the time.
Lunch:... Umm... J-chan had brought in a few of her Fruits Basket books, they're all in chinese so I can't read them, but there was a funny part, which I could tell what was happening. Then, when Mengjie was trying to translate it for me, Jess just randomly pointed to Kyo and said 'look, it's my daughter!!' (I am well aware of the fact that Kyo is a guy, but Jess was a bit drunk...) And thus, I became Jess' wife and Kyo is my daughter (although I'm filing for a divorce), Susan is our sun in-law (married to Kyo), Mengjie is the Uncle who fits in somewhere, and J-chan is our dog named Spike (the funny thing is, J-chan's last name translates exactly into the word 'dog' in french...hehe). Very, very strange times....
Health: Very interresting and fun, Mr. Johnson does a good job at making class fun. We talked about cigarette adds today, and how they enter our minds and all that good crap... there was also some... disturbing information we learned about the now outlawed Joe Camel...(read at your own risk)*coughtheypurposefullymadethecamelsfacelooklikeamale'spenisandtesticlescough*
Oh, excuse me, I'm getting a cold.
Geo:Hmm, I got a B on yesterday's test... not too bad, considering a lot of people got C's. Yah, but Mrs. Craven got very angry with us when stupid people were being stupid... blah.
Then, on the bus ride home, S-chan and I were talking about what animal's we're most like, S-chan would be a fox, and I'd probably be a squirrel... hehehe, interresting. I also think I could be a sheep, but I dunno, you tell me what you guys'd be like and tell me what you think I'd be.

Okay, that's basically my day. Now I am here, and shall bore you with other useless information!

Well, yesterday, I figured out an annalogy to compare my learning skills to other more 'common'*cough* sorry, my cold's coming back... things.

Teaching Ari grammar and geometry is like teaching a hampster multiplication and how to say the alphabet backwards. It can be done, but it takes a lot of work and patience.

Hehe, I compair myself to hampsters and squirrels a lot, don't know why... I think I might make a quiz that is 'What color would you be if you were a squirrel?' I think I'd be a white squirrel, not albino, just white, because those seem ones seem extremely spastic, just like me! But I'll have to do that over the weekend or some time when I have more free time and less homework, although I don't have that much today, yay!

Okay, that's all, I did have other things I was planning for my post, but it's long enough already, and I don't want you guys to riot and revolt against me... hehe, I must go eat now, I be hungry, have a nice day!!! *huuuuuuuuug*

Oh, and I changed the song on my site, it's my favorite, but I don't normally have it on because it's a little bit too bouncy for my laid back snow theme. Laters! ^__^


Unique, mystical, insightful and beautiful
You are a Snow sprite. Mysterious, and alluring you
naturally attract people to you, your like a
people magnet even though you most often wish
to be alone. Your love for cold climates and
snow has given you an insight into the beauty
few see. While most see bland white you see a
forest or blanket of sparkling white beauty. To
you life is something precious and you intend
to figure out its mysteries. You are very
mature and don't waste your intelligence on
childish games or people not worth your time
which can make you seem arrogant at times but
you are really just intent on saving your time
for better things. Your soul is very beautiful
if not a little shut up, you keep your emotions
hidden from everyone and therefore they don't
know what your capable of. You are a living
fantasy.


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Ironic...no?


Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. Your are truly unique yet
fail to see it, and are quite creative be it in
art, music, writing, etc.. You used to let
people in now you don't even bother to try
having been hurt so many times in the past.
Your attitude is that you don't need anyone but
yourself, people are just trouble waiting to
happen. But you really do want to trust someone
no matter if you see it or not, deep down your
waiting for someone to come and set you free.
This kind of depression can turn dangerous,
don't let them get to you. Not everyone in the
world will hurt you, humans are humans and are
not perfect. So most likely sooner or later
you'll meet someone who feels like you do and
perhaps your shell will eventually disappear.


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I know I took this one before, but I got a different result, so I felt like posting this one also, because they both describe me well I guess.


THE MAIDEN OF NIGHT


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Lenne


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Tuesday, October 5, 2004

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Mood:err... I don't think I feel anymore.

Yet another crappy day... starting to feel really lonely and very sad....

Anyway, I'll start you out with a little bit of what happened to me yesterday, awhile after I was home, around 5 or so, I went to take a shower. The water was ice cold because my sister had used up all of the hot water. I was not happy, but I delt with it (like I was ever going to be happy anyway...). I had found a note for me saying that the two people had gone to the store (or something...) and would be back later. I then gathered my things up and walked into my room, which had the lights turned off, and consequently tripped on my cat, which made a very angry noise, and I fell and hit my face on the metal frame of my bed.

It wasn't very pretty, but I actually survived with just a swolen lip, although it didn't stop bleeding for awhile. I was a bit happy, considering what could have happened, but I also found out that my Mom had stolen my chair. I was forced to sit on the floor and do my studdies. Very uncomfortable.

Now, onto today, not any feelings for science class, we just read and checked our paper, which I got a 15/15 on, and that was nice.
History, had a test, I think I did alright, hopefully I got something good on it.
Study Hall... meh, I studdied... L.A. God, I hate that class so much, it's either the fact that I'm always half-asleep and it's so tedious, coupled with it's boredome. I can't focus on anything, especially because he expects us to do so much in 1:30, I'm going to be doing atleast two hours of homework tonight for this class, gah.
Band, meh. It was okay, not really fun, just because I had a headache.
L.A. again... so boring, didn't get a lot of work done, I think I have a learning disability, but I can get to that later.
Lunch was okay, I ate, but never felt full... it's a very strange feeling, but then again, I do have a bottomless chasm for a stomach. People kept trying to cheer me up, especially J-chan, which I greatly thank her for. I was also supposed to give J-chan back her binder ring... she gave me some pocky too, I felt really bad that I lost it.
Health, one of the only classes I can stay awake in. We talked about chewing tobacco, and Mr. Johnson actually bought $14 this morning to show us what it looked and smelled like... I seriously don't know how people can stand the smell of tobacco, made me wanna throw up.
Geometry, I think I failed miserably in our 'quest'... I DON'T UNDERSTAND UNION AND INTERSECTION! IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE!

Yeah... so, I won't bore you with that anymore, onto other matters. I just got home, and when I reached into my pocket, I pulled out J-chan's binder ring T_T I can't believe I didn't check my pockets... *hits self with geometry book*

I still have a science project to do for tomorrow, only got a little bit of that done. One of my cats threw up on my poster board while I was at school, so I'm going to have to run over to Drug Mart and get another one soon. J-chan gave me the idea of using ramen, I couldn't find a way to stick them on, so I'm going to try glue like she suggested. I also have those two hours of L.A. homework... I'm so going to fail that class....

J-chan really is one of the best people I think I'm ever going to meet, she's very talented, unlike myself, and she's nice, and purdy. ^__^ Now, everyone wave to J-chan! *waves* Hiiiii!!!

About my learning disorder, I hope I don't have something really serious, but I do think I have one, for I feel incredibly retarted all the time. I have way too much stress on me, and it's hurting my head fat. I also find that I am not complacent with myself at all anymore. I can't even conciliate with myself after having an internal battle. I have to coerce myself to act happy, and that's a hard thing to do still. I don't even know why people keep me around, I'm really just dead weight. If only the teachers could collaborate so that they don't give me so much homework at one time because I'm starting the think they have no idea what each other has planned.

I am also beginning to doubt myself, as I am not talented in any way, and really have nothing to offer. Just because I might be nice (which I doubt I am), that won't really take me very far because I'm never going to be at the top of my class, or even on the top half, and that means I won't ever get into college. I'm below average in intelligence, you see, for I can just act smart on occasion. Grr, I do not think the world and I are compatible. Someone really should have killed me off already, I'm just consuming resources that could be used for the smarter folk. I concede, time has worn away at my outer shell, leaving me very vulnerable and susceptible to emotional breakdown. I shall take my leave now.

Ha, that shows you who can use vocablary words, Mr. Carr.

I hope $1.50 is enough to buy poster board, it's all I have... yeah, I save up for a month on spare change and I end up spending it on a poster board....

... I am also starting to think that a few quizmakers are on crack... but the result's can tell you that.

UPDATE!!! Obtained poster board!! *'obtained item' music plays in the background* Now, insert $50 if you would like to see Ari do the Can-Can!! (not recomended)


You're a "Green Angel". You're one person
who is extremely protective of people around
you (especially your friends) and you'd end up
as a gaudian angel. You're stronger than most
and aren't ashamed to show it. People know how
tough you are and don't dare to mess with you
when you get mad. You're real close with your
friends and couldn't live wihout them so even
in heaven, you want to help them. You know
they'd want you as a gaudian angel and you'd
love to be able to ensure safety of your
friends for yourself because you're on of those
"If you want something done right, do it
yourself" kind of person. (If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)


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You're Element is Water. You are soft and serene
atmost times but like Wind, you're scary when
you're mad. You proabaly have a talent is
singing and even your speaking voice is lovely.
You have an innocent type of beauty that makes
you look younger than you are and you like
close relationships with people.(If you can't see
the pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)


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You're like an angel. As everyone knows, angels
dwell in heaven. They were desribed as shining
ones wearing white and the idea that they have
wings is believed as well. Guardian angels are
the ones that many people think are dead loved
ones who try to protect the living friends or
family they have on Earth. They usually had
blonde hair and maybe brown with flawless
appearance and sweet dispositions. They were
cheerful, hopefull, selfless, loving, and kind.
Angels are the one mystical creature that a
majority of people truly believe in. Encounters
with angels are poping up all over the world
and reassuring people's beliefs in angels. (If
you cannot see the picture, go to my userpage
and look near the bottom. There should be

the
picture and description for all the results)


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You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

Image Copyright Sheila Wolk (prints available
through treefreegreetings.com) - words added by
myself.


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winged protector!
to watch over all, full of concern and passion for
life.
take alittle time for urself.


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