Saturday, October 2, 2004

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Mood:...bleh

Hello everyone, yes, it is Saturday, weeee. I like Saturdays, I guess... meh, anyway, I gotta clean, so I must type fast.

Well, yesterday I spent some time figuring out how to make my site better. And thanks to the help of hinaru and Blue Hawk! I love you guys!! *glomp* I was also doing some experimenting with songs, and with the help of cutetanki and Elena Tsukashi I was able to pick one! Thank you sooooo much! I must really know good people! Anyway, tell me if everything's working alright, and then I'll be really happy. My next order of buisiness are iframes, so if you know how to do those, help please!! (Yes, I know, I'm pitiful.)

What else... oh yeah! You can now give me hugs! Wee, I like hugs! HUGS PLEASE! I think I'm going to need them for school anyway... XD

OH! I remember now! I was able to get to everyone's sites yesterday for the first time in two weeks!! Yeah, sorry if I didn't comment though, I only commented on 1/10 people's sites I think... so I'm going to try to comment more! Wee!

Okay, I need to be going now, have a nice day everyone!! *more hugs*

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Friday, October 1, 2004

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Secret of the Blue Sky

In my dispair I saw it.
A shimmering silver whisp of cloud.
I reached out my hand to grasp this new hope,
But it faded into the mist...

Someday I will find it again,
I shall find my wings and fly up into the sky.
I will never stop until I can touch the stars.
The same stars that I saw,
once long long ago.
The same ones that taught me of love.

Alrighty, I think that's this weeks poem. I was inspired when I saw a small, fluffy white cloud in the sky being tossed around in the wind and it looked like it was dancing.

Oh, and if anyone's noticed, I'm starting to change my Raine theme to a Sheena theme because ninja's rock. I must go take my shower now though, so I'll see you all later!


You are Akito! You are very sick (like colds and
stuff), and carry the burden of the curse. Most
people hate you, but you do have fans out
there! (I'm one ^_^) You really are just
misunderstood...


What Fruits Basket Character Are You???
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You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.


What feeling do you represent?
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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Thursday, September 30, 2004

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I just took an IQ test from Tickle... and I got 131.Oh well, I'm not the brightest crayon in the box... but then again "the brightest crayon is the quickest to dull" as my good friend J-chan said. ^_^ You guys should take it, I would give you the link, but I need to go, class is over. I might post an update or something later, have a good day everyone!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

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... why is it that when I look around, everyone seems better than me at everything?

I have but one humble question to ask of everyone today.

What do you think the meaning of life is?

I don't think there is one personally, we just live, work, and then we die. Just want you guys something to ponder, and comment on it if you'd like. Have a nice day.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

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Hello every one, I would like to start off appoligizing for me not getting to anybody's sites as of late. I have grown to be quite busy, and with this very slow computer of mine, I find it very troubling. I am very sorry.

Now, I would like to say, as things have been steadily declining in my life, I think I have found my purpose. To buy Baten Kaitos. If I could only obtain it, then maybe my life will have meaning again... but there is a slim to none chanse of that happening. I still have the debt to pay off for my Gamecube, and I don't think there's anyway I can get $50 in a short amount of time.

I will end with a little bit of Baten Kaitos picture mania.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Monday, September 27, 2004

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Hello eveyone! Well, there were a few strange occurences today, but all is fine in my relatively non-existant life. I have started to write some lyrics to a song, if they're good, when I get them done I will post it here! Oh, I also got my SAT application form-thingy today, so I can fill that out and take the SAT in the spring! Yay! Hopefully my score will improve from last time and not go down! Me also has obtained NINTENDO POWER! YAAAAAAAAAY!

But... the dark side... I think I did really bad on my Logic Test today... *cries* I probably got a C, but I am starting to doubt that I got that. To all of those who wonder, I do not think in a logical fassion most of the time.

Hehe, I shall read NP now, and then go do my homework. (Priorities first you know!) So I'll catch all of you cool peoples later! *leaves out free pencils for everyone* (Yes, I'm cheap.)

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Sunday, September 26, 2004

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Hello everyone! I hope you all are having a good day!

... My sister's being an idiot by hogging the cable internet downstairs just to IM her 700+ 'friends'. Yes, very retarted, I hate 56k modems... they make me sad....

Alrighty, I would write a poem, but I don't really feel like it right now. Maybe tomorrow. Anyway, have a goooooooooooood day peoples!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs*

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Saturday, September 25, 2004

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Good morning everyone. Yes, I just woke up at 11:30, dunno why, but I did. Thanks for all of the nice comments about my poem, I just read it over, and I actually think I could've done a lot better. I wrote it out on a whim, so there are a bunch of things I could change. I might put the finished version up at another time when I'm feeling more awake.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Friday, September 24, 2004

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Alrighty, here's my poem, as I promised.

Lost Love

Falling, falling, falling forever.
Like the small snowflake that never hits the ground.
Being blown around by the almighty wind.
Turning in this vast sea of the sky, indifferent.
Never stopping to take a breath,
Never choosing to look back.
Choosing to trust no one.
Trying to be unique.
The sun that rises, is falling steadily,
On the chilling and unforgiving breath of the wind.
The same wind that carries us onward.
The sky dims on my hope,
As the stars fade from midnight,
Along with the dreams of the dead.
The dead at heart and soul.
This is the fate of the cursed and damned.
To walk alone forever.
To be lonely,
Forever.

A poem by the one known as Ari.

I was expiriencing a brief moment of depression, so I milked it, and that's what I got. Don't take it to seriously, and have a good day everyone. If you're normal, you probably won't understand the title either.Oh, and remember, chill.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Thursday, September 23, 2004

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sorry... not much to say today... I'll see you all later. I might post a poem tomorrow, so tell me what topic you want it to be about and I shall write. Byes!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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