Wednesday, May 3, 2006

Peace is not in me

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Eeeew, I still smell like formaldehyde. Or however you spell it.

I had to disect an earthworm today... I swear, if B-man makes us disect frogs I will NOT COMPLY WITH HIS REQUEST. What kind of torture is this? It was all rubbery... and when I cut it open, all of its insides were hard and pale. Blech.

But alas, let me update all of you... okay, well, none of you... who read this.

Band trip!
Fun!... not!... maybe?
Lessee...
-First night on bus sucked.
-First breakfast was kinda funny, two of the busses "invaded" (as they say down in Virginia) an IHOP. They never saw us coming. They got our food to us really slow. D: Then it made me sick! ;__; Stupid IHOP.
-Williamsburg... boring... only fun part was the garden. I'll post pictures and stuff of all of this later when I have time.
-When we got back to the hotel, so many people were taking showers that the water shut off.
-Seafood buffet = made people sick, not very fond of it.
-A good night's sleep... as good as it gets in a hotel bed anyway.
-Stinky hotel breakfast
-Had to watch Choir performances
(I fell asleep)
-Lunch!
-Some stupid scheduling problem... jazz band ate late or something, we were late at getting to the other school where the concert band performances were going to be.
-Yay, our performance. It was yummy.
-Paaartay! I danced like a dancing panda.
-More sleep, yey! Not as good as the last one though...
-Busch Gardens Europe! It was amazing! Awesome! And very yummy! You should go!
~You know that guy at the arcade who's always
hogging the DDR and you can tell he plays way too
much? Well, that guy was there... for over 7 HOURS.
That guy needs a life!
~Very fun roller coasters ^ ^
-I almost got lost on the way back to the busses
-Bus ride home equally sucky as other
-At home, I took a nap... a long nap... (6 hours) and then another nap later (3 hours). Mmmm, nap.

And now... school... I'm far behind in math. We'll have to see how everything goes.

I don't care to explain much, I have to get my homework done and mow the lawn again (it grows like a bitch)

Sorreh Oboe, maybe I'll put up something interresting tomorrow.
Don't count on it ~__^

Love, Ari

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

L’État, c’est moi

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I am the state... bitches.

Well, tonight's the night. Tonight's the night I'm off to do band-related and unband-related things. I will be gone all weekend D: and will be back on sunday morning (but I have to cut the grass then anyway...)

Wish us luck at the competition, I hope we get in 1st place. :3

Uhhhh, I gotta go finish packing and stuff, then I gotta take a shower ('cuz I will only get one in probably in the next three days). Murr...

I was walkin' to the bus today, then Jackie hugged me, and I was like, why so overzealous?
;__; Then I remembered.
I am so depressed.
I will miss her very very very much.
<3

Oh, and I had a dream last night. It was very... peaceful... compared to most of my dreams, which usually involve me dieing by the end. :\

Anyway, it had Kabu and a person who I shall not name at the moment! But they're both vurrily cool (and hot). :D We was lookin' up at the stars... and I got starburst from both of them!! <33 It was very nice.

Aaaand... that's all I feel like ranting about. I think that all of 6 people will probably miss me. XD Yes, I'm very loved, very loved indeed.
I'd be extremely surprised if even they notice I'm not around.

Murr...

$24.50
Kitty, signin' out.
*love to those 6*

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Murrr

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I honestly don't feel like doing anything today.

And I have a lot to do, homework, packing, stuff like that. Life sucks.

Only one color, but not one size,
Stuck at the bottom, yet easily flies.
Present in sun, but not in rain,
Doing no harm, and feeling no pain.
What is it.

Figure it out! Iz easy...

Love, Kitty

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

It's called heeeeadache

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Uhh, and little children the age of 3 have a tendency to cause it.
:\

Wow, I really don't have much to talk about. Not really doing anything interresting today.

Didn't do anything interresting yesterday.

... I'm just a bundle of fun.

I wanna go volunteer at an animal shelter :D But I'm not old enough 'til next year when I'm 16 ;__;

I think I'll get a job this summer, or atleast try to, that is. :D Wewt *has no previous job experience*... this may be harder than I thought... but hey, ya gotta start sumwheres.

Murr, that's all I feel like saying right now. I gotta go buy my broddder a Tool ticket when it comes out 'cuz he's in West Virginia.

*goes to take a nap*

Love love love,
Kitty

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

   Been there, done that, hate it.

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Okay.

Well, first, let me say I hate my sister. For one, she has no idea how a computer works and consequentially that causes me grief. She thinks that by logging into the computer and having a bunch of programs open under her account won't mess with the system's overall performance.

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I really hate stupid people. Did you know that?

And, she was being a bitch to me all last night because she wanted to talk to her boyfriend online. I guess I don't hate this so much though, 'cuz it gives me a good laugh. HAHAHA. RELATIONSHIPS SUCK.

People weren't meant to be together. Sure, friends are okay, but that's about the limit of closeness you can be with someone else. Sorry, but it's the truth. :3 Kitty don't tell no lies 'round here.


Ah, you can tell it's the start of a bad day when you accidentally hit your head against your best friend's face and then accidentally shove her face against a concrete pole.

I swear it was an accident. >< I went to lean on her shoulder at first, then she moved her head to the side buhfore I could see and wham! Then I tried to console her, but she pulled away and hit her head against the pole. ;__;

I'm such a klutz.

I need a job, pro'lly gonna get one over the summer. :D At least that'll take my mind off of life and it's wholly-depressingness.

Anything else...
Oh, I think I may be going vegetarian after college. :3 You read some pretty disturbing stuff about the treatment of animals in books. It's like Soylent Green... only 10x worse. Murr, one fun fact : Dead dogs and cats from animal shelters/pounds are bought by cattle farm owners. Then they are ground up and fed to cows. Pretty, I know.

I need a shower. Yup yup.
The title of this post is pertaining to life.
:D

Love, honestly...
Ari the Squishy Kitty

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Patience is (not) a virtue

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*sigh* Part of my clay project broke. I was extremely patient when putting it back together (patient relative to other people I guess). But eventually it could not be helped. I had to start that section over (which took me all of the rest of the hour of class today. So, if I would've not been patient, I could've gotten it done earlier and had some time to actually get some stuff done.

Gah. All of the things that people say are good about me tend to turn against me.

I must be one of the most unhealthy health-conscious people ever. I read books constantly about the dangers of junk food; I talk to my Dad about it all the time. And yet... I still continue my fatty ways. Oh my, I will always be fat.

Unless I exercise.
Which is highly doubtful, because of my laziness.
I'll do it tomorrow.
Tomorrow.

Time to get ready for band trip. I'ma miss you furriends of mine. :(

Next wednesday... *sulk*

I need lebensraum, who's with me?
If you're smart, you know what I'm talking about.
*wink*
And if you can figure it out, you gets a cookie.
Leeebenstraum...

What to do tonight... work on memorizing the Characters of Romeo and Juliet again (eew). By the way, if you haven't read the book (I'm about to read it for school) It's about two horny teenagers. :3 DON'T READ IT, DEAR GOD! IT'S CRAP!

And that's my two cents on the matter.

-Then more random college stuff. Wewt.
-Then some more reading of my book.
-Studying of my history notes for the test on Monday... yay. *Got a 92 on last test ;___; depressed*
-Read section in history book for homework... whatever it is.

And that's my day. Relatively a short amount of work, yay.

With that
I'm out.

Much love,
Squishy

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

What a fool I am.

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It is official, no more band after this year *yey*.

But that means I still have to endure the band trip next Wednesday to Williamsburg. *sulk*
I'ma be gone from Wednesday night 'till Sunday night. :( Four days! Urgh, and that also means I have to make up whatever homework I have for those school days!! ON THE BUS! *dies*

Eh, I'm sure I'll find a way to manage... although I really don't wanna go.

I'm eating a lot of junk food left-over from easter. I feel really bad about it. I know it's all goin' straight to my stomach, which is already obese by my standards.

I got a new book though, it's called Don't Eat this Book. Go get it. RIGHT NOW. Because I said so. Then go check out The World is Flat. Another good book.

My face has been breaking out lately, probably due to my irregular and crappy eating habits. I need to wash my face twice a day now. Bluh. Too much for me. Now my face is extremely dead.

Off to there I go. Talk to ya all laterz.

*reading and homework to do*
Peace out,
Much Love from Squishy

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Monday, April 17, 2006

Havin' a bitch of a time

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Murr, murr.
I hate life, what's new?

School... sucked. Like normal.

I have a new
Name though.
Call me
Squishy.

*fat*

I can't wait 'til I can go to college.
Ah, the fresh air.
The not having be to be around all of these raving lunatics anymore. Stupid "republicans".

I wish I could go somewhere where there's no people.
But I'll have to settle.

I want to go to Stanford.

*A holy light eminates from the picture*

I'ma do everything I can to try to get in... that way
1) I'm on the other side of the country. :3 No more family.
2) I'm with people of similar intellect.

*sigh* It's right on the ocean too... I love the ocean. Jackie says I'm not cut-out for California though XD I'm only afraid that there'd be an earthquake or something... I dunno what to do about that stuff!!

I hope Jackie comes too. That'd make me vurrily happy. :3 She wants to go to Stanford too, if I remember correctly.

Ah, but my dream must be put aside for menial homework.

I'm quitting band and continuing to Art II next year. I've been brooding over it for a long time, but I just don't like band. It'll make me even fatter though, so I'll have to work out... (eewwww) or something...

Take care everyone,
Much love from Squishy

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

Dating is gooood!

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Dude, my Mom just said that, not me.
After she went on a really long rant about her boyfriends.
That I really didn't pay attention to.
And zoned out after the first few sentences.

See, if it was up to me, I'd say kill all the males on the planet with some kind of virus (like on that one superman episode)... then wait for the human race to die off *cackle*. It would be brilliant! Of course, there is no virus like that available *sad* but maybe if I study stuff like that I'll be able to make one when I become a biologist *wink*.

I have to go to church, eeew. With all of those raving religious fanatics that I extremely dislike.
I think right-winged religious people are hypocrites. Almost all religions stress for social equality. Isn't that in the left-wing? So that's what all of that "helping other people" stuff in the bible was all about. Aha, stupid right-winged christians, dunno what they're talking about.

Aaaand... /ranting.
:D
D:

I am a mask with two faces.
Love,
Me

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

iOle! If I do say so myself

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Eventful life?
No.

Eventful life compared relatively to my "average" daily life?
Yes.

Alright, no school friday. ;__; I miss Jackie.

Sometimes I feel like a stone someone skipped over the water. For a while, I can keep myself a little bit above the surface. Heh, that means eventually I'll go under. Maybe that time is now?

I hung out with my Aunt and Uncle last night/this morning (non-biological). It was pretty sweet. Charlotte straightened mah hair :3 and Joe used that back massagey thingah on me. Dude, I love it. If you put it at the base of your neck, it makes your eyes vibrate and you can't see the TV well XD.

Urr, Uncle Joe's a funneh dude. o__O But tall. Scary. I'd say the weirdest/funniest thing he did the whole time I was there (eventhough it wasn't that funny to me...) was when I was brushing my teeth and he asked "do you need some baby powder?" Then he started cracking up. O___o Was that supposed to be funny? Oh my, maybe I'm just out of it.

My life seems so surreal when I think about it. Ya know, because I never thought it'd end up like this. Although instead of a good surreal, I guess it's a pretty crappy surreal. I never thought I'd feel this bad all the time, just the constant sick feeling I have in my stomach, always wanting to cry. But I digress, I won't get into that.

Then my Dad picked me up from there and we hung out for a bit today. :D He brought da babah. Wewt. We had to use a few diversionary tactics to keep her out of trouble. Hehe.

Urr, I felt really depressed today, so I got my Dad to take me to the library. I checked out a few college and career books to try to keep my mind out of my depression. I hope it works.

Jesus, I'm fat. *pokes stomach* When we went out to lunch, I felt all bloated, and the little sister named Lily patted my tummy and said "just push on it a little and it'll get smaller."
XD
I replied, "If it was only that easy..."

Yay, I get to go back over wif my "relatives" in the first week of May, da fif. :D Then I can get my hair cut! ;__; My hair is horribibile. All split at the ends... poo... stupid ugly self.

I'm in the mood of a different song. I guess it gives off a different feeling... well, duh. Yay.
Urrr, it's explained down there. :3 It reminds me of a lot that I'm going through as well; feeling like I'm helplessly being pulled along and there's nothing I can do to change it, in a world where I hear voices but I don't see anyone... I'm so lonely..., losing my sense of direction, things of that sort.

I have to go to church tomorrow. Uuuurgh, one hour of listening to people talk about nothing and lip syncing. :D... goddamnit.

I'm so sick of smiling when I'm nowhere near happy...
Take care everyone, much love to my friends who care.
- Kitty

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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