Thursday, April 13, 2006

Fractimal

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It's a fraction with a decimal :D
My Math teacher makes up the weirdest words
Solvit, that's another one of my favorites.

Haibane Renmei theme ^ ^ Rakka, she's so awesome. The anime is amazing. You should really watch it. Rakka seems a lot like me sumtimes, ya know. She's supar passive and humble, but very prone to being sad and even gets really depressed. :( I guess I won't ruin anything, but she looks like an angel, 'cuz she's a Haibane. They're like angels, I guess, except their wings are nonfunctional and greyish and their haloes are made outta metal. What else... oh, yes, they seem to be in some sort of "heaven". It's pretty cool. Pssst, I think they might be "people" who committed suicide, 'cuz that's what their names mean. :D but that may just be me.

Maybe I'll put up some more pictures of her, she's pretty awesome.

Ugh, today sucked, like always...
I wore a new shirt I got :3 which my friends liked, because they could poke meh belleh... >__>

I look pretty smexy in it though, if I do say so myself.

I really love this song. I'll put up little subscripts to explain it later, can't right now though, it'd take waaaay too long... this is way too abstract for your little minds to handle :D Gimme 'till the end of tonight, 'cuz it'll probably take me an hour to get everything down.

I got homework to do too!

Although no school tomorrow :D yippe!

Lessee... got to type my final draft of english paper, uh hur hur hur. Then I gotta finish that bio extra credit (eventhough I don't need it XD) fun fun. After that, a bio lab on killer ladybugs... o____O I know, awesome, right?! Actually, it's just a bunch of statistics, not too fun. Last but not least, some reading for history.

And studying in Band... in which I failed the test miserably today. I = Freshman. Freshman = n00b. n00b = people unable to double-tongue. Grrrr. It's not like I'm in Wind Ensemble. This shouldn't be expected of me!

My burfday was a week ago... wow, that went fast. Jeebus, I gained 5 pounds since then. Stupid fat. 15... hmm... for some reason, I feel smarter than when I was 14, but I guess that happens. I wish I was like, 80 :D Then I could get this "living" thing over with already.

What? I'm too anxious for it to end, you say?... nahhhh.

I got my course recognition sheet today. Yey. Lessee what we have fur next year :3
- AP Computer Science (Super GPA weight ;_. XDDD and a fun class as well! Susan be in it wif me *yeyness*)
- Honors English 10 (GPA weight and lotsa books to keep me interrested :D)
- Functions,Stats., and Trig.(love functions, like stats, hate trig. Oh woe is me.)
- Chemistry (yeah, I'm taking chemistry Kabu *cringe* I'll probably blow my face off)
- Band (... no comment)
- Acc. US History (AP level class... but only an Honors/Accelerated GPA weight ;__; Supposed to be the hardest class in the school besides a few AP classes O___O *scared*)
- Latin I (grrawr, stupid language. I just haad to have a language... I HATE YOU COLLEGES!)

When you think about it, no one really gives a damn about anyone else.

I'm thinking about something, but I don't want to write about it, whee.

I spend too much time thinking when I'm laying in bed. Then I never get any sleep.

And that's it. Thanks for tuning in. Look for the next installment :D although it might not be here... hmm...
Take care everyone
I love you... err, you people who I love.
I'm sure you know if I do or if I don't.
*hugs*

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

In a spiritual coma

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Everything that I have learned and applied up to this point is no longer valid. How can I believe in something when everything points in another direction? My senses, if they're all saying the same thing, they can't betray me.

I might as well be in an emotional coma too. I know how to fake emotions, but I don't know how to feel them... if that's possible. As in, I know how to act happy, but I don't know how it feels to actually be happy. I think there's a disconnection somewhere in my mind, all of these things just get jumbled up, and there's a wire broken somewhere.

Dude, I need to change the theme up on here to fit my mood. Give me a bit of time and it'll all be ready.

Just have to decide what it's going to be.

And hey, religious people, give me some proof that God exists. I can't find anything, the only things I see are proof of his/her absence.

No one cares about each other any more. People are so isolated they don't notice how lonely they are.

Jesus, I have to stop ranting.
Sorry
Take care
Love, Kitty

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Brandon, use your ninja skills!!

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Ah, silly band class.
Silly Brandon.
:D

Yep, stuff happened today. I was looking forward to it being a good day, but I ended up being disappointed.

So is the story of my life.


:D One of my friends reintroduced me to my obsession with Yazoo from FF7 Advent Children.
*love*
If you don't think Yazoo is amazing, you should go kill yourself.

What is your favorite character, anywho?

Haha, I started talking about how cute he is. She's obsessed with Reno, psssh, I don't see why. Yazoo is so amazing and awesome! He always just stands there and looks confused, then he'll sigh. And even once, on one of Kadaj's rants, he rolled his eyes. XD Bahaha.

If he was a real person, I'd make him come to school with me. :3 Then I'd tamper with the school's computer to make sure he has all the same classes as mehself!! *cackle* Then in first period, I'd be like, "yo, newkid. Lemme see your schedule?... what's your name? Yazoo... cool! Hey! Look at that! We have the exact same classes! Who would've thought?! I can help you find your way around! *clings to Yazoo*" XD Bahaha. Then he'd sigh.

Uhh, nothing else to rant about.

:D Later
;__;
*Love*

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Sunday, April 9, 2006

I really dislike all of this.

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By "this" I mean "life".

SNL is on :D sweet.

In the past few days... I have eaten too much, gained weight, had my eardrums damaged, two cakes, and bitten by a rabid sibling.

Although she wasn't really rabid, just mentally not right.

:3

I get tired a lot. I guess I'll go to sleep soon, because I don't feel like ranting a lot lately.

Applesaaaaauce and depression, yum yum yum.

G'night all
Kitty Ari

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Friday, April 7, 2006

Oh man

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I am super pissed

I got back my report card today.

GPA? 4.193

GRRRRRR

I hate gym. Period.

English: A+
Art: A+
Band: A
Adv. Alg.: A
Physical Ed.: A-
Biology: A+
Acc. World Hist.: A

Jebus, my grades are still slipping *sob*

And I think I did really bad on the history test today *sulk* Probably got a 90 or something...

Murr, much love all
Especially to those who are coolies.
- Kitty

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Thursday, April 6, 2006

Guess what today is.

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It's my birthday!!

Oh wow, you're smart.

Murrr, gots lotsa homework to do, and a big history test to study for tomorrow. :O I hope I'll be able to get everything done.

I think I'll make this page more simplistic later.

Like when I have the time.

:D

:3

Hail to cuteness
*much love*
- Kitty

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Monday, April 3, 2006

:3 Murrr

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School... yay?

Lotsa tan people. o__O Some people shouldn't tan, they get kinda orange/brown. I look nice with a light tan though.

Apparently, some people think I'm pretty. That's odd.

People should care more about each other.
Life shouldn't be so screwed up.
Wouldn't it be loverly?

*love*
Take care, don't feel like ranting much.
:D

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Friday, March 31, 2006

Murrrr

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Owww, I was picking at this one part of dead skin on my lip and when I peeled it off, half of the skin on my lower lip went with it. ;__; It hurts.

Gah, last day of spring break is today... I am sho sad. I still haven't started the homework I was supposed to XD Jeez, I'm lazy.

Oh, and Josh is a whore, so you all know.

He was wasting my time last night with his whoreness.

White Cheddar Cheez-its will be the death of me.

Gah, I'm not gonna rant anymore. I'll go back to sleep.
Take care everyone
*love, but not to teh whore*

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Ack!

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I know I haven't updated in a bit.

Sorry.

Spring break laziness.

I'll make this one short.

I'm actually going outside and doing stuff today!!
Amazing, I know.

Goin' over to Jackie's house and playing video games there XP 'cuz iz much more fun at a friend's house.

Don't worry Kabu, yer still meh best friend though, I just like to keep it a secret.

Damnit, not a secret anymore. Oh well, atleast Jackie won't read this (I hope...).

Do you guys like this theme? 'cuz I'm fond of it.

Take care everyone,
Love <3


Dude, she looks just like me!


Rawr
Love Anima
Poor Mom...

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Monday, March 27, 2006

Men aren't fat, only fat women are fat.

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As you may have noticed, The Mars Volta has very abstract lyrics.

I've put up a new song, one that seems to fit the style of this page more, and also has to deal with the state of mourning I've been in lately.

Since it has some odd words, I've attempted to explain it at the bottom of the song.

I also italicized lyrics that hold a lot of meaning to myself.

All-in-all it seems to be talking of a person who was pushed out of a building/fell due to betrayal. I'm not completely sure, of course. You can analyze it for yourself.

*sigh* If you really want to know, I miss someone very, very badly, eventhough I know that person couldn't give a shit and everyone says I should be over it by now.

Hah, sorry, don't mind me. I'll take my whining somewhere else.

I guess I'm just sick of acting happy all the time when I'm really miserable, that's all. But wearing masks is just a part of life.

I've been getting really fat lately, eventhough I haven't changed my eating habits. How does eating a small amount of food make you fat?

Spring break this week, yay. That's why I'm posting so early, doh. I have a feeling it'll go by very fast, then school, then even school will be over, and I'll be sitting around, wondering where the meaning in my life is, still.

I had the weirdest. dream. ever. last night. But I'm not telling any of you about it, jeesh.

The moon doesn't shine for me outside anymore. Does it shine for you? If it does, that means someone loves you very much.
*love*
Take care everyone.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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