Thursday, April 28, 2005

Stuff...

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Well, there are a few things on the ajenda today... or however you spell that word. It means the schedule... and I can't spell that either.
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Well... the fire drill system thingy went a little crazy today... so I was just freaked out that the school was gonna burn down for awhile. You wonder why they never have fire drills at lunch though... probably because everyone would be stepping over each other and we'd all die.
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Erhm... ma video was workething last night, but it appears to be busted right now...

*pokes it*

*sigh* Guess I'm just gonna do that later...
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I be very sick today, or atleast, I feel really sick. *wants to throw up*... beh... I think I ate bad food or something, and in combonation with the cramps, it ain't pretty.

Wait... you didn't need to know that... okay, forget it, I'm just sick, be nice to me.
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We made omelets in home-ec today... yum, mine tasted good. The strange thing is, I'm almost never a good cook... except for cookies, I be the cookie master of the Universe.
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Something else happened, but I forgot... hehehehe.
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Jazz Band be canceled, which is why I'm here.
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Journal entries:
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Entry 3: Perfect People
Eh, you know, when there are so many perfect people that you see everywhere, it kinda makes you wanna crawl into a hole and wither away. Why should one be needed? It's like having a 5 year-old mac that can play pong and pacman with a 16 color monitor while also having a laptop that has wi-fi, can watch streaming video, and has god knows how many colors on it's LCD screen. Which one are you gonna pick?!
Then again, I don't really believe in perfect people, just because a person's flaws, in my opinion, makes them more appealing to be around. I'm sure some people would differ in opinion though.
I wonder... is perfection one of those "Beaurty is in the eye of the beholder" things. And, if that's true, could a person be perfect and still have flaws? But... the definition states that perfect is without defect; flawless; complete.
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Entry 4: Floundering

And how can I get an A+ in Language Arts and still flounder and blunder about trying to find the right words to use when I'm disoriented or nervous? Huh?!
Oh well, maybe I should expand my vocabulary or something, so I can use more words to express my feelings... gah, I hate feelings, but I'll save that little entry for another time.
It's almost like my vocabulary is as limited as George Dubya's... oh no, can't think about that. That would definitely be the end of the world! I can't be THAT stupid.
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Entry 5: Of happiness and a silly little thing called love

Stupid TV rotting my brain...
Happiness... happiness... the state of being happy. Joy. Bliss. A feeling of pleasre and satisfaction. Felicity... I don't know if I've ever experienced this, but it must be nice.
And what about this thing called "love" anyway? Is it actually real? Let us look at this dictionary definition. A warm and tender liking; deep feeling of fondness and friendship; great affection or devotion. If that is really true, then there isn't anyone who loves me, as cheesy and cliched as it sounds.
Then... what would it be like to be truly happy and to be loved? But, I remember someone saying that you can't be loved unless you choose to open yourself up and love someone else.
Maybe my heart, or soul, whatever you want to call it, is too cold for that kind of stuff right now...

Gah, I shouldn't be thinking about something as trifling as ths. I have better things to worry about.
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Entry 6: Love revisited

Why am I revisiting it? Don't know, but I think it's because I need to write something.
They say that t is the most powerful of all human emotions. In my opinion, that's just a bunch of crap. It's just a disease of the mind, suffered by the ignorant and weak and ultimately results in pain, emotional detachment, and/or death. Yup, that's right, death. Fear it, for you will be faced with infatuation at one time or another and it will end up badly if you are foolish and hasty with your choices...

Well, I feel that made up for my sappiness earlier. Ha ha hah ha.
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And, that's about all for today. *waves*

Take care

- - Piggy Ari

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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