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Sunday, May 1, 2005


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Soo... anyway, how are you all doing? Still at teh library... I think the guy sitting next to me's a child molester O____o Sorry, he just fits the description, and I think he's filling out information for a dating website.

Pffft, like HE'LL ever get a date...
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I don't really have much to talk about today... sorry everyone -___- I'm so boring, although I had this weird Halo dream last night. It was f'ed up.

Let me try to remember it...

I was on Zanzibar, presumably in Xbox live, but I never did find out... well, I was in the M.C.'s most awesome suit thingy... whatever you wanna call it... and now, this was pretty sweet, so I was like "hell ya" O___o don't ask. I jumped around for a little bit, considering normally I can't jump very high. So much fun...

Ahem, so, anyway, someone attempted to shoot me with a sniper, but missed. That was kinda freaky, considering one shot to the head and you're no longer in commision. Remember, this is my dream, so the map was a little bit off... me and my greatness ran to the sniper tower, eventhough it wasn't there a second ago...
Now, I figured the potential flaw in my plan, and how the sniper could expect me to be going, but I had a few stickies(plasma grenades) with me so I wasn't worried.
When I did make it to teh sniper, it was still shooting, so I meleed it on the back and it died. Yay! I felt so proud! ^ ^
Now, I'm not the greatest with snipers, so I decided to leave it there. When, to my realization, we were playing CTF. (yeah, the suits weren't colored accordingly before, but they were now)...
I hear a warthog beep at me, WTF?Me looks around... and there be people in the warthog, needing my aid! Oh, the specialness of opperating the turret... it was most fun. And, also to my surprise, the driver happened to be Mr. Nick (he sounded funny... hehehe eh eheh).
After that it gets kinda fuzzy, but we got the flag and brought it back and after winning the round, won the game! Team battles are SOO much fun!
... I know... weird... but, then again, all of my dreams are weird... especially considering I haven't played Xbox Live in like... three months?
Trust me, you don't NEED to comment on this....
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Really Long Survey (over 200)

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What is your name?Ari
Are you named after anyone?the goddess of spring...
What's your screename?Shinbatsu
Would you name a child of yours after you?never!
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?Constantine!
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?... I dunno...
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?yeah, there are so many, I don't even have time to explain them all.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?I'm never gonna be famous, so what's the point?
Basics
Your gender:Female-ish XD
Straight/Gay/Bi:asexual!
Single?you betcha
If not, do you want to be?... N/A
Birthdate:4/6/NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS XD nah, 91
Your age:14
Age you act:You tell me
Age you wish you were:18
Your height:5'2"... *sniff*
Eye color:Golden/light brownish
Happy with it?hell yeah!
Hair color:Dark brown
Happy with it?I wish it was redder... like, mahogany
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:Lefty... used to be ambidextrous, but stopped using my right hand.
Your living arrangement:What do you mean? In my house... I'm still a kid, don't live on my own...
Your family:a sister, a brother, a mom... pretty much. dad too, he's divorced, step mom and half sister
Have any pets?three kitties
Whats your job?... don't got one... yet.
Piercings?none
Tattoos?none
Obsessions?chocolate... O____O
Addictions?none
Do you speak another language?nope...
Have a favorite quote?"Rawr" -- myself
Do you have a webpage?not really...
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?I try to, but usually get lost in the past.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?not really...
Do you have any secrets?too many to count.
Do you hate yourself?sure do.
Do you like your handwriting?It's kinda big... I wish it was a little smaller, and neater.
Do you have any bad habits?I don't think so...
What is the compliment you get from most people?"you look like a cow"... wait... that's not a compliment...
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?... dunno, no one will ever make one.
What's your biggest fear?being completely alone...
Can you sing?I dunno, a little bit, but people usually scream in terror when I open my mouth.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?nope, nevar
Are you a loner?pretty much
What are your #1 priorities in life?living... that's all... I don't even know why anymore.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?probably not
Are you a daredevil?no, I'm a coward.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?yes, everything.
Are you passive or agressive?both and neither.
Do you have a journal?yeah...
What is your greatest strength and weakness?indifference, a virtue and a vice.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?everything
Do you think you are emotionally strong?no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?yes, a lot of things.
Do you think life has been good so far?hell no
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?Don't dwell on the past for you will not be in the present and can't have a future.
What do you like the most about your body?my hands, they have nice fingernails! LIKE CLAWS!
And least?everything else
Do you think you are good looking?no
Are you confident?no
What is the fictional character you are most like?none, no one exists who's like me.
Are you perceived wrongly?most likely
Do You...
Smoke?no
Do drugs?no
Read the newspaper?not really
Pray?only when I feel it's something worthy of God's time
Go to church?no
Talk to strangers who IM you?it depends
Sleep with stuffed animals?no, unless cats are like stuffed animals
Take walks in the rain?yup
Talk to people even though you hate them?sometimes
Drive?no...
Like to drive fast?N/A
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?no
Hurt yourself?no
Been out of the country?Canadia
Eaten something that made other people sick?yup, and I lived!
Been in love?no
Done drugs?no
Gone skinny dipping?no
Had a medical emergency?when I was a baby, but that's not important.
Had surgery?no
Ran away from home?no
Played strip poker?no
Gotten beaten up?yup
Beaten someone up?no
Been picked on?yup
Been on stage?yup
Slept outdoors?yup
Thought about suicide?yup
Pulled an all nighter?yup
If yes, what is your record?all night!... although I crashed at like, 4pm that day.
Gone one day without food?yup
Talked on the phone all night?no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?eww, neither of the two.
Slept all day?... if only...
Killed someone?I wish...
Made out with a stranger?nope
Had sex with a stranger?nope
Thought you're going crazy?yup
Kissed the same sex?nope, never kissed no one.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?eww, nope.
Been betrayed?yup
Had a dream that came true?not yet...
Broken the law?no
Met a famous person?no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?NEVER!!
On purpose?TT____TT
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?don't think so...
Stolen anything?yes... a long time ago...
Been on radio/tv?never
Been in a mosh-pit?never
Had a nervous breakdown?tons of times!
Bungee jumped?nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?yeah... but I prefer not to talk about it.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?uh huh, humans are so single-minded.
Miracles?no... if one happens to me, THEN I'll believe.
Astrology?no
Magic?no
God?maybe...
Satan?maybe...
Santa?I am santa!!<('-'<)
Ghosts?... not in the normal definition
Luck?not really...
Love at first sight?no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?yes
Witches?no
Easter bunny?no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?faithful... it depends...
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?no
Do you wish on stars?yes... but they never come true.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?no
Do you think God has a gender?no
Do you believe in organized religion?no
Where do you think we go when we die?somewhere else
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?heh, probably... *wink*
Who is your best friend?don't have one
Who's the one person that knows most about you?I don't know, no one knows a lot about me really...
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?Don't die.
Your favourite inside joke?lurble lurble lurble
Thing you're picked on most about?everything
Who's your longest known friend?I don't remember. (like anyone cares)
Newest?--
Shyest?--
Funniest?--
Sweetest?--
Closest?--
Weirdest?--
Smartest?--
Ditziest?--
Friends you miss being close to the most?--
Last person you talked to online?Mr. Nick
Who do you talk to most online?I dunno, it's about even for 5 people.
Who are you on the phone with most?no one
Who do you trust most?no one
Who listens to your problems?no one...
Who do you fight most with?I don't like confrontation
Who's the nicest?no one XD
Who's the most outgoing?--
Who's the best singer?--
Who's on your shit-list?--
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?NO
Who's your second family?--
Do you always feel understood?nope...
Who's the loudest friend?--
Do you trust others easily?no
Who's house were you last at?--
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:... I don't even have anyone's arms to feel safe in...
Do your friends know you?no
Friend that lives farthest away:Miss Mangoes, she lives in England. Hello my british chum!
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?yes
What do you find romantic?... I don't know, and really don't care.
Turn-on?smartness... funnyness... stuff like that
Turn-off?stupid, boring, selfish jerks.
First kiss?haven't got one.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?umm, I don't think that's possible.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or goingyeah...
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy outI dunno, would never try it myself.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractivnope
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?nope
What is best about the opposite sex?their... uhh... I dunno. Their non same-sexness? err... yeah...
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?... their idiocy...
What's the last present someone gave you?no one gives me presents...
Are you in love?I don't think so, I don't even know what love is.
Do you consider your significant other hot?N/A
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?myself
You wanted to kill?myself
That you laughed at?myself
That laughed at you?myself
That turned you on?...erp...never happened.
You went shopping with?don't shop
That broke your heart?...not gonna talk about it.
To disappoint you?the world
To ask you out?never happened
To make you cry?not gonna talk about it
To brighten up your day?hmm...
That you thought about?everyone
You saw a movie with?Jess...
You talked to on the phone?don't talk on phone...
You talked to through IM/ICQ?Mr. Nick
You saw?random people sitting around me
You lost?Everyone
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?no
Will it be with your significant other?...
Or some random person?...
What are you wearing right now?I'm not wearing anything... teehee... just kidding.
Body part you're touching right now:O___o nothing?
What are you worried about right now?everything, school, friends... life... BLAH
What book are you reading?N/A
What's on your mousepad?not usin' one
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:depressed, cheerful (??? don't ask...), bored, stressed, contradictory.
Are you bored?yes
Are you tired?not really...
Are you talking to anyone online?yup
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?no
Are you lonely or content?lonely... *sniff*
Are you listening to music?not currently

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Didn't feel like writing lately... sorry... but I might tonight.

Take care!

- - Yours truly




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