Tuesday, May 3, 2005

Mmmmmm... fresh apple juice from concentrate...

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I wuv apple juice... I just wish I could actually get the real stuff instead of sugar-water.
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Current Events:
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Crazy science teacher... how is learning about 4.6 billion years of stupid earth history going to help me out in my life?!
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Failed another History test, yay me! *dances*
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I has a Band concert next week, on monday, and then another one on tuesday, although the second one I'm just playing with the Jazz Band in.
We are going second (the first is a 6th grade band and the third is another 7th/8th grade band) and playing (in this order)...
- Theme from JAG (gawd, I hate this song...)
- Hudson River Suite (Coincidence? I think not...)
- 1812 Overture (fun... but my lips always hurt afterward...)
- Eagles Medley (lotsa fun, and me gets a solo... well, it's kinda a solo anyway, more of a duet, with one flute at the beginning of 'Hotel California')
Then, on that day, teh Jazz Band decided to play a "Cat concert". We're gonna play "The Pink Panther" and "Stray Cat Strut". I like both of them a lot and am really good at them but suck at all of the other songs... another coincidence???
And, on Thursday, we're playing "Georgia on my Mind" and "Smile Awhile"... fun...
I wish there was some way I could record it and put it online, my solo rocks... it's not insanely hard, but I do it well.
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Failed another Geometry quiz, yay failing! *confetti*
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Umm... I also realized that I probably have teh bipolar disorder... *sad* but I don't really wanna talk about that, especially since, if my Mom finds out, she'll ship me off to a mental clinic.
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Entry 12: Talents
I was thinking to myself today, and I asked a question, do I really have any talents?
The answer came in band class. I'm first chair, that means I must be relatively good at something. Next year will be the real test, however, for then I will be pitted against fellow freshmen, sophmores, juniors, and seniors.
... Been thinking for awhile... I'm also pretty good at baking cookies. Gad, I love cookies. My favorite cookies are teh white chocolate chips with macadamia nuts. Yummmmy.
My Mom made this really yummy danish-thing awhile ago too. I'm surprised I was allowed to have some, but I should ask her for the recipie and try making it someday.
Maybe I'll take Mr. Nick's advice and open a bakery. As long as I don't have to bake bread, I'm fine. Long story short, never mistake teaspoon for tablespoon.
I guess I'll look into this later though, because I can't think of any other talents.
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Entry 13: Friends
"Friends help us ward off depression, boost our immune system, lower our cholesterol, increase the odds of surviving with coronary disease... keep stress hormones in check... [and] research is showing that you can extend your life expectancy by having the right kinds of friends."
I wish I could have grown up with good friends...
No one really acts like a friend anymore, and there is little emotional contact - if any. It makes me feel so lonely and isolated all of the time.
My family, my 'friends'... all talk at me, not with me. How I long for a face-to-face conversation.
According to statistics, a person will have from 1-7 'intimate' friends a year... I hope I get one soon.
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Anyway, take care everyone.

- - Teh Pig

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