Wednesday, May 18, 2005

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Here... if only momentarily... the people got home earlier than expected on Monday, and I didn't get a chance to do anything... although there is an opening on thursday night... I'll see what I can do then...
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So depressed, I don't even know if I can think straight anymore. My teachers are constantly bugging me because I'm pretty much failing all of my classes right now... I'll probably have a nervous breakdown sometime in the next 14 days. I really wish Summer would just be here, so I can have a bit less stress.
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I also got locked out of my house for some time, about half an hour, which is not fun with angry wasps... only to realize that my key was in the same place it always was.
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Some things have happened over the past few days... but I won't really go over that stuff now.
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Oh, and Dallas, if you REALLY thought I'd call you back, then I'm really sorry for that.
Ari's rules for using a phone
Rule #1: Don't call people!
Oh, and for your own personal reference, you missed me by about two minutes, I was out mowing the lawn. Hehe, feel free to try again! Funny message by the way... I don't think it was supposed to be funny, but I started spastically laughing when my sister played it for me...
Possible reasons...?
1) You sound kinda like a younger version of my brother...
2) Is that a midwestern accent?! I dunno... people here don't really have accents, it's all the same, so when I hear something different, it's nice, unless it's a thick southern accent, I can't stand that (sorry Nick, hee hee)
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... I sat on my cat... and he scratched me... it hurt.
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Still very spacey... I try to pay attention, but it all ends up exploading in my face... and I think I'm getting sicker; still have body aches, although they're getting kinda spastic. Randomly some muscles will tense up, and that's especially not nice when it's a leg muscle. I almost fell down some stairs...
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I guess... that's all, really. I don't feel like talking anymore, mostly because it has no practical purpose... although I did almost get into a car accident... which would've been very nice... but I didn't. Blah.
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Take Care everyone...

- - Depressed person

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... how should I know?



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