Monday, June 6, 2005

What sorrowful eyes...

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Waaaaaaaaa!!
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Oookey dokey, let's see what we've got here....

I was sick all day, I woke up with a bad headache... my Mom got mad at me, because she thought I was faking it, and she screamed, and my brain rattled... it wasn't fun. I slept until 10... at which point I couldn't sleep any more, so I played Metal Arms: Glitch in the System... which is very fun, although hard... and I'm playing it on easy TT_____TT I just gotta get used to it I guess....
After watching stand-up, which is great, I went out to mow the lawn... because I didn't for two weeks or something... man, that was tiring. I only did half, and it was so long too, I didn't think I'd get through it without throwing up... because after the headache subsided, I got bad stomach pains... I figure I'll do the other half tomorrow, and then on Wednesday, the last day of school, I'll do it all over again since it's so long the cut is really choppy and it looks bad.
Then I went into the shower, funness, ma hair smells geeeeeewd. *sniff* ooooh yeah... although, the interresting part was when I saw that exfoliating stuff in the bathroom that my Mom and sister use... and I was thinking... "what the hell"... so I used it... damn, that was cool, my face felt so soft after I was done with it... it was f'in' amazing! There was only a little bump from a pimple but everything else was smooth!
This is where the weird part starts... I dunno why, but I arbitrarily thought "hmm, what would happen if I exfoliated my ass?"... so I did... and when they say "smooth as a baby's bottom" they should change it to "smooth as Ari's bottom" XD. If you're looking for the weirdest person on the earth, look no further than here.
I did some sewing, fun fun fun, gotta finish it up... which I'll do later....
Now, I'm here, although, it was a long way to get here, but I won't say why, because I must be mysterious... *strikes gay pose*
erhm....

Other news...
Waaa, I'm gonna be really sad now that Banana-dono is leaving... and by a strange turn of events, including the scheduling of my band camp, I'm probably not going to get to talk to him until the begining/middle of august!! *falls over* my summer's gonna suck balls this year... *shakes fist* you're not very nice God!!

Aaaaand, that's about all... I probably won't be on much during the week either... so...later dudes.

2 days...



P.S. I also put up Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day, otherwise very overplayed, but it's how I feel most of the time, and how I probably will feel for a long time.

Lyrics!! ^ ^

I walk a lonely road,
The only one that I have ever known.
Don't know were it goes,
But it's home to me and I walk alone.

I walk this empty street,
On the Boulevard of broken dreams;
Were the city sleeps,
And I'm the only one and I walk alone.

I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating.
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me.
'Till then I'll walk alone.

Ah..ah..

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind.
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone.

Read between the lines;
What's fu'cked up and everything's alright.
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone.

I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating.
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me.
'Till then I'll walk alone.

Ah..ah..
I walk alone and I walk a-

I walk this empty street,
On the Boulevard of broken dreams;
Were the city sleeps,
And I'm the only one and I walk a-

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating.
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me.
'Till then I'll walk alone.

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... how should I know?



“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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