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1991-04-06
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High School student; practicing Hobo/Stripper
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Ari (pronounced âr-ee, to avoid confusion); I also go by Squishy and Kitty
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Fall of '02 I believe
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Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Nausicaa, FMA, and Chobits
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Make it into Stanfy, among some other things
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myOtaku.com: Angel of Pig
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
This feeling...
In a full heart there is room for everything, and in an empty heart there is room for nothing.
I feel... better than I've ever felt before in my life - which really hasn't been that long - but if this passes me up, I don't think I'll ever get a chance to feel anything close to it again. It's not really an easy thing to describe... I feel liberated, without a care, but also protected, invincible. A feeling of unimaginable joy, but also a small sadness, just knowing that I cannot be near him and feel him... I could care less about life, I don't worry about anything, just... him.
I don't think it's possible to understand unless you've had it happen to you... and if it left, I'd be broken... although, I really don't advise searching foor it, because something like this is not going to be out in the open. It's going to be hiding under a different name, and that means if your search view is restricted you'll probably miss what 's right in front of you.
Weh, I got very tired today. Lack of food... which means lack of energy. At first I thought it could just be sleep depravation, but after I ate it felt a lot better!
Seagulls!! THEY'RE REALLY FUN TO PLAY WITH!!!
No ending picture...?? Oh well...
... how should I know?
“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts
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