Saturday, August 20, 2005

A school schedule, band show, site construction, and a polar bear's right leg and left foot.

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Things change... it isn't good or bad... because nothing can or will stay the same. For I remember a time not that long ago when I was completely alone, but now... things couldn't be more different.

Got ma schedule! I'll show you alls what it is!!
1 7:30 - 8:20 English
2 8:25 - 9:20 Computer Science
3 9:25 - 10:15 Physical ed... * shudder*
4 10:20 - 10:50 Lunch >< i.e. breakfast
5-6 10:55 - 11:45 Biology
7-8 11:50 - 12:40 Advanced Algebra
9-10 12:45 - 1:35 Accelerated World History
11 1:40 - 2:30 Band

So technically... there's only 8 periods... but eh, it's a li'l weirdish. I won't try to explain, 'cuz I really don't know yet @__@

Weee! I'm sure you can all see ma site has gone under maaaaajor renovations! new background, profile, song, and that means... NEW VERSION!!! ^ ^ Tell me what you think! I couldn't put the full lyrics for the song up there *points* so I'll put them down here if you wanna sing along, or, for that matter, just know what the hell Maynard is saying! hahahahaha. I know this warning is probably a little late, but at the end of parabol, the volume changes... erhm... significantly... so just don't have your speakers blasting. ^ ^;;

9.07

~Parabol~

So familiar and overwhelmingly warm,
This one, this form I hold now.
Embracing you, this reality here,
This one, this form I hold now,
So wide-eyed and hopeful-
Wide-eyed and hopefully wild.

We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion.

~Parabola~

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Alive

In this holy reality, in this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

Twirling round with this familiar parabol.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing.
A chance to be alive and breathing.

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal,
All this pain is an illusion.


Yes, I know, Tool rocks. If you don't like them, then you should go shoot yourself, right now.

Haha, keeeeeeding folks! Music is opinion, so if you don't like it I don't have a problem with that, although I probably won't change it jus' 'cuz of that... unless, of course, your name begins with an 'n' and ends with a 'k', cuz that's who all of this stuff is for!

Well, in case you were wondering why it's taken me so long to get a post up, the truth is I've been very busy. School starts on the 24th, and band has been taking up a large part of my schedule, even when I'm not doing things involved with it. Marching band wears me out so much physically, and on Thursday, I had to participate in a band show, which is, for all of you who do not know, a show that involves many different marching bands that play, usually for a prize. But man, our uniforms are very uncomfortable... so that was pretty much the worse part. It was funny though, because we, by far, were the largest band there. We could fit atleast four of each of the other bands in ours, and we scared the shit out of the band that we sat by in the stands. I remember someone said "Fourty melophones?!? We have one!!!" Hah, but this wasn't one that was really competition, it was more for fun. Everyone got a trophy for just participating, so it was cool. One more to add to the collection in the band room!!! Bahahahahaha... that has a lot, by the way.

Wow, thatsa lotta commas and pointless banter, eh? Sorry... ^ ^

I've been worried about a certain polar bear, with his poor leg that hurts and foot that has gotten addicted to ibuprofen..... which is really bad for you by the way, causes stomach ulcers and stuff, not pretty... and doesn't seem to be healin'. He told me not to worry too much... but I can't help it! So, I'll just have to hope that it all gets better >< seeing as there's not much more that I can do.

Eh, well, this post was kinda long, so I'll leave it at that. Talk to you guys later!!

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... how should I know?



“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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