Friday, September 23, 2005

Those who don't know how to weep with their whole heart, don't know how to love or laugh either.

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You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.

Hehe, I love ranting.

Last night was scurry, there was lotsa lightning. If you didn't know, Kitty doesn't like lightning. It was alright when Banana was with me, but I got really twitchy when the cable went out. I went to bed at 12, although I couldn't get to sleep at all. There might've been times when I closed my eyes... but my mind wouldn't stop thinking and the lightning wouldn't go away, no matter how many times I asked. I wish I coiuld've told him that I love him... before I had to go that is... that was one of the main reasons I couldn't get to sleep, I felt so distant from him in heart... It stopped around 4 I think, I was able to doze off a few times, still tiredish. I know he was worried, gosh, I felt so bad. I wish I could've given him a hug, just a hug. I wouldn't need anything more... not to say I wouldn't want anything more. I'ma totally gonna molest him someday, ahahahaha.
Man... lightning makes me so spazzy. I was pretty much curled up in the fetal position all night... it was loud and close o__o... I wish Nick could've been there to help, he can always make everything better!! Pffft, Dane's got nothing on you *cookie*.
I looooove you! ^ ^ Yer so seeeexy, and cute, and smart, and funny, and everything!

I lost my planner today... poor thing... But, it was found and returned! I would've been so lost without it! I am one lucky Kitty! Hehe... especially 'cuz I'm loved by the most wonderful person ever!

I really wanna do good in High school... so that I can get a good job and make meself some good monies... and so I could send the Banana presents!! Don't be surprised if there's randomly a box of cookies in yer mail O___O

Morning was boringish, it went by really fast... but then...

BUG SEX?!? Biology is... an interresting class. Hehehe, that kinda makes me think about Nick, he'd get hot off of watching that. He's so kinky, after all, ahahahaha.
My Biology teacher's so sarcastic, he was critisizing the biologists in the movie the whole time.
Ex.

TV: I was just playing with it a little bit there.
Mr. B: Because that's what you're supposed to do with wild animals.

TV: I was vommiting uncontrollably, and had a bad fever, I noticed something was wrong.
Mr. B: 'Well thank you Captain Obvious'

hahaha, then this was just plain funny.

TV:... stabbing her abdomen with his sharp, curved penis.
Kid in class: Hehehe...
Mr. B: What?
Kid: he said penis... hehehe
Mr. B: Ahahahahahhaa.

I got sum extra credits in Algebra today!! ^ ^ Math is always weird with me... it's purdy much either feast or famine for each chapter. Some I don't understand at all and others I get completely, which is why I usually end up with a Bish grade. I'll just try to get extra credit as much as possible in the lessons I understand as a grade cushioner for the bad chapters, who knows, I might be able to pull of an A!!

Algebra makes you sleepy though, I kinda wanted to fall asleep.

Finally started to remember when some of my classes start and end without looking at my planner... stupid schedule... why can't they just go hourly? It'd be a lot easier.

Hahaha, foolin' around with my friend in History.
Ari: MOMMY! I WANT NAPTIME!!
Kelly: o___o
Ari: >< STORY TIME!
Kelly: Hahaha...
Ari: *HUG* O_____O
Kelly: Awww

Mr. Chiorian had a new, kickass holepuncher. I was like, molesting it.

Then we kept on bein' silly on the bus, hahahaha.

Mr. C: That... is the cadillac of hole punchers...
Ari: That's pretty sexy.

Playin' a joint show with Solon today, psssh, but we'll look like, ten times better than them because we swing and march and yell and play. o__o... >___> They cheated though, everyone's gonna like them 'cuz they're playing 'Hey Pachuco'... I think that's how you spell it anyway... we don't play any songs as cool as that, so people are gonna be like, "They're so much better than Hudson!" But they really aren't >< If we played that song we'd be much better than them!!

Band show on Saturday, 6ish or somefin'... eh, I'ma be bored then... oh well, I'll bring lotsa money to get somefin' to eat!

Hehe, enough ranting, take care everyone!
I love you Nick!! *snuggle*

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... how should I know?



“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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