Wednesday, December 22, 2004

   IT'S CHRISTAS BREAK!
YAY! IT'S OFFICIALLY CHRISTMAS BREAK! I love Christmas, lol! but the NOT so yay is that Danny is def moving you guys....*big emo tears* he might be moving back soon tho....like in a few months but I am worried that I may be in Spain when he comes back, then he is visiting Europe and I am going to Myrtle Beach..yeah....and then Chris is going into Basic soon....*more big emo tears* I am SO TIRED of people leavingmy life! I wish that I could be the one doing the leaving for once...gosh! well I will post more later...oh yeah! check out THE NO TALENT SHOW! http://www.notalentshow.com

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THE ONE THE ONLY
Amanda
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Sunday, December 19, 2004

   yeah...
my mouth is still in pain and right now I feel REALLY BAD because I did something SO STUPID! I was staying the nite w/ Brittany and you know that necklace that I said Danny gave me? yeah well I took it off so I could go to sleep because the chain is really thin and I didn't want it to break and I woke up and IT'S MISSING! *tear* I feel SO HORRIBLE! he told me it cost $30 and well Bri's mom worked w/ jewelry and can price it and stuff and she looked at it and said it was worth 99-130 dollars! that makes me feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much worse! yeah well I have to go feel like shit because os loosing it, peace out you guys!
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Saturday, December 18, 2004

   ouch..
you know, I probably need to write in this thing more often....I'm to lazy....actaully I have just been really busy lately, oh well. I got my surgery yesterday on my mouth, I can barely open my mouth right now bc it hurts so bad, I mean not like BAD bad but just unpleasant...ya know? I was fine yesterday tho, the day I got it lol go figure. and YAY! IT IS ALMOST CHRISTMAS! but not yay because Danny might(and most likely will) have to move! * tear* all the way to Florida, like 15 hours south of me....it sucks! but he got me this really sweet Christmas present, it was a really beautiful gold necklace with an opal (my birth stone) and it has a little diamond or crystal thing right above the opal and then he got me a tedy bear, it is soooooooo soft it is light brown and has a pink bow around it! isn't that so sweet? and then yesterday I wasn't at school becaue of the surgery so he came over as soon as school got out to see me and I had a suprise for him when he got here, his fav icecream and fav movie...I think he liked it, he told me last nite once he was home that he loved it becaue he got to see his fav movie and eat his fav icecream w/ his fav girl! : D but yeah I need to stop rambling on about Danny....yeah but my family and I are about to leave to go to Wal*Mart to do the angel tree, so I will try to post soon again, no promises, this IS me we are talking about here! lol
THE ONE THE ONLY
Amanda
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Friday, December 3, 2004

yay!
ok, well things are better now for the most part 'cept Hannah is sa ying crap and whatever but I am just ignoring it so it's all good...today was the Poq Christmas Parade, I had to march in it for band, it really sucked, I was the LAST person in the whole band! all by myself! nobody else in my line, nobody else behind me, lol but oh well yeah umm I have been talking to this guy named Alex for the past few days, he's really freaking awesome! I already feel like I have known him forever but yeah and tomorrow is Holly Ball, can't wait but having a bit of a hard time finsing Katie a blind date, could it be that it is like SOOOOOOO last minute? lol WHOA I just sounded like a prep there, I am scaring myself! MOMMY HELP ME!! AHHH!
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Wednesday, December 1, 2004

wow...
hello all.....the new stuff: thanksgiving break: Erin came down and stayed w/ me all week : D on Wendsday we went to the movies and saw Finding Neverland, we went with Shane and Danny, Shane left me to go smoke and get high so we broke up Friday, and Friday I went to the mall and did most of my Christmas shopping and to a concert at the Norva, it was like SOOOO fun I think Erin enjoyed it as well, then Saturday was our teams last playoff game and we won by two points so we are in regionals now~ YAY! so yeah....Saturday after the game me and a bunch of friends went over to Zachs house for food and movies and we played a HILARIOUS game of twister, lol we invented some new sex moves lmfao! so yeah...I am now dating Danny and Shane and Hannah are being asses, they are trying to start shit about me and stuff....Hannah is Danny's ex btw, and now her and Shane are dating I think and they are only doing it to piss off Danny and I and it is working but I am not about to let them know that! the weird part is, Hannah was saying how stupid I was to date Shane and stuff! and the ONLY reason she doesn't like my is because Danny liked me while they were dating and he likes me more than he liked her and now we are dating and she can't have that so she is trying to make up some bullshit about me cheating and what not and trying to hook up with Shanes older brother Bobby and Bobby is friggin 29! that is soooooooooooo nasty! I just talk to Bobby b/c he is that cool adult you can tell anything to but w/e they can all kiss my ass...
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Monday, November 22, 2004

   you should all be glad!
ok, things are looking better now, as for my faith in God....I have lots of people talking to me about it, somebody even brought up the book of Job, for everybody else who said something about it, I'm suprised it didnt come up more than once...anyways, Adam is gone now, but I talked to him over the weekend and I was over his house almost to the second that he left, and we talked over the weeked. the guys stopped harassing me once so mebody yelled at the for it, it wasn't a teacher or even an adult, just somebody who had seen it and said something to them about it. They apologized to me and we are cool again. maybe I am too forgiving? anyways, more about what is going on....over the past week, I have had two people VERY close to me try to kill themselves, one wound up in the hospital, I think 911 got tired of me calling! my little brother got surgery, and had my bday party. Friday my schools football team won our first playoff game, so wish us luck! Saturday I went to the mall w/ Shane and went into SOOOOOO many stores I NEVER would have EVER gone into on my own! then we went back to his house...then we started dating! : D my mom is pissed about it tho, so is my dad but oh well! then I hung out w/ Shane again Sunday! then today we both went home from school early, ironic huh? but yeah..and I need ya'lls help once more...I am semi-struggeling w/ and eating disorder, a mix between anoresic and bulemic....I don't want to have it! what do I do?


THE ONE THE ONLY
Amanda
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

   *tears*
I really am SOO sorry I havent been posting like I should, I have had a lot going on. my best friend and practically boyfriend is moving to Montana this week and we might neevr see each other again, we are sooooooooo close, he's like the only person I REALLY REALLY REALLY have in this world,he's like family. I am getting sexually harasses at school by these two guys, I used to be reall good friends with one of them, not now. I'm not sure if it is co nsidered sexual or verbal abuse tho. they are saying sexual things to me in inappropriate ways.but yeah....they like call me boobs and stuff and make inappropriate comments about my chest and stuff and ask me if I want a "chili dog" and stuff, and they ARENT talking about the food....so yeah....great huh? and I really think I have lost my faith in God....
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   SO EFFED UP!
Tidal wave angel: thats awesome
BigMikeyB2005: ?
Tidal wave angel: yeah
BigMikeyB2005: totally
BigMikeyB2005: I couldn't believe it at first
Tidal wave angel: I know, right?
BigMikeyB2005: but there it is!
Tidal wave angel: I was like DAMNI!
Tidal wave angel: for real
BigMikeyB2005: I was like "damn, bitches!" "gangsta"
BigMikeyB2005: then Bock slapped me
Tidal wave angel: it totally rocks my socks
BigMikeyB2005: and told me I was a sassy little pineapple
Tidal wave angel: really? he told me I was a spicy plate of spaghetti
Tidal wave angel: !
BigMikeyB2005: woo-hoo
BigMikeyB2005: sassy and spicy, I'll take 3 to go please!
Tidal wave angel: then I was like, I want something sweet, lets go to dair queen
Tidal wave angel: dairy*
BigMikeyB2005: so then I went to go see Miss Wisconsin
Tidal wave angel: was she anygood?
BigMikeyB2005: who had very large milk reservoirs.
Tidal wave angel: wow I'm so jealous
BigMikeyB2005: I know you are
BigMikeyB2005: but what am I
Tidal wave angel: what are you?
BigMikeyB2005: I
BigMikeyB2005: am
BigMikeyB2005: coconuttily eclectic and pertaining to sassafrass
BigMikeyB2005: BIRPCHICKLE, man.
Tidal wave angel: wow that is SO COOL
Tidal wave angel: I know a women like that
BigMikeyB2005: I knew her too ;-)
Tidal wave angel: where did you meet Mary Jane?
BigMikeyB2005: same place I met Mary Joe
BigMikeyB2005: at the same time
BigMikeyB2005: the trend continued, if you catch my meaning
Tidal wave angel: yes man and she was like read the camel nice and slow
Tidal wave angel: ride*
BigMikeyB2005: yeah I did
BigMikeyB2005: I mean oh yeah
BigMikeyB2005: I remember that
Tidal wave angel: was the camel awesome? what else did you do that nite with Mary Jane and Mary Joe?
BigMikeyB2005: yes, and yes.
Tidal wave angel: ooooooooooooo I just did Billy Bob and Mary Jane, Mary Joe was sitting there poking a llama that sqeaked
BigMikeyB2005: the lysdexics call it xes
Tidal wave angel: I call it heaven
BigMikeyB2005: nymphomaniacs call it "more, please"
Tidal wave angel: what do you call it
BigMikeyB2005: Halo 2
Tidal wave angel: and rabbits call it carrots
BigMikeyB2005: the penis says
BigMikeyB2005: "splooge"
Tidal wave angel: and the feet smell bad
BigMikeyB2005: never mix up your bong and your penis pump
Tidal wave angel: that make you say whoa nelly whoa go slower





people, that's our WHOLE conversation, start to finish no lies lol
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   well then...
guess what? Chris and I made up AGAIN....I swear our relationship is so screwy!


anywho...
my best friends dog had to be put down yesterday...here's from the note he wrote me about it..."I hated yestreday, all because we had to put Patches to sleep. It sucks so bad. I'm trying not to cry while writing this. But yesterday my dad went to go take the dog out. Mom had already had plans to take him to the vet because he wouldn't eat and he was in pain and howled every time he moved. Well my dad was sitting by the door to put on his work shoes and the dog went around him (all this was at the back door). Patches tried to go around the door but a huge gust of wind made the door swing and hit his side which caused him to loose his ballance and he was hanging onto the walk out platform w/ his two front legs and paws. my dad dove for him and he fell to the ground from 7ft up. My dad ran down and screamed for my mom. The dog was in shock and his leg bone was sticking out. I got home 5min later and we took him to the vet. The vet said he broke all 4 bones in his paw and leg and that he could never walk again.My momstarted crying and gave my dad a "you know what to do" look. She walked out and when my dad said we had to put him to sleep I walked out crying and Ashley didn't fin out until later last night. My dad thinks it's his fault when it's not. He was packing up for work and hugged me and started to cry on my shoulder. I've never seen my dad cry like that. He said he was sorry and I just told him that it must have been Patches time to go, it's not his dault. Well yeah, that was today and yesterday, very sad day..."

that was the note my friend wrote me about it, btw Ashley is his little sister, she's 10 and Patches was already an old dog. Well I think I have to go because I am about to cry again just thinking about it...

THE ONE THE ONLY
Amanda
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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

   I don't even know anymore...
I don't know how many of you read Chris's O (dragoonpaladin) but I think that some of you may have gotten the wrong idea. I didn't threaten him, I was saying how i wanted to die and stuff, I'm NOT going to kill myself, if it gets that bad then I know where and how to get help, life just really sucks right now and maybe it is just stupid high school stuff and it will all pass but I am worried that it's not. and Chris: look, you say you love and care about me but you sure as hell don't make it seem like it. I'm sorry but it's true and maybe we should just sever ties if you are going to act like this every time shit goes wrong. Anyways, back to everybody..

Today I went on a field trip to the Parade of Homes in Williamsburg, it wasn't that great, not a lot of impressive houses, they were nothing out of the ordinary with what you see here in Poquoson. We had breakfast/lunch at Craker Barrel and that was cool, I still think that their name would be cooler spelled Kraker Barrel, but oh well. Today Shane and Adam almost got into a fight again, Cora is saying MORE shit about me and...I had to tell Chelsea about how Shane was cheating on her and that broke my heart and I am worried that now mine and Shane's friendship might be ruined....did I do the right thing? I mean, I am really close friends with Chelsea too....I am so confused, and I talked to Danny today. He was the only one of my friends who called and was like "where were you?" that makes me feel special...but also bad because my old friends don't care enough to call me.....my friend that I just made friends with like 2 weeks ago does, gosh! but he's really cool..but he's going to start going out with Hannah, kinda sucks because like, 4 other girls like him too......I am going to feel so bad for Dellana because her friends always end up dating the guys that she likes! so sad *tear* but anyways..I hae to go make dinner......write later

THE ONE THE ONLY
Amanda
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