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myOtaku.com: angel of rage


Wednesday, November 3, 2004

   AHHHHHHH!
OMG Chris is making me FEEL LIKE SHIT!!! he is all like "I don't know if I am mad at you" I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO MAKE HIM BE MAD AT ME! he is being SO SELFISH! I have a boyfriend and he needs to get over it! it makes me really think that everything he ever said to me was a lie, if he actaully "loved" me he WOULDN'T BE DOING THIS! he is making me regret having a b/f and wanna break up with him JUST so he would talk to me again! THAT'S NOT RIGHT! how come he is affecting my life so much?! last nite he was all like "yeah I'm not going to come out to see you anymore and we won't talk for a while and blah blah blah" so I don't think I want to talk to him since he is being SUCH AN ASSHOLE! I am also wondering, does anybody even read this thing???? I wonder sometimes why I am even still living, maybe I should try suicide again....then everybody could be happier. then Chris would know what it was like....see how he likes it when I am dead and he knows he had a lot to do with it......he's lucky I haven't started to cut my wrist again...I haven't done that stuff for him and now that he's not there what's my point???? I also found out today that I have tendonitis.....fun stuff......everything just keeps getting freaking BETTER AND BETTER! I have everything that I just want to unleash here but I still can't say the big thing that is making this all more hard.....all I am saying is SS and CPS...a lawyer and the police......think whatever you want from there....the sad part is...my whole freaking familiy is innocent....
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