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Tuesday, November 9, 2004


   I don't even know anymore...
I don't know how many of you read Chris's O (dragoonpaladin) but I think that some of you may have gotten the wrong idea. I didn't threaten him, I was saying how i wanted to die and stuff, I'm NOT going to kill myself, if it gets that bad then I know where and how to get help, life just really sucks right now and maybe it is just stupid high school stuff and it will all pass but I am worried that it's not. and Chris: look, you say you love and care about me but you sure as hell don't make it seem like it. I'm sorry but it's true and maybe we should just sever ties if you are going to act like this every time shit goes wrong. Anyways, back to everybody..

Today I went on a field trip to the Parade of Homes in Williamsburg, it wasn't that great, not a lot of impressive houses, they were nothing out of the ordinary with what you see here in Poquoson. We had breakfast/lunch at Craker Barrel and that was cool, I still think that their name would be cooler spelled Kraker Barrel, but oh well. Today Shane and Adam almost got into a fight again, Cora is saying MORE shit about me and...I had to tell Chelsea about how Shane was cheating on her and that broke my heart and I am worried that now mine and Shane's friendship might be ruined....did I do the right thing? I mean, I am really close friends with Chelsea too....I am so confused, and I talked to Danny today. He was the only one of my friends who called and was like "where were you?" that makes me feel special...but also bad because my old friends don't care enough to call me.....my friend that I just made friends with like 2 weeks ago does, gosh! but he's really cool..but he's going to start going out with Hannah, kinda sucks because like, 4 other girls like him too......I am going to feel so bad for Dellana because her friends always end up dating the guys that she likes! so sad *tear* but anyways..I hae to go make dinner......write later

THE ONE THE ONLY
Amanda

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