Birthday • 1992-04-21 Gender •
Male Location • in my work space, writing Member Since • 2007-04-14 Occupation • songwriter, vocalist Real Name • winfield
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Achievements • i'm in a band with my friends called "the mistake" :) Anime Fan Since • ever Favorite Anime • too many Goals • well, i want to make a name from my writings worldwide, and be paid for it Hobbies • music Talents • drawing, writing, and not math
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first album
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i've been slacking off lately. i only have 4 songs for "first album" finished, but it's because i've been working on ANOTHER one at the same time for cindy... "-_- but i'm going to joe's tomorrow, and we'll be re-taking the photograph for the cover of "first album".
oh, also, i found out that another friend, jackie, likes me :D and i was thinking of getting together with her X3
suffer little children
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this is the alternative mix of "suffer little children" by the smiths, and it is fuggin' AWESOME :D i would pay money for this mix! it rocks!
over the moore
take me to the moore
dig a shallow grave, and i'll lay me down
over the moore
take me to the moore
dig a shallow grave, and i'll lay me down
leslie ann and you're pretty, white beads
oh john, you'll never be a man
and you'll never see you're home again
oh manchester, so much to answer for
edward, see those alluring lights?
tonight will be your very last night
a woman said "i know my son is dead.
i'll never rest my hands on his sacred head."
hindley wakes and says
hindley wakes, hindley wakes,
hindley wakes and says, "oh, wherever he has gone, i have gone."
but fresh lilaced mooreland fields cannot hide
the stolid stench of death
but fresh lilaced mooreland fields cannot hide
the stolid stench of death
oh manchester, so much to answer for
hindley wakes and says
hindley wakes, hindley wakes,
hindley wakes and says, "oh, whatever he has done, i have done."
but this is no easy ride
for a child cries "oh find me
find me and nothing more.
we are on a somber, lesty (?) moore
we may be dead and we may be gone
but we will be, we will be, we will be
right by your side
until the day you die
this is no easy ride
we will haunt you and your laugh
yes, you could say we're a team
you might sleep, you might sleep, you might sleep
BUT YOU WILL NEVER DREAM
you might sleep
BUT YOU WILL NEVER DREAM
you might sleep
BUT YOU WILL NEVER DREAM
oh manchester, so much to answer for
oh manchester, so much to answer for
find me, find me, find me
i'll haunt you and your laugh
i'll haunt you and your laugh
you might sleep
over the moore
i'm on the moore
over the moore
the child is on the moore
okay, seriously, what the fuck?
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okay, you know how it's over between jean and me? well, i've been wanting to go out with my friend, cindy. however, she's been planning on going out with some other guy (dave). even though he's been treating her like a piece of meat (for example, he's called her a slut multiple times) and only wants her for her body, and she KNOWS IT! and i think i've been a good friend (considering that i have a very difficult time with judging myself, that says a LOT)! i mean, i've never dissed her, or gossipped about her or anything! in fact, i've been trying to help her through her problems, and you know how i've been writing music? well, i've been making an album for her--YES, AN ENTIRE FUCKING ALBUM JUST FOR HER, and she would STILL rather date that bastard! seriously, what the fuck?!
album cover ideas
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since i'm getting a lot of good feedback on my music, i started to think about trying to sell it, and so, here are some album cover ideas:
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i uploaded one of my songs on to imeem! woohoo! this is "x". i'm not playing this song, but dammit, i still wrote it XD sorry, this is just really f'ing awesome for me! anyway, how are you doing?
new rough draft
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okay, i can't use the horror story rough draft because it's too violent, and the principal prob'ly won't approve it, but what does his opinion matter? lol anyway, i cooked up a NEW rough draft. this time, i'm aiming for a comedy. it's the first part of my satire on greek mythology! enjoy!
“What do you mean ‘the first two days of Spring Break are cancelled’?” I cried out. “We have to go to school instead?” I was appalled at this absurdity! To think the first two days of our Spring Break were to be cancelled, and that we had to go back to that prison camp of a high school instead was an outrage! I was affronted!
“Ed, we have to go to school for those two days to make up for snow days,” Will, my most trustworthy companion, explained to me.
“What?” I exclaimed. “That’s bull! What could we have possibly missed in Physics class anyway? Okay, so shit falls down! Big whoop! I’d rather sleep at home than at school.” Still in dissent of such outrageous blasphemy, I turned to William as we walked down one of the many streets of our suburban town, our destination being the convenient store for breakfast.
“Man, I don’t know,” he said. “It’s only a couple days, Ed.”
‘Only a couple days’? I almost leapt from my hide to hear such words! It was almost treason to hear such sacrilegious gobbledygook!
“’A couple days’?” I reiterated. “’A couple days’?” Do you know what I could do in those couple days?”
“Sit around in your underwear, scratch yourself from time to time, and play your Nintendo 64?”
“Well…besides that! I could write the next great American novel! I could cure a disease! And I could do so many other things instead of falling asleep in Physics for having to listen about kinetic forces and a lot of other dribble poop!” Whilst I walked beside my cohort, I attained the idea that he had stopped listening to me. Though I could probably be mistaken, William had his iPod on, in his ears, and at a ridiculously high volume.
Appalled at such uncouth demeanor, I asked, “What the f—Will? Are you even listening to me?”
Alas, there was no response from him… Well, no immediate response.
Startled, he quickly took the ear bud from his left ear out and said, “Oh, yeah, yeah, I am.”
Bah! The man traveling beside me thinks me a fool! Of course, cynicism overrides such senselessness! Perhaps William is closer to being a cur than a companion…? Well, I’ll show him who the fool really is! Yes, I’ll show him along with any other ignoramus! Yes, I’ll show them all!
But after all, he was my dearest friend, so he does deserve to be treated kindly. So, I merely nodded, and we continued down the street.
“But really,” William incredulously stated. “How could you get out of going to school those two days? Your parents would butcher you if they knew you were playing hookie.”
“I’ll think of something.”
“Ed, you’d pretty much have to fake your death—and do it well to get out of school.”
I smiled. “I’m sure I could do that.”
“You’d fake your death just to get out of school for two days?”
“Sure, wouldn’t you?”
“No, do you realize how much trouble you’d be in if you did that? Your parents would slaughter you, and bring you back to life just to kill you again!”
“Oh well, at least I would’ve had an interesting real death after my fake one.”
“Think about it, Ed. Are you really going to risk every privilege you have, and will have just for those two days off?”
“Oh, come on, Will. They can’t ground me forever.”
Poor William’s green eyes were staring at the Heavens as if they just gave up hope on his tall self. His eyes were saying Ye Gods, help me, for my best friend has finally gone mad.
magazine rough draft
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hey, this is the part of my horror story that i wanted to put in the art and literature magazine. tell me what you think? oo, is it scary? lol
I got up from my slumber in the dead of night. I raised my head from the pair of jeans I wore that day, which were now folded up into a pillow. Lifting my jacket (which was in my locker since the winter) that was now my blanket, I got up on to my feet. Now standing up in the middle of the hallway, I saw nothing but darkness ahead of me. I pulled out my cell phone, and looked at its clock. It was three forty six a.m. Since there wasn’t any other source of light I could find, I tried to use the radiation from my cell phone. Though it only allowed me to see anything that was within a few inches away from me, I could at least see something. I slowly walked down the pitch-black hallway, taking every step with caution.
BANG! I stopped. …BANG! A chill went down my spine…there was silence now…I could feel my heart racing, and my fingers trembling… I couldn’t move… I wanted to run away, but I was too terrified to even move. BANG! A scream was rushing up to my throat, but couldn’t escape my chapped lips. What’s going on? I was too horrified to move, and it was too dark to see anything! What could I do, just stand there, and wait for whatever lurked toward me? A drop of cold sweat ran down my forehead. It crept down my face like a little spider. My hands and legs were wavering like they wanted to jump from my body.
Thump… Thump… Something was stalking me! Like I was its next meal! But for Heaven’s sakes, I couldn’t see what it was! Was it a man approaching me? Or was it some lost beast that found its way in? Wherever that man—or that thing was standing, one of the florescent lights flickered on above it… It was Peter, my best friend…but something was wrong… I stared into my friend’s cold eyes; they were sunken deep within their sockets. They stared at me… They stared at me like a rabid beast would! Looking down his pale body, I saw that his shirt was torn, and in his right hand was a hammer. Its claw was facing down to the floor, and it was covered in blood. After he slowly licked the blood off his hammer, Peter slowly crept towards me…
The lights flickered off, and I was left in total darkness again. I didn’t know where in the school or Hell itself I was going, but I was blindly running for dear life. With my hands in front of me, as if they were guiding me down the hallways, I ran through the darkness when suddenly another florescent light flickered on… There was someone lying on the floor… I slowly went up to whoever was lying there… It was Katherine, and she was sound asleep… I went up to her; her mouth was wide open, and her eyes were rolled in the back of her head… I looked down her pale body, panting, and there were bloodied flesh wounds on her abdomen! Dear God, she was dead!
It was—It was Peter! Peter killed her! The lights kept twitching on and off…as he came closer… The lights died! But that didn’t stop my soon-to-be killer! Thump… Thump…
wtf, editor???
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okay *shoots self* our art and lit club has an ediotr...and god, let me tell ya, NOTHING'S right with her unless she wrote it. i submitted a part of my horror story, and where it says how one of the antagonists (who is possessed) "stared at me like a rabid beast would." there, she said to "show don't tell" and to describe HOW a rabid beast would stare at someone...how the hell do i do that? and now she's saying that i shouldn't write the story in a first person's point of view...even though previously, she said not to write it in multiple people's point of views... *shoots self again* keep in mind that she's an editor, meaning that she's never, EVER wrong. christ, it amazes me that she admits to not being a professional editor. yeah, i think someone doesn't know what she's doing, don't you? also, she's saying how i should describe the bloodied flesh wounds found on one of the victims...okay...if they're BLOODY at ALL, there's no real point in describing them because a. the main protagonist was at a distance from her when he discovered that she was killed and b. THEY'RE BLOODIED SO YOU CAN'T CLEARLY SEE THE DETAILS OF EACH WOUND.
fucking anime characters! are you SERIOUS?!
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you know how i'm in the musical, "anything goes"? well, stage craft builds and paints a sign for each show to go out in front of the school...and each one has freaking anime characters! wtf?! anime characters?! unless you're familiar with the story's plot, you'd think that this musical is about retarded anime characters with down's syndrome on a potential titanic that has a lifeboat that's addly shaped like a short bus! okay, yes, i know they're not the greatest artists in the world, but for christ's sake, don't make billy and hope into anime characters! that just makes our show less appealing! i mean, if you were in broadway, and you saw a sign for "rent" with anime characters on it, wouldn't you find the performance a lot less appealing? seriously! wtf?! goog god, you might as well just give all the cast members helmets to wear on stage!
first album 
suffer little children 
okay, seriously, what the fuck? 
album cover ideas 
new rough draft