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Wednesday, September 10, 2008


Warning: thanks, theology, english, chem, yesterday, & amv

Thank you for the great comments, you guys! ^_^ Fewer, but that's fine since I'm posting two days in a row anyway! *hugs* Thanks for all the congrats on feeling better. XD That's about all I got, but I guess I didn't write anything else interesting! Thanks for the encouragement with my make-up work though...yes...it's terrible. Lute, you're feeling sick as well? No! It seems like I've spread my illness across the internet because I've now read a few posts of people feeling the same. :( It sucks! *hugs* I'm sorry!! But yeah...thanks again to everyone that commented. <3 You're the best! *hugs*

Yes, I'm posting again since I have the time...even though I've been really random and flipping back and forth between sites. XD Commenting art here and there and posts on theO! Hah, I just can't stick to one thing. So now it's past 1...I have until 2:25 for my next class, but I'll need to eat first and then get there earlier to talk to my teacher. ^^; See what I've missed in theology...which will be A LOT, and I think I mentioned yesterday that there will be a paper due in that class next week, and I have no clue what it's on!! Tempestt told me, but nothing made sense...I know nothing really of Catholocism...I'm Presbyterian, and I go to church every so often...but I don't know specifics of like stories and Saints. ;__; So I'm probably going to be most lost catching up in that class...but my teacher in that class is really nice (I think) so hopefully I'll be able to catch up easily...

I'm hungry. I need to eat. XD *takes out PB & J* Ok, so yeah...today I've had English and chemistry...classes I was kind worried about going back to. But I didn't need to be! I'm better off than I thought. XD In English, we just discussed the stories we've had to read, and I've been reading them on time despite being sick. Thank goodness Mr.Mooney is such a scatterbrain that loves telling stories though! Apparently he kept getting off topic so they didn't talk about much. I didn't have any notes to copy...or at least no one took notes for me to copy. ^^; Some of the girls haven't even read what we've had to! Anyhoo, so today we talked about what we talked about last time that I missed...and yeah...so we didn't cover anything new. Mr.Mooney gets off on talking about his old loves and other stories that have little to do with our topics. He's so funny! And he loves picking on the girls in class about their boyfriends...hah, I never had one so no attention for me!

He was talking about love in the modern sense and romantic love that was written about in the past. He said that there's no such thing as romantic love anymore...love in the movies and everything is all about sex and lust and pleasure of the moment, not "Ah, I love you with all my heart~ You're the only one for me..." He also said, "You know, there's love in the movies, soap operas...Is there love in video games?" XD I laughed and this guy next to me did, too. We're both like, YEAH of course! And there are love sims...but mostly in Japan. The guy also said, "Yeah, In Japan they like that stuff, but here in the US we like blowing up aliens more." XD So apparently this guy is a video game player. Ah, love sims...I love them! Those Japanese are crazy and wonderful. I wish they would release love sims (softcore, not H) here in the US!

Um, so yeah...that was basically english class. Then I had chemistry! :( During which I had to take that quiz...which was only 5 problems, and I guessed on two...so that means, well, who knows if I got them right! Probably won't get a good grade. :/ My teacher's such a biatch...like I talked to her yesterday, and she was no help...and today in class, for the quiz, we had to sit in alternating rows, and it was like the most important thing in the world!! She stood there staring angrily at us until we moved...THEN she gave us the quiz. "You're not allowed to have anything but a calculator and pencil on your desk! What is that? Put that away!" As she waited until everything was perfect before passing out the quizzes. DX Ugh, after the quiz, we took notes...not much...it's just easy stuff (density = mass/volume), and it was so hard for my classmates to understand. I swear, sometimes I feel like I'm 5 levels ahead of everyone at my school. ~__~ After class, I asked my teacher about one of the problems on the homework...she helped, I guess...but her overall demeanor leads to biatchy-ness!

Yesterday...chem lab was fine, pretty fun. I actually like it cause we're only doing easy things~ And I've made friends in that class, which is nice. ^_^ Umm...after school, I did homework. I did homework for the rest of the evening, seriously!!! Chem, fashion, and English. I have that fashion notebook thing due tomorrow...and I don't have it anywhere near done. I still need to categorize the things, cut them out right, paste them on, label them...blah, blah!! >< It'll take forever. ;___; I know where my evening tonight is going...so sorry if I don't comment again. *hugs* Last night I got to some people but not many. I worked a bit on my new wallpaper, and I'm going for a "Go Green" theme. :3 Then the baseball game was on, which was terrible. *sigh* Our pitcher Kendrick totally SUCKED. Gave up 7 runs in the first freaking inning. 7!! So it was 7-1, and then 9-1, but then we made a come back! We had a great 4th and 6th innings to catch up 10-8. We got 8 runs!! So we totally had a chance to win...had many chances...but we failed at them. :( So we lost 10-8....but it was all our pitching's fault...

Let's see, I don't think I have anything else to say! :/ I'm getting better! I'm just blowing my nose a lot...which I HATE. Err...yeah, I got nothing else. Here's a random amv for you to watch!

Thanks so much for visiting me!! *hugs* I wub you guys! :D Once I get through my school work, I'll be back on track with visiting. Do take care~


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Tuesday, September 9, 2008


Warning: thanks, school/fashion, too much work, weekend, & sorry

Hey! It's been a while, hasn't it?? XD Thank you for the comments, everyone. I'm amazed I got so many~ You guys are the absolute best! And I definitely haven't heard from a lot of you...but it seems like a long time from everyone simply because I haven't been on much at all. Hitsu!! It's been like a year. O__o Nice to see you again! And welcome back to yours truly, shi-chan, Steph, and anyone else that hasn't been here in a while, and it feels like everyone. XD So welcome back! No need for apologies~ It's just nice hearing from you all! All of your get wells were much needed...and it seems like Taylor Teagarden was the winner as far as the amusing names. XD I love him so much...he was on the Olympic US baseball team. ^^ Anyhoo, thanks again!

Ugh...so here I am...back to school after being sick for over a week. DX I didn't go yesterday either...but I'm finally well enough to be here...and somehow make it through the day. *sigh* Although I'm kind of feeling sick to my stomach now. :/ Not good. *sigh* But I gotta make it to my next class...chem lab. Ugh. Anyhoo, I just had my construction apparel (fashion) class...and it was ok, I guess. I still don't really talk to the other girls, and they're all such biatches!!! But whatever. I have to go to that class and put up with it. So I went today because I thought we were having a test...it said on the syllabus, but it turned out no! She moved it to next week, thank goodness. ;__; Cause I totally would've failed, being sick all this time. So no test...the whole time we learned how to handsew on buttons, snaps, and hooks. It was pretty tough, even though I already have experience! Threading a needle is definitely the hardest part. XD All the other girls had the hardest time with everything...haha, so at least I'm better than them with sewing.

Unfortunately, Sister Denise didn't move back the due date for this project though...that's still due thursday. T__T And I haven't exactly started it...*sigh* I wish that were due next week instead. It's a "pictorial notebook," which is basically a notebook with pics that we cut out of magazines of fashion and whatnot that exemplify these principles and definitions of fashion terms we have. It's really annoying...cause I cut out a whole ton of stuff, but I don't really know what's for what...there's like 80 categories we need stuff for. It's so retarded!! Ugh, and like I said, I barely started it...so it's all going to be done tonight and tomorrow. ;__; Despite the fact that I have a crapload of other things to do and make up!

I've already been told that I have a quiz in chemistry tomorrow, and I've missed the past 2 classes...with the info that it's going to be on!! Nooo. I'm going to need to read the chapters and really brush up...cause I doubt my teacher will let me out of it. Tempestt gave me the theology notes, but she also told me that we now have a paper assigned that's due next week...she was telling me what it has to be on, and it made NO SENSE whatsoever. I have no idea what the heck we have to write on! I'm not Catholic so all the things she listed were like O__o to me...I'll really have to ask my teacher about that. I'm confused already. Maybe it'd make sense if I wasn't sick all those days!! >< Stupid strep throat!!

The weekend was terrible cause I was still so sick! My mom's birthday was on saturday, and it wasn't as fun since I was ill...we didn't go out to eat or do anything special. Mom opened her presents and liked them though. My dad always gets her something really nice (jewelry); she got this beautiful necklace!! All sorts of gold and diamonds...jeez. XD But yeah. She had a good b-day. If only I were feeling better. My throat finally feels well enough to swallow and talk without it hurting like swords stabbing me. It was the worst ever...and it lasted so long!! And then I'd also have nausea and throw up a lot...ugh...so horrible...I'm still feeling like that right now, which isn't good. :( But I'm getting better. I'm still coughing and blowing my nose, but those are minor compared to the other stuff; thank you, antibiotics!!

I have my chem lab next...oh goody. I hope I did all the work I needed for it. :/ I didn't miss a lab yet, so yay to that! If only I didn't miss all my other important classes. After I eat, I'm going to see if I can find my chem teacher to ask about class. Umm...hmm...there isn't much to talk about!! I've been sick, I just went back to school...yeah...I started a new vector. I don't have a preview of my vector yet, but you can see the scan I'm using HERE. Cute fairy girl. So far it's coming along nicely; I have the outlines and her hair and eyes done...no skin or details, but yeah. Who knows when I'll finish it cause of all the crap I'm going to have to do...stupid school!! So also don't expect much commenting. Sorry. *hugs* And sorry for not being on much for the past week! I had an excuse!!

Ok, sorry for wasting your time! I see nothing else of interest to mention. ^^; Sorry if this was boring...no amv cause the library's computers hate youtube. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me and encouraging me with everything. Take care!

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Friday, September 5, 2008


Warning: still really sick...

Thank you for all the wonderful comments. So sweet...so caring...it was nice hearing from so many of you. :3 I appreciate it!

Sorry, but this post will be even shorter, and again, it's much much later. I didn't go to school today either, same with yesterday...or wednesday...so that's why I didn't get to post today. I'm just far too sick. Yesterday I didn't go on the computer at all, save for 5 minutes...I felt so terrible. I had a fever, and my head and everything hurt so much. What was yesterday? *thinks* Oh yeah, thursday...well, on thursdays, I only have one class--fashion--and I thought I'd be able to make it...but I couldn't. I got up, got ready, and my dad was taking me to school...I was ALMOST there when...I...threw up. ~__~ I was literally two minutes from school. *sigh* So I obviously didn't go; my dad turned right around and back I went. I thought wednesday would be enough for me to be better, but that didn't happen! Now I'm just worse.

I can barely do anything...so tired, throat hurts, nose so stuffed up, everything crap. And throwing up all the time. I went to the doctor's today, and my doc was actually on a day off, but he luckily came in to pick something up and he stayed to examine me. He's such a cool doctor, so laid back, casual, and blunt. XD But yeah, he just said it's probably a sinus infection like usual...or strep throat, so he gave me antibiotics. I hope they work. Because I don't want to miss anymore school. I really wanted to go today for English and art especially. :( I worked on my charcoal tomatoes (woot, tomatoes in charcoal) yesterday, and I like them...and I really love my art class [so many nice people, and my teacher Sister Trinita is the sweetest lady ever; she's the only one that replied with a kind email].

So I went to the doctor's...and then we went to the pharmacy to pick me up some drugs! I also got a cute teddy bear because I love stuffed animals, and it's only right to get one when sick, right? *hugs Lastings* I love giving my stuffed animals cute/fancy names, too. I know, I'm 19, but who cares? XD I love those fancy-sounding names...they crack me up! For example, there are three baseball players whose names I ADORE because they're so freaking high-end sounding. Lastings Milledge, Brent Lillibridge, and Taylor Teagarden. Are those not the BEST names ever??? I totally imagine them all getting together for a tea party...TEAGARDEN!! LILLIBRIDGE! Such gay names...I love them.

Umm...so yeah, I still feel absolutely miserable; don't count on comments from me...it's amazing enough I'm posting right now. Oh yeah, I forgot...tomorrow's my mom's birthday. It sucks that I couldn't do anything for her but be sick. My brother is taking off work tomorrow for it...which I don't like, but whatever. I just want to be better by monday so I don't miss anymore classes. Here's an amv, Imogen Heap's Headlock with Miyazaki movies.

Thank you for reading this. :3 I'm sorry again for not commenting...I just need to get well. Thank you for all the get wells and whatnot. Have a good weekend, and stay healthy!

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008


Warning: I'm sick so this is later and short! Sorry!

Arigatou for the comments. You're all sweeties. ^_^ This is going to be a really really short post! Even shorter than before! But I felt like posting it here since barely anyone gets to my World anyway. XD Plus, I would normally post here today anyway! So yeah, thanks a lot for the wonderful comments...all the get wells and whatnot. *hugs* You are awesome!

Ok, so this is a later post...much later...and shorter...cause I'm still freaking sick. Really sick. ;__; I didn't go to school today. I would've had English, chemistry, and then theology, but I couldn't make it...I had a terrible night last night. Terrible. So sick...not just my horribly stinging throat, but sick to my stomach (probably too much cold meds), and I just couldn't sleep at all. *sigh* So much for getting better with sleep!! So yeah, I couldn't go to school, even though I really HATE missing classes...even if I have good reason, I don't like missing things at all...I feel so guilty, just missing one class! Also, I'm worried that I'll be out of the loop already with work next time.

It also doesn't help that I commute, and I don't live on campus to easily get notes from a "friend" or whatever. :/ See, I emailed my teachers today about me being absent, and teachers being teachers...just replied with, "Oh, that's too bad. Get the notes from someone in class." ~__~ Is it just the norm for teachers to be robotic non-empathetic cold business people? I think so. At least college professors. They don't "have time" to care about an absent student. *rolls eyes* Anyhoo, I guess it doesn't matter. But haha, Mr.Mooney's email was hilarious though...it's apparent that he doesn't know how to type. It wasn't helpful, but it was certainly amusing:

[quote]"We tLKED ABOUTMTHE kATE cHOPIN STORY FOR MOST OF TODAY'S CLASS.

cHECK THE STUDY SHEET ON ANGEL AND GET NOTES.


i WILL START FAULKNER ON FRIDAY." [/quote]

He's an English teacher! You'd think that he'd at least realize when he has the caps lock on...and when to press the space bar!! XD Haha...goodness. But yeah. So I'm sick, and I've done nothing but lay down all day. And now I have to be up to freaking do my fashion homework (another stupid video summary)...ugh...I just want to sleep and do nothing! So yeah, I'm really sorry...don't count on much commenting...I feel like crap. :( Um...and I won't post tomorrow, but hopefully friday. ^_^ So take care until then! *hugs* Oh, but first...if you wanted to know about yesterday's chem lab, well, it went fine! It was really short and easy, and I actually got along with more girls in class. :3 Tempestt is in my class, and I made "friends" with some others, too...so it was fine...Here are a couple of cute Oofuri vids to hold you over, if you care~ The first one I hadn't shared before, but the second I have.



STAY HEALTHY EVERYONE!!!

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008


Warning: thanks, sick, fashion, chem lab, weekend, & shorter post?

Hey, guys! :3 Thanks a ton for the wonderful comments!! There weren't "a lot", but each one was quite long. XD Sayo-chan and Sparkle-chan, you guys wrote essays! And Steph, yours was a lot, too. :D And I LOVE it! Thank you so much for writing all that fun stuff to read. It shows that I have friends here that care. XD Or maybe you're all just horribly bored? Hah, well, it doesn't matter. Thank you all very much! Sayo-chan, I'm glad I have you on my side in that way. Kick him where it hurts! And "keep it in your pants!" Nice slogans. Nice. Um, arigatou to everyone else for everything said...about school, my mom, etc. Much love!

Well, a few of you read my post on theO (my world), but probably most of you didn't! Well, the big news this time is...I'm sick. ;__; I have been plagued with the sore throat illness that I seem to get every single freaking year when school starts. Even though it usually evolves into a sinus infection, which I'm HOPING that it doesn't this time...because it's just so horrible. Ugh. But yeah, my throat started hurting around friday night, and it's still persisting, even worse. I can't even talk...gawd, it's terrible!! .___. It happens every year at the beginning of school because of being around all these people and their germs...unlike during the summer, when I'm totally isolated and anti-social in my home! I create this weak immunity bubble that shatters when I go to school. XD So here I am...sick...stupid throat. *sigh* Um, on a good side...for those of you that know me, happy days are here again for sleep! I haven't taken a sleeping pill to sleep for this past weekend~ So now it's been, what, 3 or 4 nights? Wow. WOW. *doesn't want to jinx it though*

So I just had my fashion class. It was boring...I don't know how Sister Denise can talk so much. DX She's so full of hot air! She could probably lecture for 7 hours straight! Luckily, class is only 2 hours. *dies* Um, cause of my throat, I didn't really talk at all...but I wanted to answer the questions! So I tried, but I was incredibly quiet. ^^; At least my sore throat gave me an excuse to...not...talk to the girls in my class? Wait, I never do cause they never talk to me either. Huh. No difference. Biatches!!! >< Umm, I went to Hot Topic on friday (I think?) and got some new shirts...very very cute ones! Today I'm wearing a new fairy shirt I got~ Pretty purples and teals! And my purple pants. I think I'm the only person on campus with purple pants...

Ok, so after this nice little break when I eat lunch, I'll have chem lab. Boooooo. I had to do my pre-lab questions for homework yesterday, and it sucked. They were really annoying, and I didn't know where to get the answers for them! Well, I totally forgot that the answers were in the BACK OF THE BOOK. Duh. DX So yeah, I got those done...and in class today I guess we'll be doing our first lab. ~__~ I don't know who I'll be with though--the girl I made "friends" with before and said we'd be lab partners or Tempestt because I found out she's in my class? Ugh, see, these things are what bother me...social interactions and other people's feelings!! *sigh* I'll find out when I get there...and it's not like I can talk to anyone well cause of my throat. :(

So this weekend, this 3-day weekend...was ok. I didn't do anything except feel sick. Played games, watched anime, and did homework yesterday. Watched the baseball games, of course, and we lost yesterday...a horribly pathetic loss to the last-place team!! Argh!! Darn it, Phillies, get it together!! Twist-chan is very happy because her Mets are winning like crazy and still in first place. >.> Anyhoo, I don't know if I have anything else to really say! I've been uploading more songs on imeem, mainly Imogen Heap ones, and when I put them on my playlist...they were all 30 seconds! But not when I listen to it on imeem itself. :/ So weird. I think you can only hear them full-length if you're logged into imeem...it's so retarded!! Whatever. Um, I'd show you an amv...but my school's library's computers hate youtube with a passion, so it won't load.

[edit: I forgot to say that I received my burst limit contest prizes the other day! So I got my DBZ game, a shirt, a poster, and stickers. It took a month, but I got it so yay. :3 Thanks to Adam for the contest opportunity!]

I guess that's it! Nothing more of interest to mention. :/ Sorry for my lack of commenting...but I've been trying! Being sick and having homework to do is never condusive to ample time for commenting etc. Sorry! *hugs* Thank you for visiting me! :3 You're all so great~ Do take care!

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Friday, August 29, 2008


Warning: thanks, morning/english, love, tempestt, crappy wed., yesterday

Hey~ Thanks so much for the comments!! *hugs* You're all so great. :3 Then again, you always are...it's totally natural for you guys to be super sweet and awesome, ne? Hehe. Maybe you're just forcing yourselves to be that way for my sake?? Well, regardless, I love you guys. Thanks a lot for the comments about my school days and everything. Yes, poor Mr.Mooney...I'll talk more about him later. Jay, Yug, brand, nice to see you all again! *hugs* It's great when people return after a while~ Yes, that baseball game win was awesome, but unfortunately we've been losing since then...;___; Oh well. Um, thankies again!

Well, Oli-chan guessed it...but can you? Where am I now? XD The library at school, of course. I found out that the computers here have msn so I'm chatting with sweetdevil for a bit (although she's disappeared for the moment...). Very cool. I'm eating yogurt, posting, listening to music...very nice and relaxing. [Oli-chan came back] I'm tired, but I slept well last night...I didn't move all night because when I went to bed, I was warm so I didn't put my covers on, and when I woke up I was chilly cause I NEVER put the covers on. XD Annoying! But yeah. So I just had English class with Mr.Mooney, and this time, thank goodness, his fly was closed as it should be...he remembered to zipper up. XD We had quite the discussion today, all about this poem called "Curiosity." And about cat people versus dog people (not literally)...about how cat people are adventurous and take risks and dog people are boring and content with security. Well, I'm the only "dog person" in my room...and he made it a point to pick on me. -__-

See, my class is "themes in literature," and the themes we're studying are love, innocence/experience, rebellion, and death. Well, all of those themes show up in the poem, so we discussed them...but most of the time we talked about love! And I felt like the odd one out cause I've never had a boy/girlfriend before...and he kept referring to us, the class, and our failed loves and relationships. "I'm sure you've all had that failed relationship before, and you can't believe you dated that person! But loving and losing is all about experience and it will help you!" etc...well, I just felt uncomfortable the whole time cause I've never had that "relationship." And it was like everything he was theorizing about with the so-called dog people was being shot at me. ^^; "Dog people are afraid to love after failing, or they just want to be secure in what they know so they never try." Well, welcome to MY life...*sigh* I like the class, but shouldn't it be more about the writing and not personal stuff like how we should live our lives?? ^^;;;

Anyhoo, that was english in a nutshell...now I'm in the library, and I'm going to go to art after this to work on my charcoal stuff. Class is technically canceled today by my teacher, but she said we can come if we want to work, so I am. :3 I'd rather get more work done on my art than just go home and be forced to be with my brother longer. *rolls eyes* Before coming in, I saw Tempestt and we talked just for a bit. I've found that she's really nice and caring...like we've been texting and she asks how I am, cause I've told her how uncomfortable I am in my fashion class...and, well, we had a little talk about that...but yeah. So she actually talks to me. XD And she told me that today she's going to be in a fashion show! Apparently she does that often. She definitely looks like a model~ She has a friend that's a designer, and they're having a show downtown today, and Tempestt is going to be one of the models. How awesome. :3 After saying bye to her though I felt like I should've said more...but I'm just not as good talking person to person than through text. ^^; So I didn't tell her sorry for certain things or discuss my problems! Ugh! I wish I could be more open face to face.

Alrighty, well, first I want to talk a bit about wednesday...from my post, that day sounded wonderful, and I was in a good mood! But that good mood ended abruptly after school. ;__; I forgot that my mom had her dentist appointment...cause we thought it wasn't going to be as bad as it was the last time (with the very long procedure and drilling and cutting and basically surgery!), but it ended up being even worse. *sigh* She was in the dentist's chair for 3 hours, and it was just horrible...when I got in the car, mommy was crying...and she cried for most of the rest of the day. It was just terrible...and I felt uber depressed cause of that and the stupid things I said earlier in the day to Tempestt and her friend. So yeah...it sucked...I ended up crying later with mom cause it's just so hard NOT to when seeing mom cry! I hate it when she cries...I hate it when she's sad and in pain, but she's been like that a lot lately...ugh...that's what makes me really depressed, thinking about my mom and the tough things she's been going through.

So yeah, needless to say I didn't feel that great! So I didn't comment like anyone that day, and yesterday I barely went on the computer at all, too. Haven't been feeling very social. :( Sorry. I finished playing Persona 3 finally though...it was great~ And there's still so much to do in the game. It's a great game, so I recommend it if you have ps2! ^^ Um...yesterday I had fashion class, which I didn't look forward to at all...for several reasons, but mainly cause of the girls in my class. I didn't want to go at all, and I was really worried...but it wasn't as bad as I thought. We watched a really dated (80's) movie on fashion and why we dress the way we do...and then we listened to Sister Denise go on and on and on with her lecture. After that, I was done! Only one class, and then mom and I went to the mall. I got some manga and new cute clothes at Hot Topic~~~ Then we went grocery shopping...so it was just us girls out shopping. It was good...then at home, nothing but homework and the usual (sorry, barely any visiting...), and our Phillies have lost their past 2 games. :( Although last night we SHOULD have won...ugh.

I could talk more about the baseball game, but I won't. XD It's just very frustrating! I hope we win tonight. Okies. I should probably go to art now...I don't have anything fun to show you today. Sorry! *hugs* And sorry again for not commenting much...this weekend is labor day weekend so I have monday off (yay), so hopefully I'll visit you guys more and whatnot. :3 Have a wonderful weekend, and thanks for visiting me~

immi - speak for youself

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008


Warning: thanks, today, yesterday, baseball game, & card

Hey~ Yeah, I know, I'm posting two days in a row! How bothersome. XD For you, I suppose. But some of you might remember an age when I used to post every single day without fail!! That was just last year. Hehe. So yeah. Thanks a ton for the comments! I wasn't expecting that many because usually I post every other day, and more people comment the second day...but yeah, anyhoo! Arigatou for the encouragement about my first days' classes and all. I'm glad I have you friends for support! Ezel, welcome back!! And Imasyon, it's been a long time again, but I knew you'd return. :3 No worries. *hugs* Thank you again, everyone.

Have no fear...I'll try to make this post shorter. I'm sure it will be. It's just that I have the time before theology class, so why not? I have roughly an hour...and within that time I shall post and then eat! I didn't bring my book I've been reading so I need to take up more time with computing (hahah...sounds funny) than reading. I love the library here so much~ It's especially nice when no one's in it...and it's easy to find an open computer. XD And when no one's on the couch, cause that's where I like to eat my lunch...alone on the couch in the library. ^^; Odd much? Most people go to the cafeteria and eat with friends, but I don't really have any "friends" to eat with anyway. :/ So whatever. I like this alone time...time to recharge.

Ok, so today...first I had English, "themes of Literature" or something...well, I gotta admit I kinda like it. I don't know anyone in the class, but I like my teacher! His name is Mr.Mooney, and he's quite amusing. He's 65, overweight, and just generally cheery. If he had a beard, he'd be Santa Claus. XD Now, the first thing that made me laugh about him was...that his pant's fly was open!! O__o And no one said anything...[who ever does? *laugh*] He never noticed, so no one ever said...but the entire time his fly was open...thank goodness he had his shirt tucked in! I wonder if he ever noticed..hmm...but yeah. I had to move my seat (and same with the guy next to me) cause these girls sat right in front of us...and we couldn't see. It was pretty rude. :/ But yeah. It seems like this class will be nice! All reading poetry, dramas, and short stories and analyzing them. :3 I know lots of people don't like that stuf...yes, it can be annoying, but I don't mind it. Most of my classes always skipped over poetry, so I'm pretty happy!

After that I had chemistry, and we spent most of the class on this one example problem on using scientific notation. XD Everyone was getting confused (even my teacher) because we kept going back and forth and reversing the decimel (sp?) and crap...it was confusing, but I got it. Saegolina (again, I don't know the spelling of her name...) and I were like, "No, it's positive 1!! Not negative." But yeah. So that wasn't bad. Oh, and about the chem lab yesterday...we got let out really early cause we didn't do a lab. I made a "friend" in it, and she's also in my normal chemistry class, but she sits more towards the back. Yesterday she and I were saying that we'd sit together...but she didn't move. :/ I guess she didn't want to sit next to me...but no, probably not. She was sitting next to another friend, which is fine. ^_^ Doesn't matter since all we do is take notes in class. XD

So next I have theology...which I'm dreading. The girl I sat next to before (the possible anime-liker)...well, I don't want to sit next to her; I said I'd sit with Tempestt today, so I hope that the other girl doesn't mind or care. I need to stop worrying and caring about what other people think. ^^; But it's so hard...ugh...and theology class will be tough. I tried reading the text book, and it's horrible! :( Anyhoo, yesterday, like I said, chem lab wasn't too bad. After that, I went home and relaxed...the real excitement happened at night--watching the baseball game!

I could go on and on about the baseball game last night, but I'm afraid that I'd confuse too many of you that don't care. XD Let's just say that it was us (Phillies) against the NY Mets [we're archrivals!!!! Yeah, Twist-chan~], and it's basically us teams fighting for first place...mets fans hate Phillies fans and vice-versa. We're born that way. *laugh* Um, so last night's game was really important!! And it was AMAZING. *__* We were losing terribly in the beginning...7 to 0!!! And it's been so hard for us to get any runs scored, so I thought it was over...but you always gotta be positive. After many grueling innings, we tied it up, went into EXTRA innings...and fought into the wee hours of the morning. XD The game lasted 5 hours 17 minutes [13 innings as opposed to the normal 9]! From 7pm to roughly 12:30am!! It was insane, and the Phillies won~~ Gawd, it was so crazy amazing...I stayed up the whole time, and I was so excited. XD It was like a playoff or world series game...hah...too bad it wasn't...

Oh, I made a new e-card yesterday. :3 Hehe, lots of you already saw it...of my doggy being an "angel," although he's really the devil! Hah. I'm amazed so many people like it~ Now Totoro's a star. XD Please look if you haven't. Thanks.

Sorry, this post probably still is long! Sorry!! ^^; I can't help it. Okies, I should probably go now...I'll try to visit more people today. I've been doing pretty well with commenting more art though on theO; I just need to do better with posts. Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* Take care until next time~ [friday maybe]

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008


Warning: thanks, and sorry it's kinda long~ My first days back to school

Hey, guys!! Don't worry, I'm not dead. :3 Thanks for your comments before...I got so many! 17 is definitely a record for the past several months~ I got lucky to have so many wonderful friends visit on the same day. XD Welcome back Kyofan, xxHD [I must PM you about where you live!], Elves, Lory, Aiten, Meg, and anyone else that hasn't been here in a while~ To me, it feels like it's been a while for all of you. XD That's cause I haven't read my comments/posted for 3 days (4 if you count the day I posted last)...so yeah. Thank you all very much for the encouragement, compliments, comments, etc. You're so sweet. :D Yes, my dad tend to get up at 3am because he goes to sleep more towards 8pm...goes to bed early, wakes up early, and naps all the time. As for the baseball game, I wrote about it on theO, so I'll provide you with the link later. Thanks again for everything! *hugs*

Okay...so where have I been? Well, school in case you didn't remember. -__- Yesterday was my first day. I must admit that it wasn't bad...I rather liked it! Aside from a few social problems...but yeah, I'll talk about it later. First, this morning! I'm tired! I lost out on a last hour or so of sleep because of a woodpecker outside my window!! >< So loud and annoying! Argh, and then other birds started chirping...Meg, I know you think they're just saying Good morning, but I would like to sleep more. XD So that was annoying! And I also woke up a lot more during the night, too...my mind just knows that I have to wake up for school. *sigh* Stupid stupid. I posted on saturday about the baseball game and check-in session, so please read it and comment if you have the time (or are interested). Thankies.

Alrighty...Oh, and before I talk about school, I shall show you my e-cards I've made over the weekend and yesterday. :3 Most of you commented already, but if you haven't, here they are. My Winnie the Pooh one was a hit! ^_^ That made me happy~ Maybe I'll have to make more Pooh ones...so cute. Thanks to those that have commented~ Because of all youse guys and other sweet people, I'm #1 in the e-card ranking for today and the past 7 days~~ Hehe. ^^ Yes, I'm making more cards because they don't take as long as wallpapers...so before I start a new wall, this is what I'm doing to keep me busy...and artistically fresh. XD



Okies. So I'll talk about my first day at school (yesterday=monday) now. Like I said, it wasn't too bad. First I had chemistry, but since it's the first class, it's not like we did anything strenuous! We wrote down our names and info on index cards, our teacher talked about course requirements, and then we started taking notes on the first chapter already. I don't know if I have any "friends" in that class yet. One girl from my fashion classes is in it, but I don't like her...and I know she doesn't like me. *sigh* I did meet an African Sister that sits behind me that's studying here at the university; she seems nice, but it's hard to understand her (cause of her accent). Her name is...Saeglina...I don't know if that's how it's spelled, but it's a pretty name! Alright, so that class might not be as bad as I thought, since it IS an intro class, and I already have experience (although bad) from high school.

After chem, I had a little break to eat my lunch, and then I had drawing~ I really enjoyed that class!! DRAWING. Fun, fun. I don't have any "friends" per say, but I've made friends with Sister (don't remember her name; she's the instructor...remember, I go to a Catholic university so there's lots of nuns!). She's such a sweet lady, and she's really encouraging. We started our first projects (she assigned a lot already), and we're to use charcoal and draw these portaits of this old artist, Kathe Kollwitz, by erasing the charcoal away...as in, we smudge a ton of black over the page and then use the eraser to draw. She was complimenting my work the whole time, and she kept having me hold mine up for everyone to see~ So yeah, I like that class. [probably the only one I'll really LIKE]

After art, I had theology...boo...that class won't be fun. I sat next to this girl that looks like she might like anime/video games, but I don't know...but at the same time, I don't know if I want to be her friend. :/ She didn't seem too friendly. ^^; But after class, I was talking to this girl (her name's Tempestt, how cool is that???) because she was saying how she didn't think she could afford the books for the class. My friend Madii offered me her old theology books from last semester, so I told Tempestt that I had a friend that could give them to her. Unfortunately, they're not the same books. :( But anyhoo, I think I made a friend there...we talked a bit, and we texted a little, too...but it was mainly because of the text book thing. ^^; I just can't help but try to help people...so tomorrow's class I don't know where I'll sit. Next to Tempestt or Brianna (girl I sat next to the first day)? Oh well...I'll just have to see. I really don't want to go to that class though...most of the kids there have gone to Catholic schools all their life, but I didn't cause I'm not Catholic! So I don't really know a lot of stuff...

[sorry if this seems long...I'm trying to separate my paragraphs more by class!] Well, today I had my first apparel construction (sewing) class. I didn't like it. It's the same bunch of biatches from my first fashion semester. They never really liked me (or at least they never talked to me), and I didn't like them either! More because they made me feel out of place all the time. ~__~ They're all prissy, high-maintenance, OMG let's party, same hair and clothes style girls. But I'm not. I'm like the exact opposite...and I guess that's why they don't want to be my friends. *sigh* So yeah, that class was long...and I just sat by myself while Sister Mollica talked the whole time. She made remarks to me and had me do things cause I guess she noticed I felt out of place. :/ She also was my partner when we had to take our measurements...my tiny measurements. DX Bah, so I really don't like that class! And it sounds like a lot of working with buying our own fabrics, thread, etc. UGH. I don't think I'm cut out for fashion marketing...I'm not like the other girls at all. I want to do design/advertising, not buying/constructing/selling.

Next I have my chem lab. Noo. That's gonna suck, too. But at least I heard that our instructor will give us a choice to have it earlier in the day...I want that cause I don't want to stay until 5pm every tuesday. *rolls eyes* Gawd, tuesdays suck. And tomorrow I'll have English first, then chem and then theology. I wonder how English will be...? -__- I guess I'm most concerned about the people aspect...that's why I relish these breaks in between classes that are long enough for me to just recharge in the library. Thank you, library. Um, as for posting...tuesdays definitely, and I will have time on wednesdays and fridays to do so as well, but I don't know if I want to burden you with posts 2 days in a row. :/ Well, we'll see how it works...

Ok, I should eat lunch now. Sorry if this seemed really long. :( Thank you for reading it. I'll do my best to find time to comment you guys~ I got to some these past few days, so yeah. Thanks and take care!

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Friday, August 22, 2008


Warning: today and yesterday....stuff, it's kinda long

Thank you for the awesome comments!! As usual~ You people are the best friends ever. :D I love you guys more than friends IRL. XD Seriously. You're the best. You always give me such full comments! And I felt like it was last year, with all the great friends returning~ Midnightqueen, Shi-chan, Reki, Nana...everyone that hasn't been here in a while, and to everyone that's been commenting lately, thank you!! *huggles* You're all the best. :3 Yes, I'll be on the hunt for that Todd guy...but with only his first name and a slight memory of his looks, it's going to be hard to find him online...and I don't have a facebook. :/ But I"ll try to to stalk him. XD I see you all have your obsessions, too~ Hehe, it's hard not to! Anime characters are just asking for it!! Hah, well, thank you again for the comments. ^_^

As usual, I spent a lot of time doing other things. I should seriously just buckle down and focus on posting and posting only first, and THEN do those other things. But, whatevs. It doesn't matter...I guess. It just means I'm in my room past noon, and my dad gets all rawrrr like, "How can you stay in bed for so long? It's so late!" *rolls eyes* That's coming from a man that gets up at 3 am because he wants to! I'm just falling asleep then. >< Yah, last night kinda sucked! Even though I was so exhausted from the day (will explain later), and I took advil PM (they're supposed to make you drowsy)...I wasn't asleep...and then I took half a sleeping pill, and that took forever to work, too. ~__~ And then this morning, early, there were these frickin' birds right outside my window...chirping and chirping!! They wouldn't shut up. So I'd open my blinds and look out, and then they'd fly to another branch, so then I'd go to my other window and do the same...then finally this first bird left, but then the crows came. -__- So it wasn't a pleasant sleep...

Alright. I'm not going to muck around with etc. type topics. I'll just stick to what happened, since it's kinda late...I'm hungry...and yeah. First I'll talk about what's happening today!! Tonight, we're going to a Phillies game!! :D That's right, going to the baseball game tonight~ So I'll be all dressed up in my Phillies shirts and whatnot. XD Unfortunately, tonight's game's promotion is "Retro 70's night," not a GOOD promotion where they actually hand out stuff...I hope too many people won't really dress up in 70's stuff...I don't want afros in the way of our seeing the game! I also hope that our seats are pretty good. The last time we went, they were good, but it sucked cause it was like 100 degrees and super humid...and we were by these really LARGE sweaty people. It was horrible. So hopefully it won't be that hot tonight. Yup, so I'm excited...although I'm kinda afraid because of so many people being there and all. ~_~ And also, the team we're up against tonight is the Dodgers...and they killed us the last time. *sigh* So it might not be too good...and last night we lost to the worst team. ;__; My poor Phillies...

But yeah, because of that, I probably won't have much computer time at all! So forgive me if I don't get to visit. :( I'm sorry ahead of time. *hugs* And this weekend, on one of the days, I have to do this check-in crap for college...and I really don't want to. I don't want to go back to school monday!! T__T I don't wanna. *sigh* I'm more worried about the social parts than anything. It's always hard to get new classes and have to meet new people. I hate it. Oh, and I'll need to get used to my new schedule, so I don't know which days I'll be posting yet.

Ok! Now yesterday...yesterday I actually did stuff with a couple friends. I wanted to see them since I haven't all summer, but also because I probably won't see Kupo (her nickname) for a long time...since she's going to college in England! So yeah, wow. Madii goes to school with me (we're both at the same university), so I'll see her...but she, Kupo, and I usually do things together...so I wanted to make plans for once. And I did...although I kind of regret it! I always know what's going to happen when I hang out with them. They're best buds of many years and live near each other, so they have way more in common and inside jokes and stuff like that; I'm always the third wheel. I know that, yet I wanted to do things with them to see them again, and also because I didn't want to seem like I was totally anti-social this summer. :/ So the plan was like most other times--I bring over karaoke revolution games and we sing and have fun.

Well, before going...like all morning, I felt so sick. I have major social anxiety, and so I feel incredibly nervous and sick before I do anything social. :( I was running to the bathroom a lot...and it wasn't good. I was afraid I'd have to cancel, but I didn't. I went, and so yeah. I guess we had a good time, but it wasn't really all that fun for me. Like the other times, my friends get into conversations and laugh about all sorts of things, while I'm totally clueless. Plus, I don't curse, but they spout curse words like nothin'. It's funny when they do that, so I just laugh, but I don't join in. Um, so after getting there, I found out that my friend Kupo got a puppy!! His name is Pip, and her mom got him to be her "replacement" when she goes to England. XD Well, Pip is freaking adorable, and I loved him to death. I spent more time picking him up, hugging him, carrying him around, and talking to him than my friends...I like dogs more than people. Here's a crappy pic of Pip I took with my phone:
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So after going to Wawa to buy some food...we went back to Kupo's place and ate and then sang. That was pretty fun, although I couldn't read most of the words. My eyes are getting worse. ^^; They had more fun talking to each other, and whatever...that's how it always will be. But then later, another friend of theirs (and classmate of mine in high school...haven't seen her in years) came over. Well, I wasn't expecting that! It was kinda rude for my friends not to warn me of that happening...and I felt awkward the rest of the time because, well, we never really got along either. :/ So I was silent when they'd talk...and then even later, that other friend (Kat) had her BOYFRIEND come over, too. ;__; Well, that made me feel even more out of place...so I just played with Pip. *sigh* I couldn't wait for my mom to come pick me up.

I'm socially exhausted. This is why I don't do things with people...and I should remember not to do so again. *sigh* Oh well. Sure, we had some fun, but I was just there to be there...not to really contribute anything. -__- Anyhoo, at home, I made a new e-card. Thanks to those that commented already. If you haven't seen it yet, here it is. :3 I really like it...a lot.

And now an AMV...it's that Loveless one that has the song that the lyrics on the card are from! I've shown it a couple of times before, but whatever~

Sorry this is kinda long...or at least I think it is. It took me forever to type. It's probably random and boring, too...I didn't give all the details to things, so maybe it's confusing?? Anyhoo, thanks for visiting me, and sorry I haven't been visiting as much...and tonight I probably won't cause of the game. This weekend will be hectic and nerve-wracking cause of school. *sigh* Have a nice weekend!

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008


Warning: short thanks, sleep, mommy, Legato,yesterday, Todd, & ecard

*hugs hugs* Thanks for the comments, peoples!! You're such sweet friends. :D I'm making this thanking paragraph, simply because time has gotten away from me, and I didn't get to read your comments yet...but I shall later, and I thank you all so much. ^^ Welcome back to midnightqueen, Heley, and teddy! It's been a while for you guys; I'm glad I haven't been forgotten. XD And arigatou to everyone else that is sweet enough to still visit me. *hugs* You're all wonderful!! Yes, this is all the thanks you get unfortunately~ No specific replies yet.

Yes, I let time get away from me. I don't know how it happens. One minute I wake up, look at the clock to see it says 11:16, and the next it's 11:46 and I haven't done anything! I was reading a PM from a friend on AP, replying to an email from a friend IRL, and then I went on theO to just check a few things...like artwork...and I got sidetracked. ^^;; So here I am now...finally...goodness, time goes by too quickly. *sigh* Sometimes I wish that I were an early-riser...some things would be so much easier (like school classes), and I could also have more time to myself in the mornings (like you do, Steph)...but I'm not. I'm a person that stays up very late, has trouble sleeping, and then sleeps until noon. -__-; At least I'm not like some people that sleep until 4pm. THEN the day is totally gone. XD *yawns* Umm...so yeah. I had lots of very strange dreams last night, but then again, I always do. :/ The first set were good ones though since they all had to do with Mihashi (hehe) from Oofuri~ But then I had strange dreams that were more like living a freaky documentary. Weird to the max.

My mom left earlier this morning to have a doctor's appointment. I hope she'll be ok~ She also has a dentist's appointment next week, and we all realy wish she'd go to some neurologist person for her head...cause she has migraines almost everyday. :( And they're so serious...sure, she takes meds for them, but they don't always work, and a person shouldn't be rejoicing about having only 3 days without a migraine. She has them so frequently. *sigh* My poor mommy. ;__; Anyhoo...it's probably another hot day...I wish we got some rain! I'm tired of looking at this bright and sunny scenery!! >< I like sleeping late during rainy mornings; they're so relaxing, but I haven't gotten many of those...and I'll probably have several when school starts, and I don't have the luxury of staying in bed!

Last night, when I was trying to sleep...well, whenever I try to sleep, my mind decides to dig up strange memories and things to remember! It happened before with that one ex-friend, and last night I thought of an obsession I used to have with a certain anime character. XD Back in 7th grade, which for me was about, what, 6-7 years ago or something (I feel OLD), I was watching Trigun...one of my first anime series (next to Tenchi, Sailor Moon, DBZ). At first, I loved Vash...but then I went to the dark side. XD Legato become my major obsession~ I would say that he was my first male anime character obsession that made me be like, "OMG! I wish he were real! I love him so freaking much." ^__^; I mean, seriously, I was crazy. I look back on those days and think how stupid I was! I had my own kind of Legato shrine on my wall in my room...with pics of him everywhere...and I'd write his name on my hand with gel pens (lolz), and I even took his last name (Bluesummers) as a nickname in my reading class [we could have ANY nickname we wanted]. Goodness, I'm looking back on it now and feeling stupid, but I'm also thinking, "Wow, he's still sexy!" XD And I don't see many wallpapers or art with him lately...nothing new! When I search for him, I still find the same things I did 7 years ago. *laugh*

Ok, that was random...but it came to mind! I know Steph has had many an obsession like that with characters, so how about any of the rest of you? Any character (fictional, anime or not) make you feel like you're really "in love" with them? XDDD Goodness. ANYHOO!! I should talk about yesterday. We (mom and corey and I) went to the mall. Went more video game shopping (for once I got something I wanted--Professor Layton and the Curious Village for DS), ate food, nothing much else. And then we went home to go back out to eat dinner! My dad promised that we'd go to that freaking restaurant with the cute waiter kid I've ranted on and on about...so last night was the night! My dad promised me, and he ended up forgetting...BUT...we still went...only for my hopes and dreams to be crushed. After arriving, I looked around...and didn't see him at all. I knew he wouldn't be there. :( I knew he'd either quit, be fired, or just leave cause of school soon...my only chance to see him would have been like the week after we first went!! T___T

So anyhoo, something embarrassing that happened...after my mom ordered her food (after asking many things about it), she started her next inquiry..."About a month ago...we were here, and [DON'T SAY IT!!] there was a young server man here. Fairly tall, very young...um...is he still working here?" NOOOooo...she said it. The waitress replied with, "Oh, you mean Todd? No, unfortunately he's not here anymore." My mom: "Oh, darn! See, my daughter here was interested...*points at me*" O//////O "Aww, sorry! No, he's not here anymore." She looked at me and said that...and I felt so embarrassed!! MOM!! But that's what mom's are for, ne? XD Even though that was embarrassing and disappointing to hear that he doesn't work there anymore...and who knows if I'll EVER see him again *sigh*, at least I know his name now. ;D Todd. Hehe. Todd. He looked like a Todd. Hehe. ^__^ Hahaa...maybe I can stalk him online somehow...maybe he has a myspace or something...just gotta search through all the Todds in this area!

Ok, I'm making this too long. I should go! I'm sorry I didn't have time to comment yesterday. I barely got to anyone; sorry! *hugs* Today should be better. Oh, and I made a new e-card the other day...if you didn't see it, here it is:

Thank you for visiting me!! *hugs* I love you guys. :3 Sorry again for not commenting much. Do take care~~~

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