Monday, August 18, 2008

Warning: Seriously, I'm too lazy to warn. you know my posts are long. XD

Wow!! *__* So many comments! *hugs* And they were all incredibly thorough! I loved it!! :D Thank you so much for the wonderful comments, you sweet friends of mine!! And a lot of you returned after quite some time~ Lute (again), Lazyliz, Shadows, Jay (I totally do need a hugamachinegizmo!! That would be SO awesome~~), xaos, and asialonewolfe! Goodness. That's a lot of people, and you're all such sweet friends. *hugs* I've missed you guys!! And of course, the great friends that have been commenting pretty regularly are amazingly appreciated, too. ^_^ You know who you are! Sparkle-chan, it looks like this is our last week before school. :( Yeah. Um, it was wonderful reading all of your comments about everything; I see that I've totally ruined my brother's reputation around here. XD Eh, I always have. Thanks for your sweet words! Nooo....this is my last week of summer vacation! What a bummer. Bummer to the max! I can't believe I go back next monday. ;__; Boo!! Down with school! I'm revolting!! XD Nah, not really...I couldn't do that!! Aside from the tests in tough subjects and annoyingly long projects and papers, school isn't that bad...? ^^; Well, and I don't like waking up early...so those days suck, but it's nice being in college and being able to (for the most part) choose your schedule...if things work out that is! I printed out my schedule last night, and I guess it won't be too bad. Monday my first class (chemistry...) starts at 11:35, so that will be nice to not wake up early-ish! After that I have art (drawing) and then theology. The next day I have fashion marketing (sewing) at 10:10, then...something and then chem lab until 5? I don't know. :/ I don't remember, but the point is is that school sucks, and I don't like chemistry! Was that the point? No, not really...I guess my classes won't be too bad. It's just a hassle to go and buy all the books for them and whatnot. I'm looking out my window right now, and it's rather breezy...breezy is nice! But I'm assuming it's a hot breezy. ~__~ We haven't had one nice cool day (ok, maybe ONE) all summer. It's just been heat upon heat upon humidity! And barely any rain. :( Anyhoo, when you think back to the beginning of summer vacation, do you remember it well? Or does it feel like it was ages ago? I don't seem to remember much of anything, although I did think that at first, summer was going incredibly slow and like it'd last forever! Boy, am I WRONG! Now it's almost time to go back to school, and I feel like I did nothing but waste every single day here. ~_~ Which is true...I can count on one hand how many times I got out of the house, and I'm not kidding. I stayed at home probably 95% of this summer, and this summer started in MAY! ;__; I have no life...and I don't feel like I'm living whatever life this is...it's such a waste. *sigh* Sorry, depressing mood. Depressing mood!!! I have those all the time. ;D I never feel like I'm alive. It's like..."Eh? I did something today? I don't remember doing it" or "Where did this morning go? Did it even happen?" And, no, I'm not on drugs. XD Things just seem surreal to me. Mind you, I've never done/tried drugs, smoked, or drank alcohol ever in my life! Hah. Hahaha. Some people might find that boring...but I'm sticking to my morals. ^^; Anyhoo, what to talk about...this weekend? Well, nothing really happened! I mostly worked on my wallpaper because I wanted to get it done! And I finally finished it after many many hours of work and getting help from people! It's currently in the #1 spot on theO, so yay, and thank you people who have hugged/faved/commented already! ^_^ I just wish it could go that well on AP... I suggest the widescreen version! :3 Or even if you don't have widescreen, it's pretty to look at. At first, I didn't even know what resolution widescreen was--it's 1920x1200 (well, one of them), and the whole time when I was making my wallpaper...I was making it at 1900x1200, so I was off 20 pixels!!! >.< So when I was submitting it on AP, the widescreen didn't show up, and I was getting confused and pissed! I had no clue why...well, it was because my size was wrong! ^^; So then I had to extend it and paint in more and redo things. Soooo annoying. And so stupid. *is stupid* And I worked so hard on this, way more than other wallpapers and vectors, and yet people on AP just won't recognize it. :/ I swear they hate me...how come my last Ritsuka vector went so well? Why won't this one? And I spent more time on this one! ;___; Ummm...*cough* Sorry about that...let's see...other than working on my wallpaper, I didn't do much else! I'm almost done playing Persona 3; I could finish it any time. I watched baseball, of course. Olympic baseball and our Phillies. :3 Our US team beat Canada on saturday, and that was fun to watch. As for our Phillies, well, we lost to San Diego the other night...and that's embarrassing because SD has the worst team in the entire league. They're last, last, dead last! And they beat us. :( We won last night against them, but barely...it's sad...we went from such a strong first place team to struggling against the worst team in the league. -__-; And as for the Olympics, I haven't really watched much else...have you? I doubt I'll be doing anything today either...man, I need to get out of the house, but like I said, I don't know how to drive! :/ But whatevs. Here's an amv for once! Since Lute mentioned loving Azumanga (I do, too), here's a funny one~ Thank you so much for visiting me!! *hugs* I love you guys!!! I'm sorry I'm not a better friend. I didn't get to visit much this weekend...who knows what I'll get to do this week either, but I'll try. I can visit more now that I finished my wallpaper. :3 Thanks again and sorry again. Take care!

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Friday, August 15, 2008

I tired of warning about my posts. XD

Heyo~ Thanks a ton for the comments. ^_^ Several people visited that I haven't seen in quite some time!! And it was wonderful! No, I haven't forgotten any of you; I don't know how I could. XD I love you guys! So welcome back Lute, teddy, Hoaryu, and Gi-chan. I've missed you guys. For some, it's felt like months and months. *hugs* Anyhoo, thanks for all the comments about everything. I appreciate your cheering me up! Gi-chan, I still don't quite know why you thought that part about sausages was so darn funny, but you make me laugh when you laugh about it. XD And about my prize's delivery, I'll mention that later. Thanks for putting up with my long posts all the time, and I'll try to comment more when I can. Oh noes...the month is half-way done already. ;__; And that's not even a problem! If only I HAD 15 more days left of summer, but I don't. I only have 10 days left...I don't want to go back the 25th. :( And I have to "check in" the weekend before...by that I mean that I have to go in early, sign in, get my parking number thing, and my ID photo taken. *sigh* Noooo...school ID's always have the worst photos. ~__~ And I don't want to go to school earlier than I have to! Bah! How horrible. I wouldn't mind so much if my school ID had my birthday on it, like a driver's license, but it doesn't...so I can't really use it like an ID. :/ See, I don't know how to drive yet...so even though I'm 19, I can't do or buy anything that might require a license anyway. XD All I would really need it for is Mature rated video games, and I find it ridiculous that they card people for that anyway! Those are 17+, not 18! *rolls eyes* And they're just video games... Ok, that was random and rambly...ummm...my dreams last night weren't so bad. :D There weren't any murders or anything, but there were some awkward and scary parts...but eh. Um, currently I feel like crap thanks to you-know-what (being a girl *dies*)...and I've been just wandering around sites as usual, totally getting sidetracked. Oh!! I totally forgot! I haven't talked about the Olympics yet at all, have I? XD Well, that just shows how much I care! But yeah, so the Olympics started last week...how much have you been watching? I don't care for most of the events, but I have been watching the gymnastics parts. Unfortunately, they're really late at night here, and they go until 1am! But my mom and I have still been watching them, along with our baseball games that have been that late as well (since they're away on the west coast)...and those have been a waste to watch. Our baseball team has lost 4 straight games, all against the same team--LA Dodgers. -__- Anyhoo, back to the Olympics...the gymnastics events are fun to watch, but have you seen the Chinese girls??? And all the controversy?? I swear, the one girl looks 8 years old! They're definitely not 16...Cheaters! Ok, what to talk about now? Well, I guess just yesterday. I don't think anything happened wednesday...but yeah. So it was just a usual day with me being forced to be with my brother all day. ~__~ I've seen him way too much. It feels like he hasn't been working at all...he works Wed, Fri, Sat, and Sun...and that's it! So I feel like he's home all the time to make my life dreadful on the other days. Yesterday I went with him to do some errands. He looked at more game stores, but luckily he didn't buy anything more, and then he needed to get his money out at the bank...and then we got lunch. I'm just along for the ride because he makes me. So that trip out wasn't so bad, but it was later when he made me feel really bad!! It has to do with my Ritsuka vector (updated preview)...see, I don't usually like my brother seeing what I'm working on because he usually dislikes whatever I make. Because I'm not making a wallpaper from a series that HE likes, or as he says, "we" like. Since apparently I don't have a mind of my own to like anime/manga that he doesn't. *rolls eyes* But I still make walls from series that I love, like Loveless and Oofuri, ones that he doesn't like that much...because I want to. So anyhoo, he came downstairs when I was working on my vector, and this time, instead of pretending like I was doing something else, I kept working! And he sees what I'm working on and he immediately makes an argument!!! "Why do you only make wallpapers from crap? How come you never make anything from stuff we actually like? And you're always doing things that other people tell you to do. You 'friends' tell you to do. You waste your time on these things!" ;__; Well, I stayed calm and just stated my reasons..."I make what I LIKE. I chose to do this because I like to do it. I don't only do things that people tell me to make, and anyway, those are called requests. I make them for friends because I'm a NICE PERSON. And I am making things from series that I like...no one told me to do this. You shouldn't care. I don't make you look at my wallpapers." So anyway, he kept going...taking offense...dissing my work...and right after I really liked my product and thinking that it's almost done and looking good. My brother just doesn't care about other people's feelings. He's selfish, and he never compliments. My mom said (and I might agree) that that was his way of asking, "Could you make me a wallpaper?" but since he's such a jerk...it didn't sound like that. No way. All I heard was him putting down the hard work that I do for fun. *sigh* Well, whatever, I like my vector...I'm almost done, too. Then I need to do the background. Ok, ANYHOO, now about my contest prize...I pm-ed and left a comment on adam's site about it. He did reply (in a way). He sent me an email that he forwarded to me after telling the people in charge of sending out the prize (apparently other people, not him) my info and everything again. He sent them another email with my shipping info and said that I haven't gotten my prize yet. See, I should've gotten it by now...cause he told them to send it July 22. ~_~ So anyhoo, I'm glad I got a reply, and I'm glad adam's helping me out...I just hope that nothing bad happened to my package in the mail. :/ This post is incredibly long...yet again. Sorry!! Um, I don't know what I'm doing today. My mom wants to go shopping at the mall, so maybe I can tag along with her to get away from my brother. I've been trying to do some things with friends, but they haven't gotten back to me, so oh well. :/ Anti-socialness reigns supreme. Thanks for commenting! *hugs* Thankies thankies. I know it's tough to read all this. XD I'll try to comment later...it's just when I'm working on a wallpaper/vector, I don't find as much time to comment. ^^; Thanks and sorry again. Have a great weekend!

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Warning: thanks, bad dreams, deliveries, monday night, yesterday, vector, & sorry

Hello!! :D Thanks for the comments!! I wasn't expecting more people to comment, but you did! Hehe, yes, no apologizing for late comments. XD If I read it before I post, then it's on time. :3 Sparkle-chan, welcome back! Oli-chan, angelbest, and Saku-chan, too! It's been a while. ^_^ And I'm happy to hear from everyone else as well (of course). Anna-chan, you were right! You remembered their names--George and Gage. I hope to see them when I go back to school, too. Sparkle-chan, it sucks that we both have to go back on the same day...but we'll be strong together! :( And poor Meg, you have to go back next week! Good luck! And of course poor Elves since you have a job and not school, so you don't have summer breaks anymore. ^^;; Anyhoo, thanks for the compliments on my cloud photos and vector, too. You're all great! Yet again I start posting late. XD I get up a bit earlier, but I end up wasting my time on other sites first. :/ I get so easily sidetracked. Like right now, I want to go back to checking things on theO, but then if I do that, I'll come back to this post like 10 minutes later!! I'm so bad at staying on task. ~__~ *left for a couple of minutes anyway* See?? I knew I would. XD Anyhoo, I had a rough night last night! Not as far as sleeping (sleeping pills take care of that), but as far as my dreams! Ugh! They were terrible...all bad dreams, basically nightmares. :( They were horribly scary...about about dying, the end of the world, someone dying or trying to kill me or something!! I remember crying in them, and my neighbor's dog about to be eaten. The end of the world was just around the corner...like the next day, and who wouldn't worry? And in one dream, I woke up RIGHT as I was about to die from poison gas inhalation. Wonderful. Don't you just love dreams?? *sigh* I can't seem to have fun or good ones these days. :/ Probably because I always think of negative things before bed... I'm hungry. I've been hungry since last night! But I must post first before eating. *nods* And then I'll check the mail to see if I've gotten my contest prize yet...I did get my manga the other day (La Esperanca volumes 6 & 7, Your and My Secret vol.2, Cafe Kichijouji de vol.3), so yay for that! But I'm still awaiting my darn prize!! If I don't get it today, I'm going to try PM-ing adam again...and HOPE for a reply. I know you all defended him in that he's "busy" with the site and doesn't have time to reply, but you would think it common courtesy to give the winner of a contest information about their prize! Cause he never told me when I'd receive it at all. :/ So I'm just stuck waiting 3 weeks after the results, with nothing to go by. I'm sure he's busy, and I'm sure he has to put up with a lot of messages, but I'm just saying that it'd be nice to know the status of my delivery. ^^; Okies, on to the rest of my boring life. Monday night we went out to eat. Nothing special there...it wasn't the place with the cute waiter kid, so I see no point!! There was this family sitting at the table next to us though, and they had a baby sitting in its high chair. Now, I don't really like babies...but this kid was great! XD She'd keep looking over at me, and then I'd smile and wave, and she'd smile a big smile and look down (like a bashful way) and then look back! And I was sitting next to my brother D, and so sometimes she couldn't see me since I'd be behind him...so she'd lean over and try to find me. It was so cute and smart! I couldn't help but smile and laugh. :3 If I have a baby, I want one as nice and smart as that one!! XD Um, other than that, the dinner wasn't very exciting. Nothing very good about it. :/ And my brothers were as distant as ever. Yesterday was a crappy day. I don't feel like I lived it at all. It was one of those really depressing days I get where the day just flies by without me even feeling like I was alive. -__- Monday was kinda like that, too, but yesterday was worse. I didn't do anything all day, except follow my brother's orders. *rolls eyes* My dog hates me whenever my brother is home because I can't get near him at all without him growling or biting at me. Errr, uh, what else happened? Oh yeah...my dad had a friend of his over (that's like the first time EVER) for dinner, and we were all worried about that! My family is full of anti-social people, and we don't like it when anyone's over our house that isn't our family. ^^; So we basically panicked over this guy...he was bringing over these sausages that his family makes and sells, and he wanted us to have them. Yeah, so I didn't come upstairs for a while, and then when I said hi to him, it was really awkward...I don't know, he didn't seem to like me. XD Which is fine! Hopefully my dad won't have him over again! We couldn't be ourselves while he was there. The sausages were pretty good, but eh...nothing special. I got a break from my brother later because he actually went over a friend's house. *everyone is in shock--"he has friends??"* Yeah, I know, right? Corey hasn't been over a friend's house in like 10 years. Because of his job now, he's rekindled some old friendships...and so he went over the one guy's house last night. Who knows what they did, but whatever! At least that got him out of my hair for a few hours. ~__~ I worked on my vector some more...I've been changing a lot of things (colors), and I know you guys liked it before, but I was getting complaints and jerky comments from people on AP about it. :/ They're always such perfectionist jerks, even the ones I call "friends." So yeah, I changed some things, and I think I finally like it now. Ritsuka Vector. See what you think. I guess I'm going to go for a winter background, instead of the autumn one with leaves like I initially thought...cause the darker clothes colors seem more wintry. :/ So these past few days I haven't commented much. I'm really sorry. :( But I haven't had the time or been in the mood really! When you feel down, it's hard to read other people's posts and comment. ^^; So I'm sorry. I don't know how today will go, but hopefully it'll be better. Sorry my posts are always so long; I know some of you like them, but some of you have trouble reading them...it's ok, whatever you can read is fine. *hugs* No amv cause I'm lazy. Thanks for your comments, and take care!! *hugs*

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Monday, August 11, 2008

Warning: thanks, school soon, schedule, saturday, yesterday/baseball, vector, & clouds

Thank you everyone!! You're all so sweet!!! You're such great people. :3 Thanks for the comments. Lots of you apologized for them being late, but I see no point in that (only 3 people commented "not late" anyway). XD I appreciate it, but there's no need to say sorry! Since you know I won't post here on the weekends and read comments on monday, no comments are "late" between friday and now. XD Hah, but it's ok! *hugs* Welcome back Krusty! It's been a while since your comment. It's fine! And it's always great hearing from the rest of you sweet friends. ^^ I'm making this a bit quick so no specific replies, but I appreciate everything you said about my post. You're great friends! It's monday! T__T Noo. Boo. Why is that so bad?? Well, it's because now I officially only have 2 weeks left (well, I guess yesterday was officially...) until school starts. That's right! I said it! I said the "s" word, SCHOOL. Ugh. ~__~ I can't believe that just a couple weeks ago I was saying that I'm "looking forward" to school, or I'm kinda excited about it. Well, boy was I wrong! As it draws nearer, the more nervous and depressed I get. I totally wasted my summer. Everyday was basically the same, and I didn't do anything! I saw friends once, and that was it. How is it possible to see people only once out of roughly 100 days of break?!! O__o I guess it's very possible for an anti-social like me. I can't believe break was so long...yet I didn't do a thing...*sigh* So of course my dreams last night involved school! They always do as it comes closer. :/ It suckssssss. So, when do you have to go back? (if you're still in school) Some might already be returning! I have until the 25th... I'll have to look at my schedule again, but I think my classes include: chemistry (I KNOW that...because that's the class I'm least looking forward to!), theology, drawing, English, clothing construction (sewing?), and (lolz) folk and square dancing. XD Yeah, that last one gets ya every time. I don't know if I'm taking other classes, but I remember those! And chem will be horrible because it has a lab day, and that means spending another 2 hours on campus doing labs! And I remember mine is going to be on tuesdays, from like 2 or 3 until 5:30pm! That's too late. ~_~ I'm really worried about my classes because of how I had to set them up...I barely have any time between them, especially on my busiest days, so I have no clue when I'll be able to eat or relax (like post here~). I'll have to snack during 10 minutes. Ugh~~ It's going to suck... Anyhoo, off that topic! I'll talk about this weekend. It was boring, the end. XD Well, really! I didn't do much. On saturday I helped my dad paint the first coating on our second deck. That's so hard to do...it really hurts my neck and back! But we did it. Then we'll have to paint a second coating, and it'll be done like the other deck I helped paint. :3 Since no one else in my family can get near paint. ~_~ Those allergies...my poor mom, and my brother claims to react to the paint. I'm sure my brother's fine; he's just lazy. But my mom can't even go outside near the paint while it's fresh or else her face and eyes will start burning. *sigh* It's so horrible. Anyhoo, so my dad and I did that. I enjoy spending time with my dad when he's in a good mood. XD We watch the baseball games together, do dishes together, and usually banter about ridiculous things during those times, too. I don't like being around him when he's a total crab though, and that's very often! Yesterday I didn't do anything really. We had thunderstorms off and on all day...which I liked. I love the rain so much. :3 And thunder and lightning are fun, too. XD The baseball game was delayed due to rain for a couple of hours, but then it resumed and they didn't get anymore rain, but our area kept getting it! I like that. XD Then I can keep watching the game without it being rained out, but I can also enjoy the storms outside. Anyhoo, the game was exciting (we won), and there was this part that was really hilarious! I'll try to describe it more simply because some of you that don't know baseball might get confused. XD But um, our pitcher Jamie Moyer (he's 45, one of the oldest players currently in the MLB) was up to bat, and he decides to bunt. It looked like the catcher or their pitcher was going to get the ball and throw it easily to first base and get Moyer out, but they bumped into each other! So they totally messed up and couldn't even throw the ball right. XD So Moyer kept running around the bases, and he ran right into the umpire, pushing him down!! HAhaha. He like tackled the umpire (that's how bad a runner Moyer is) and then kept running. It was so hilarious. I wanted to show you a vid of that, but I don't know if I can find it! But it was just funny...cause the other team (the Pirates) made so many errors, and Moyer was able to do a great job and also make a scene with that poor umpire. XD Sorry if that made no sense~ you had to see it to understand it. Maybe. But yeah, so yesterday I didn't do much. I worked more on my vector, and it's almost done. :3 I still need to work on the scarf some more though...I'm not sure if I'm going to go with the color it is now. ~__~ I also need to do the shadows and highlights...and THEN the background. I've been trying to figure out what to do for the bg, but I'm afraid of what might look good...that it'll take way too much work. *sigh* I suck!! The other day on theO I posted some cloud photos that I took from that beautiful day! I took more, so you should look at them. Some of you already viewed them, but here they are and more again. Clouds 1 (new) Clouds 2 (new & fave) Clouds 3 Clouds 4 (using as desktop) Clouds 5 Clouds 6 Clouds 7 There you go! I hope you like them. :3 I also hope they work. XD And yes, I want to use them in a wallpaper some time, if not my current one. Umm...ok, I think I wasted enough of your time! I'm off to eat food and see if I got my manga orders and/or burst limit contest prize...if I don't get my prize soon, I'm going to PM adam again. -__- Okies, thanks so much for visiting me!! *hugs* You're the best. :3 Take care!

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Friday, August 8, 2008

Warning: thanks/cicada, dreams, world post, yesterday, vector, & dad

Hey, guys! :D So nice to see you again. XD (as if it's been so long...and as if I'm looking at you!) Thank you for the comments. ^_^ Several of you apologized for not commenting before, but don't worry...it was only one post. XD Sometimes I get people that come back after months of inactivity! Insane-san, it's nice to see a comment from you here finally. :3 It's ok that you don't visit much on MyO anymore...I don't mind. And Sesshlu, too! *hugs* Hehe, don't worry again! I like hearing from you whenever you can make it. <3 Thanks for the comments. ^^ It seems like A LOT of you (not all) have never seen a cicada before...or rather, where you live, they don't exist. :/ I thought they lived in more places, but I guess not! Well, they're rather ugly things! HERE is a pic of one if you want to see what landed on my face... Okies, well...hmm...yeah, another day. ~___~ This routine of having one day after the other will certainly happen for a LONG time, won't it? I wonder when I'll not actually think about that in-depth. Um, but yeah. I had more really weird dreams (of course) last night...and some were very disturbing because of the people in them! I hate having dreams with "friends" or people in general that were mean to me. I've had this girl in my dreams twice lately, and I thought I'd never see her again ever. This is a totally different person from whom I've told you about before. ^^; This girl is someone who's made my life a living hell ever since meeting her in elementary school...a bully, basically. >< Ugh! And then I had other weird parts...school-related. I hate that! I hate how it's getting closer to school time...and my mind knows it. *sigh* Anyhoo, I haven't checked the mail yet, but everyday I'm hoping to see my Burst Limit contest prize. :( And I also ordered some manga so I want that to come soon, too... I posted on theO last night. It was late, so I understand if you didn't read it...but some of you did, so thanks. ^_^ And Sayoko!! Now you've become a maniac, lolz. Thank you for going through my e-cards and commenting them all! I really appreciate it. :3 *hugs* If you didn't read that post, well, it's ok, but you should really see the pic I posted in there...hehe, of one of our pitchers on the Phillies. It's so amazing. XD I swear! He could be a ballerina! How do they do that?? Anyhoo, I also talked about my not getting my prize yet...and how people in high positions usually don't reply to things from the common folk. You know, like admins, celebrities, etc. I know, I understand that they can be busy...very BUSY and not have time for everything/everyone, but I just wanted some info about my package! I never got a confirmation of anything at all...he sent me a PM about getting my address, and that was it. :/ I hope it isn't lost in the mail... My head itches. I need a shower. D: I didn't get to take one last night. ~_~ Itchy!!! Ok, so yeah, what else to talk about? Yesterday...yesterday I did nothing! DUH!! I barely even watched the baseball game. It was a day game, and I missed most of it...good thing, too, because we lost! It was horrible. Aside from watching anime and playing video games...and being at the beck and call of my brother all the time, well, I did mostly nothing! I worked on my vector some more though, and I finished (most of) the outlines. :3 Now I just need to work on the details and come up with the colors...I suck at planning ahead things like that, so I guess I'll end up experimenting...unless you have any color ideas? Ritsuka's hair is a dark reddish purple, and so are his eyes, but I don't know what I should do with his coat and scarf~~ While working on that, I also chatted with some friends online...getting help with my vector, too. XD My dad was in a terrible mood all day...you could say he was depressed, or maybe it was just one of his usual crabby moods...but whatever it was, it wasn't fun. :( He was upset at everybody from the beginning of the day! Because Corey and I sleep late and come out of our rooms past noon (I do that because I'm on my computer, like now...posting...it's noon), so he was getting really mad! "You sleep the day away! I'm up at 5am already doing things, and you're all asleep. You waste everything...why would you sleep that long?" -__- And then the rest of the day, he was just not his usual self... But after dinner, I cheered him up some. I can do that somehow. We usually banter after dinner, while we're doing the dishes. XD So I made some fun and was able to cheer him up a little! He was trying to make a joke, but it was really one that he read in Reader's Digest, and he didn't think that I read that...but, haha! Little does he know that I read lots of things. XD So after he said his joke, I'm like, "You READ THAT in Reader's Digest! Hahahaha!!! It isn't yours!" So I got the magazine and showed him. It was funny. XD Then we talked about that waiter kid I haven't seen yet again and like what we'd do if I saw him...if I would try talking to him, or if the waiter guy would say anything either, since he's so shy. Hah. Then we got a little rain, but it was still kinda light out, so there was a rainbow!! Pretty!!! It was a full rainbow...I haven't seen one in SO long. ^_^ Um, and after that...my dad, brother, and I went out for some ice cream. That all put my dad in a better mood! Ok! Sorry for making this post long like usual. And boring, I'm sure. XD I don't see how reading about my days are ever any interesting, but you guys manage. Thank you so much! *hugs* I'll try to visit later, too, but sorry if I can't get to everyone. Have a good weekend!

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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Warning: thanks, day, chiropractor, yesterday, vector, rain/cicada, & amv

Aww, thank you guys so much for everything. :3 Your comments were all so sweet! And encouraging and rather long! It was nice. I love long comments. ^_^ Rachel, that was one of the longest comments I've gotten from you in a while! Usually they're just a few sentences. XD Thank you all for your comments about my previous friendship, and most of you gave me an idea of similar happenings to yourselves. :( It sucks, but I guess that's just the way of friendships. ~_~ They don't last forever, no matter how great they seem. ELVES!!! Welcome to my site! :D Wow, I'm super excited. *hugs* I'm so glad to have you as a friend. ^_^ Welcome! Kaisa, Meg, Sesshy, Cassie, and anyone else I haven't heard from in a while, welcome back. So nice seeing you again~ Thanks again for the comments! It's funny how sometimes my thanking paragraph is as long as some people's whole posts. XD I'm just too verbose when it comes to posting! Although most of you have gotten used to that...so if I dare write something shorter, it would worry you. ^^; Umm...so yeah...it's yet another day...another day. Amazing how days work. They just come and go, and we always accept that. :/ Somehow we all decided how long a day is and what it's like...and we're just going to keep going through them until we die. T__T And then what happens??? *sigh* Yeah, sorry~ I don't want to know. I'm so afraid. Anyhoo, I shouldn't talk about morbid things first off. XD Um, I'm tired...and I had more really strange dreams, and last night's all seemed long. Like they lasted forever and all connected. And they also seemed pretty real...but not...then again, that's dreams for ya. Don't worry. Today's post won't involve a long flashback. "Boo! Flashback episodes!!" Yeah, I guess that's what my last one was. O__o Today's will just be normal...and boring like usual. Yesterday we (mom, Corey, and I) went to the chiropractor. I didn't need to be fixed that much...but I went anyway. It can't hurt to be adjusted when you always have neck/back problems! So while I waited, with the big heat pack on my back and those tingly pads on my neck, the chiro went to see how Corey was. Well...so I was waiting...and waiting...and along came a fly! There was a fly in the room!! >< I got freaked out because all I heard was buzzing right next to me [I immediately think bee], but then I saw it was a fly...but I couldn't do much about it! Not with all this stuff on me and when I was told to just stay there. ~_~ So this fly kept buzzing around my ears, and it landed on my hand a few times. I tried swatting, but that was pretty useless...how annoying! And when the chiro came back, I told him about the fly, and he just made fun. XD I swear he's like a second father to us. Hahah. In the end, the fly lived... Until the next time!!! Stupid fly. Anyhoo, so after that...we went to this sporting goods store to try and find some shoes for me and/or my brother. Well, they didn't have anything good or in my size. :/ I did end up getting some sandals though--just those flip-flop kind. I haven't had a pair of those in years. They're pink and black and comfy. :3 While there, I was looking at the Phillies baseball merchandise...and they had a Victorino jersey/uniform (my favorite player on the team~~~~), but unfortunately it was too big. ;__; And way too much money. $90 for a shirt? No thanks. But Victorino!! <3333 I would pay for him. Hehe. Um, after that we went to BJ's (a big warehouse store) to buy food and whatnot...nothing special there. Then we went home! Watched some anime (Emily of New Moon, and finished Binchou-tan)...then Corey and dad went fishing, yay. I worked on my vector a little more. Here's the preview of what I have at the moment: Yeah. I'm not really completing him in a logical way. ^^; I went hair, face, eyes, turtleneck, some parts of the scarf, buttons, and then fur lining. XD So random. I don't know why I didn't complete his body's outline (rest of scarf and coat) first before those, but eh. I wanted to work on those buttons. ^^; This is the original scan I'm vectoring. Okies, anyhoo, so Derek (oldest bro) came over for dinner...and he was pretty depressed. :/ It's so easy to tell with him. He's usually in high spirits and joking around, but not this time. Apparently he was down about his job...he doesn't like it anymore, and he's tired of the daily grind. Cubicle work isn't fun, and he wants to get out of that normality. Poor thing. So he didn't have much fun with us. Later, when dad and Corey came back, we went in the jacuzzi...while it RAINED!! Like I didn't know it was raining until after I had my swimming suit on and going out there. XD But it didn't matter~~ I love the rain, and who can tell when you're in the water anyway? A little later, while in the jacuzzi, I felt something smack me on the neck! I thought that my brother had thrown something at me (who knows what), so I wiped whatever it was off and glared at him. Well, he didn't do anything! So I looked what I panickingly (that's not a word) smacked off...and it was a cicada!!! O___O I thought it was some beetle that flew at me at first, but then I saw...no, it was a freaking huge cicada that dive-bombed me. It scared the crap out of me!! T__T And so I was freaking out the rest of the time. It hurt, too. XD So I had my brother get it out of the water and put it somewhere, but of course...being my brother, he put it ON MY GLASSES. *rolls eyes* Eww. Yeah...err, the rest of the night was spent watching our losing baseball game. -__- Yeah, we lost, darn. Can't be perfect! We'll win today then! I hope. Okies...that's all, I guess. I'll put an amv in here for once. It's an Oofuri one that i found the other day. I wubs it a lot. THANK YOU for visiting me. *hugs* I think this post might've been longer than usual? I don't know. Maybe not. I never know. Sorry if it is and it was a waste of your time. :( Thanks for sticking with me. *hugs* I'll try to visit when I can. Take care!

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Monday, August 4, 2008

Warning: thanks. watch out for a trip down bad friend memory lane...

Heyo~~ Thank you for the great comments. It's felt like a while since being here. XD I know, it's just been the usual weekend, but I don't think I was online as much as I usually am this time! But anyhoo, thank you for the comments. ^_^ Welcome back to anyone that hasn't been here in a while! Yes, I appreciated your comments about the mailbox vandals...we haven't done anything about that yet. Nothing else bad has happened, so we figure it's all ok. ^^;; We hope. I see lots of you already saw Dark Knight and loved it, others will see it, and some of you don't want to see it which is fine! I see your point Twist-chan. *nods* That would be a good reason not to see it. :3 It is stressful when you think of those things. ^^; Anyhoo, arigatou again to everyone that visited! Was that shorter? Yes, shorter than usual thanking...but you guys know I love ya. XD It's just that I woke up later than usual today. At least 10 minutes later...yet when I woke up, it felt like it should've been an hour earlier! I looked at my clock expecting it to be around 10 something, but then it was 11:22! O__o It gets so late so quickly. Everyday...there isn't enough time in the day. ~_~ Ugh. My dreams last night were really weird as always...very strange, yet they felt real. So when I woke up from them, it was almost like I should've been...I don't know, back in my dreams. Strange school ones and one where I was in Toys R Us trying to find gifts for these kids...it was odd. I'd go into details, but I don't have time for that. XD Plus, I don't think you really care! Last night, while trying to sleep, my mind was so incredibly hyperactive. It just wouldn't shut up. And this time it was thinking about previous friends! [memory] Well, mainly this one friend (IRL). She's the one I've probably mentioned before...we were best friends in middle school; no one could separate us. We met in 7th grade in English class, and since then we were best buds. She was the only friend I ever went to the beach with, and during one of those summers, I went over her house almost every week. We had so much fun together...but then when high school came, she changed. She gained new friends, and suddenly I was shoved aside. She would feign interest in me, when I would obviously be depressed during class with her...when she'd just be talking with her "new" friends. She was the only friend that ever gave me a nickname other than some shortening of my real name (like Kels)...it was Kou. And she would call me that all the time, and she even called me an Angel. ;__; All that didn't matter then... We used to have this notebook that we shared. We would pass it back and forth, writing things in it...like what we did that day, or things about our crushes. We had so much fun. ^^; Now I'll never see that notebook again....she had it last, and ever since she screwed me over and told me that I was annoying and not good enough to be her friend, we haven't really talked. I'm sure that Hello Kitty notebook is long gone; she probably threw it away. Yeah, she was really mean to me...I thought we were still friends, and I thought that we could still be friendly with each other, but when she told me how she really felt...that was it for me. That new group of friends took her over and made me look like the whiny selfish person. She told me stuff like that. She said a lot of mean things! That was in either 9th or 10th grade...since then we haven't really talked. One time in senior year I saw her, and we tried to talk, but it was too hard...whenever we'd see each other in the hall, I'd look away. *sigh* Why am I reminiscing like this???? I DON'T KNOW. You guys probably don't care. It's just I was thinking of this stuff last night...and how maybe i should try contacting her again...for good times' sake and see how she's doing. She was going through major depression last time I heard, and she wasn't even at graduation last year (2 years now I guess...)...so I wonder how she is. It's just that my mind and memory works in strange ways, and it decides to bring up the stupidest stuff at odd times when I don't want to remember things. So last night I basically went through our whole friendship...the good times and then bad. ^^; And now I'm just typing it out to get it out of my system...sorry...have you ever had friendships like that? Ones that were so great but then totally crushed you? Ones that made you jealous or feel left-out...and then think, "Why bother with friends??" That's what she and another friend did to me...*sigh* [/memory] I shouldn't be thinking of these things!! >< I'm really sorry for wasting your time. Back to my usual posting...but don't worry, I won't make it much longer. Um, so this weekend was boring. I didn't do anything...seriously. I didn't go out of the house once. I stayed home and did nothing everyday. Watched anime (current favorite is this short series called "Binchou-tan"; it's really sweet and cute, and short like I said), played video games (I'm almost done Persona 3), and went on the computer. I made that new e-card the other day, which I guess I'll put in this post, too, but most of you have already seen it. :3 So thanks for that! And yesterday I started a new vector. It's going to be like my last one, from a black and white manga scan of Ritsuka from Loveless. XD You can see the preview of what little I have HERE. And here's the card. (I already showed it off on theO, but if you don't frequent there...then yeah) I've been reading the manga (really Manhwa, Korean manga) Demon Diary. It's actually quite good! It's older (one of Tokyopop's first releases), and I've had it sitting on my shelf for about 4 years. XD I got the whole series in a big manga lot a few years ago from Ebay, along with a lot of others...I bought it mainly for Descendants of Darkness, so I haven't really read anything else I got from it. ^^;; But now I'm finally out of my new manga, so I decided to pick it up and read! It's really good, and I love the art style. The one demon guy in it, Eclipse, is really sexy, too. ^_~ Hehe. How could I have not read this before?? Bishies were just asking to be ogled! XD Hah, anyhoo....that was random! But I have nothing else to talk about. Unless you want to hear that our baseball team won 2 out of the 3 games against the St.Louis Cardinals this weekend. <3 Yayz. I don't know what's up for today...probably nothing... Sorry to waste your time like this! *hugs* But I'll end your suffering here. Thank you for visiting me and for reading my nonsensical reminiscence about a crappy friendship...it's like you were just reading what went on my mind mind last night. ^^; Sorry. *hugs* But thank you again. I'll try to visit today when I can. Take care!

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Friday, August 1, 2008

Warning: thanks, sleep/dreams/friends, mailbox incident, Batman, & cards

Hello! Hah, yeah...the site of wonders...sure! Well, thank you for returning anyway! ^_^ *hugs* Thanks for all the comments before. Sparkle-chan!! WELCOME! I'm so happy to have you as a friend now. :D I hope you'll like visiting me, and I'll visit you when I can, too. Yup, long posts. XD Wow, I'm looking at your comments now, and they're all so wonderfully long! And I got ones from new friends and ones that haven't visited in a while, like Emmah, chezaswulf, I am manga, Angelbest, Yug!! Goodness. XD It's a party! And every other sweet friend of mine. I <3 you guys so much! Haha, Manga-san, yes, my posts are those of a girl. XD I'm glad you can tell! But true, I find that guys and girls on MyO really post differently. Anyhoo, thanks again for everything. Okies. So last night's sleep was like the others'! I'm trying to not take a full sleeping pill, and I've actually slept using a half. See, even though I'm still taking the pill...it doesn't matter! Because before, a half wouldn't do a thing for me! I'd still be awake all night...so I'm thinking maybe I'm getting better. ;D Maybe I won't even have to take sleeping pills soon! Just one step at a time...I may not be getting as good sleep, but that's totally normal. ^^; My body needs to get used to not being force-fed sleeping chemicals. XD I sure had strange dreams last night though! Well, not that STRANGE, but they weren't good...duh, they were school-related though. ~_~ Every summer, as school draws near, I have more and more school dreams...and they're always so stressful. I was lost, and I didn't know where I was going, and I didn't have any food or money for lunch...but I was walking around with this dog that was supposed to be Gage, and I was trying to find George to return him. :/ [If you don't know who they are--George is this handicapped man that takes classes at my college, and Gage is his guide dog; we've become friends.] So yeah, my dream was weird and realistic but not at the same time... I've also been having friends of my past turn up in dreams...and I really DON'T like that. The other night, I had 2 girls that have tormented me since elementary school pop up in my dream...waking up from that sickened me. And last night I had some more people from previous years be there. *sigh* Stupid brains!!! Why do they remember things like that and persist to torture us! Like I keep thinking about these 2 ex-friends that I used to have so much fun with...I can't remember a lot of friends' voices, but theirs I can...and now it just makes me sad or angry to hear them. Their laughs...it sickens me... Sorry about that. Little trip down stupid memory lane. Moving that aside...umm...yesterday! Yesterday, a lot of things (kind of) happened! First off, I checked the mail! *ooooh!! exciting* But what's different about it? Well, our mailbox was bent! It was bent in and there was a streak of silver...aka the paint was scraped off [our mailbox is black] right across the front of it. "Huh, I don't remember it looking like that...maybe dad did something to it, accidentally hit it?" Well, noooo...that's not the case! I totally forgot about this mailbox oddity until later in the day, when I asked dad and mom about it. Dad said he had no clue! But he found a bit ROCK lying on the side of the road, on our yard...and lo' and behold, it had black paint streaked across on side. Now then, little detectives, what does that mean? That SOMEONE took that rock and threw it, or ran it along, our mailbox! Vandalism, anyone?? My dad was so angry to find that out. See, there are these neighbors...that have golf carts, and they let their kids drive them around...well, my dad caused some trouble for them by not allowing them to drive on our yard (duh, it's our property, get off it, kids)...and we think that they've had a grudge against us ever since for that. We have no clue who did this to our mailbox, but we're guessing it was them. >_> We could call the police...but they wouldn't do anything. "Oh, so some paint was scraped off your mailbox! Ah, a little dent...no problem. What can we do?" *rolls eyes* I just hope that whoever did this, isn't looking to destroy more of our stuff... Back to yesterday! I finally got to see the DARK KNIGHT!!!! *___* It was...awesome!!!! A little too long, but I can't complain~~ The action was amazing...and Heath Ledger as the Joker was superb!! It's just sad that he died...so sad. While watching the movie, I tried to soak in every part of his...and think, why couldn't he still be alive? Why did he have to die? It really makes you more angry. XD At least me! But it definitely makes you appreciate the movie more! I had to go to the bathroom SOOOOOoooo badly throughout most of the movie. I didn't know it'd be so long. XD But I didn't want to get up and go because I didn't want to miss anything. ^^;; So, I kinda felt sick later...stupid bladder, but I guess it was worth it! Hah. I didn't think I'd like the movie so much because I couldn't stand the last one, but I guess it was all because of the Joker~ [to me, it felt like Batman was the side character!] So yeah, I recommend it if you haven't seen it already. :3 When we got home, my mom discovered this thing on my wrist! I didn't notice it all day...but it's this really red bump, like a bug bite. :/ I'm guessing that's what it is...a bug bite...cause it itches, but it's just weird cause I didn't notice it all day! And it's right where I wear my watch, so like how the F did it get there??? Ah well. Um, later that night I made a new e-card. That's 2 cards in 2 days! Wow, I'm on a roll. XD It's a gift for Steph (Magnus)~~ Since she loves Tyki so much. ^^ And my previous card was of Ritsuka from Loveless...so you can check whichever you haven't seen yet, if you want. Thank you to those that already did!! *hugs* If you're interested in our baseball news. XD Our Phillies have been winning again finally! We've won 4...or 5 now? Games in a row, so we're back in first place~ It's been great. :3 As for today, I don't know what I'm doing! Probably nothing, but I feel like I should do something...this summer seemed like such a waste. ^^; Going out once a week or 2 isn't very healthy, I imagine. Whatever. I think this is all from me...I should stop writing so much!! These always take me at least a half hour to write. So thank you for taking the time to read them!! *hugs* I'll try to visit more today~ Sorry if I don't. Take care!!

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Warning: thanks, sleep, days/school, dinner, brothers, wp, & sorry

Helloz! *hugs* Welcome yet again to my site of wonders. XD No, not really. There isn't much in the way of wonders around here! But thank you for visiting anyway. Thanks a ton for the comments. I adored every one, of course. :3 I now have a new friend, so yay~ Welcome Zackerz (or should I call you Sayoko?) to my site. It's great that I'm still getting new friends here on MyO. Yes, long posts, you'd best be prepared for them. ^^; Sesshy, nice hearing from you again! You should know by now that my posts are this long! XD And to hear from Gi-chan, Jungy, and Imasyon again in such a short time is amazing~ Welcome back. *hugs* And thank you many times over to everyone else that commented! Yup, my parents have been married for 34 years! You all said it was a long time, and I guess you're right. You don't see many people staying married for much over 5 years these days. :/ So yeah, thanks for all the comments! I'm not feeling as tired today. Although I might feel more tired later, I'm not feeling as dragging like my other mornings after taking a full sleeping pill. That's because I only took HALF of one last night, and even though it took me a long time to fall asleep, and I only slept for like hour intervals...I slept. And that's an accomplishment for me...to not take a full pill and be able to sleep some. I'm trying to wean myself off of them and get back to natural sleep. I don't even think the half a pill did anything so maybe it was all just me and my will power? If so, then I'm psyched~ Unfortunately, it'll be a rough road to natural sleep! Nights of bad sleep (like last night) or no sleep...but I'll somehow manage...and then my body and mind better just listen to me and sleep, darn it! Agh...my head itches. D: I need a shower. XD I didn't get to take one last night because I didn't have time, so now I'm paying the price! Going in the jacuzzi almost every day makes you feel like not taking a shower because it's like, "Well, I was just in some hot water...which was almost like a bath...didn't that count??" Obviously not, but darn it, I wish it did. Haha. Maybe that's just me and my horrible hygiene habits. Umm...so yeah...I guess I'll talk about yesterday! First I'll say that Monday and Tuesday seriously disappeared. I don't know where they went. :/ WHERE did they go?? Especially monday. I kept thinking yesterday was monday...but no...it wasn't. Darn, and it's almost August...school...nooooo...*sigh* I don't even want to think about it! And yet I'm kind of looking forward to it...nooo...I didn't want to say that!! I'm not really looking forward to school at all, but I kinda want to have something to do! Maybe that's the true meaning of summer--to bore us students out of our minds so that we want to go back to school and become busy again. I know I'll hate it when I'm amidst the projects and papers again, but right now, they don't sound half bad. Oh, it's not like I'm bored. I'm never really bored...it's just that the things I'm doing now make me feel unproductive...like I'm not doing anything that's worth the time. But that's just me and my stupid thinking. So anyhoo! Back to yesterday. Nothing happened. Well, nothing all day until dinner. We went out to eat at this fancy restaurant to celebrate my parents' anniversary. Derek came with his girlfriend Susan, too. That was kind of unnerving, like it always is, because we don't like "intruders" in our family. XD Like it's always hard having other people with us while eating! Even though she's his girlfriend, and she's really sweet, and who knows, maybe they'll get married one day, and she'll be my sister-in-law...but still! We can't really act the same, talk about what we'd like, or not talk at all. Conversation has to keep on flowing...to not make her feel awkward. Anyhoo, the restaurant was nice, but I didn't like it much because it was so high-brow feeling. The waitress was so serious, and to me, it almost seemed rude. She was more like a robot...and she never smiled. Gawd, what I'd do for that cute waiter guy at the other restaurant...I want to see him again... The food was ok, but it was way too expensive. -__- Derek paid for our parents' food, and he was in total shock after that because of the high price. My dad was still mad at him from this incident that happened before so he was all serious business-talk the entire time...I hate that. I hate how my dad seems to hold grudges, and it's usually over the stupidest things, and then he just explodes at once. And my brothers, they never talk to each other. Not once did they say a word to one another at the table. D would talk to Suze (girlfriend), and Corey would either be silent or talk to me...and after dinner, Corey seemed like he was jealous or mad about D and his girlfriend. He even tried to compete by buying us ice cream. I guess that's the only want he'll be "generous" at all...if Derek does something like that, and then he needs to feel better than him. I wish my brothers actually talked like normal siblings...I wish they got along...every spoken word sounds more like a jab. *sigh* Yeah. Um, anyhoo, off that topic...as I've mentioned before, Oli-chan (sweetdevil) and I collaborated on a wallpaper. :D I submitted it to theO yesterday, so please check it out! Lots of you already did, and she and I thank you very much! *hugs* Ooh, theO's upgraded the "sharing" aspect of artwork! Now they finally have the prewritten html code for us to use~ Awesome. And have you seen the gifts? It's so cute! Too bad we can only send 3 per month...which sucks. I have so many wonderful friends I want to send them to. :( Thanks to those that already sent me some. I have 4 "gifts" now in my portfolio--2 happen to be cupcakes, and the other 2 are the little bunny or dog or whatever it is. XD I love how you guys think the same (stixx, oli-chan, meagan, saku-chan). So yes, thank you. :3 Umm...let's see...oh, sorry I didn't visit much yesterday. Because of going out to eat, I really didn't get to be on the computer at all. I'm so sorry. I'll try better today. Sorry~~ This post seems to go on forever, doesn't it? I'll stop now. Sorry for my lack of comments and my long boring posts! I'm amazed that anyone still comes here. ^^; Thank you. *hugs* Take care!

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Monday, July 28, 2008

Warning: I'm tired of warning people. XD

Thankies, thank you for the comments! You're all such wonderful friends. It seems like a lot of you had troubles with commenting one way or another though. It seems that the comment boxes dislike the use of the angry emoticon (>_<) and anything else with that first character (>) more than ever! Or maybe it's the other one that gives it trouble and decides to erase everything? Well, regardless, some friends keep having comments cut off! *hugs* Jungy!! I've missed you sooooo much! My dear! It's been forever since your last visit, and here I'm your wife. XD I hope to hear more from you than those cut off comments. *hugs* And other people--welcome back! Mami-chan, Gi-chan again, Anna-chan, and capture! :D Thank you all for commenting again, and same to my other sweet friends that did as well. I love you guys! Yet again, I got up a tad earlier to make sure to have enough time to post, but...that plan failed! How'd it get so late already?? -__- It's amazing, seriously, how time flies without knowing...I emailed a short email to Stixx, I visited AP and commented on one wallpaper, checked comments on theO and here (read them all), and then a half-hour goes by! So much for being earlier! *rolls eyes* I guess I really do need to wake up more towards 10:30 instead of past 11...but it's just so hard to get up! Laying in my bed in the morning just is too comfortable. It's a nightmare at night, at bedtime, when I'm supposed to be sleeping...but after taking my sleeping pill [yes, that's why I'm able to have dreams] and then sleeping through the night, I never want to wake up. The pills have this like residual sleepy effect, where you feel like falling back to sleep whenever you wake up. ~_~ If only I could feel like that naturally at night... I have all these emails from friends that I have yet to reply to. I feel so bad, but I'm incredibly lazy, and I don't make time for them. Days and days go by, and I don't even realize it. Like I said, this summer is zooming by, and I feel like I haven't done a thing! It's terrible!! And my taking a week in between replying to friends that might want to do things doesn't help. It's like I'm afraid of social events. I always reject offers to come over or whatever, and I even feel bad after going on theO's chatroom now! I make a fool of myself one way or another, and it's stupid...I feel like I'm wasting more and more time when I talk with people...like I'm not doing something productive. That's what this summer has been, a waste! Before I know it, it's nighttime again, and I need to waste more time by trying to sleep. It's like WHERE did my day go?? *sigh* I do the same things everyday, and it's not like I dislike that (heck, I love staying home), but at the same time it makes me depressed that I'm not experiencing life at all. Umm. Ok, enough of that for now. I could probably ramble on more about my morbid thoughts on life, but I won't. ^^;; I shall talk about this weekend! Okies, well then...Saturday was my parents' anniversary. 34 years? I think...I think they've been married for 34 years. Wow. That's a long time! It wasn't much like other anniversary's because there were essentially no gifts. We kids are totally useless when it comes to buying gifts, so no one got them anything [I made them a card at least! My brothers did nothing, and they have jobs and money...], and my parents didn't give each other anything either. :/ That's totally different. Usually there's some big gift from dad like jewelry or something, but they were lazy this time. We didn't go out to eat yet either...we were supposed to go tonight, but the restaurant is close on mondays, so probably tomorrow. Oh, my dad did get mom flowers, but she can't have them because she got one of her wretched reactions. To flowers now? Heavens! Paint, chemicals of any kind, newly built houses, basically anything with an odor, and now flowers?? My poor mommy. It's like she can't go anywhere without having her face and eyes burn...how stupid... Yesterday, well, we had some thunderstorms. Our electricity went out for a tiny bit, but luckily it came back on. I was able to go online and chat with Oli-chan to continue working on our wallpaper collab. It's almost done. :3 It looks really great~ We make an awesome pair! So yeah, I worked on that for most of yesterday, but the rest of yesterday was spent watching baseball. XD Yeah, of course. Just like saturday! We won both games!! And both we were down and losing terribly, and I felt so depressed when we were, but we miraculously came back from the dumpsters. Saturday's we won 10-9 after being down 3-9, and yesterday, we won 12-10 after being down 0-5!! Hah! You can read about our team and that stuff here if you want. If you care at all about baseball, which most of you do not. XD Sorry. Umm...other than that, I didn't do much, but I gotta say that our winning those really boosted my mood! I feel ridiculous that watching a team win a sports game makes me happy. ^^; And I don't know how much that'll happen these days...and ugh, I just get into my slumps so often now, especially when I have to be with my brother all the time on his days off (monday, tuesday, thursday). Okies, I'll end here with an amv. It's just the Oofuri opening song (extended). Yeah, sorry~ I'm a Mihashi/Oofuri fanatic these days. Thank you, baseball. XD Thank you for visiting! *hugs* I love you friends all so much...I hope you know that. I hope that you don't mind when I'm unable to comment as much. Like this weekend...well, lately, I haven't been getting to everyone like I should. I'm sorry. :( I'm sorry...I get anti-social a lot these days. ~_~ *hugs* Thanks and sorry again. Take care!

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