Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Warning: quicker post...but is it shorter??

Hello and thanks a ton for your wonderful comments. :3 *hugs* I <3 you guys so much. Thanks for all the help with my dog's problem and also with my computer problem! Derek is going to do his best to try and salvage my computer...I'm sure he can do something about it, but thanks again for your tips. As for Totoro, well, he's not a puppy for one...he's 8 years old, and it's like he's reverting back to being a puppy! Yes, he's very attached to my dad; they're sleeping buddies. He always likes taking naps with him (my dad naps a lot..), so yeah, he misses him at night...why'd my dad have to move his bed down there?? Anyhoo, thank you all for everything. *hugs* And nice to see those I haven't seen in a while...although I don't think there were many. This post is going to be fast...short....yeah....I'm really tired. I basically just woke up, and it's past noon right now. So I should probably not be on the computer...I should be eating! But I feel like I must at least post now or else some of you might get worried. Eh, some of you might not care...actually, most of you probably wouldn't. ^^; Sorry. So yeah, last night totally sucked. We had Totoro trying to sleep in my mom's room, like he did the night before, and that worked out kind of ok...but last night he would hear noises (we did, too) and start barking like crazy! Each time, it'd scare me [I wasn't asleep...but TRYING to sleep, as usual], and I'd think "Poor mommy, having to be in the same room as him!" Later, around 2 something in the morning, I heard this weird beeping sound! T__T I didn't know what it was, but it sure scared me! And then Totoro started barking more, the kind of bark as if there were someone outside. Well, I went into mom's room and asked what was going on...she didn't know either. We didn't hear anything else, and I found out it was 3am. -__- After petting Totoro some more, I went back to bed...afraid...after all, what were those noises?? I took my sleeping pill then, but I was still scared cause I started hearing this long rumbling noise...almost like when a plane flies overhead, but it lasted forever. So my overactive mind started worrying about, "What if it's a UFO?? What if someone's out there trying to kill us?" *sigh* So I finally fell asleep...but after being very paranoid and scared. I'm alive and in tact right now, so I guess nothing bad happened, thank goodness. Umm...yesterday...Corey got up early to go fishing with a friend of his from work [I KNOW! That's even rarer than me going out with friends]. He was gone for most of the day, and in the afternoon, mom, dad, and I went out to do some errands. Post office, Staples, and this pet store to get Totoro a new bed and collar. We were hoping the new bed would help him sleep...but it obviously didn't last night! He really likes his new bed though. :3 It's so cute. He likes laying on it a lot...it's soooo adorable! And he likes his new collar, too. I picked out this one that's white with different colored polka dots (brown, orange, green, pink). :D I wanted to get him this bright pink one, but haha...my dad wouldn't stand for it. "We don't want a gay dog!" Too late; he's already gay for my brother. Yesterday I also set up an auction for my mom. She's been wanting to sell some of her handbags/purses, and so first my dad set it up...and it looked horrible! No one would want to buy it! So bland, and I reread what he wrote, and ugh...he had spelling mistakes everywhere, even in the title. -__-; So I had to revise it...edit it...so then it's all nice and consumer-friendly. :D People would think that it was a fake imitation one, instead of the real thing if they read: "Tubita bag from Mordstroms" instead of "Tulita bag from Nordstrom." Yeah, my dad was that bad. :/ So now there's something else wrong with it though...we're confused...apparently it sold, but for a lower price than she had listed. She had the "best offer" option set, but she never agreed to a best offer! She never got one! So who knows...very strange, but I guess she'll have to settle for this lower price? Boo. That sucks. Ok, last thing...I made an e-card the other day, as a birthday gift for my friend ichitaka05. He likes it, so yay. :3 Some of you already commented, so thanks a lot for that! If you haven't seen it, you can click here. Thankies. *hugs* I should stop this post now...it's almost 12:30! I need some food, and my back hurts. Ugh, everything hurts. I still haven't gone to the chiropractor. Anyhoo, thanks so much for visiting me...sorry if this post was really short or even too long than you thought! I'll try to visit when I can. Take care!

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Monday, June 30, 2008

Warning: thanks, totey problems, weekend, today, & sorry

Hey, guys! How are all of you doing? Thanks for the comments!! ^_^ You're the bestest...yes, I said bestest. You are and same with the friends that are on theO! *tackles and hugs Aya back* Girl, it's been so long!! I've missed you, although we texted some...but still!! *hugs* Welcome back to...hm...it doesn't seem like anyone else has been absent for a while. XD I guess that's...good? I do have a welcome to Go-san; I didn't know that people that are new and only have an account on theO could comment here on MyO, too. I totally didn't know that. O__o Coolness. And yeah, xaos, that's why I could thank and welcome your mom. :3 Steph, your comment was very insightful since it seems like I'm more like you in another way, too! But not quite about the guns; yes, they were real handguns and whatnot. ^^; Yug, wow, you commented again! It seems like a record! *hugs* And thank you to everyone else that gave me advice and everything~ Hmmm...*sigh* I can't look in the mirror. It's too hideous. -__- My one eye definitely looks like it's got a black eye [that sounded really repetitive, sorry]...if only I could just sleep right. So lately, sleeping has been even more of a trouble...because of our dog! Because of Totoro. Well, because of him and my dad. See, Totoro sleeps in my dad's room, which is right across from mine, and he used to sleep on his bed and be fine. But then Totey (nicknames--he has a lot) would annoy my dad too much like that so we started putting him in his cage in there...but THEN he got into this wild mode of jumping up and down and really being obnoxious to get out! Well, my dad had enough of that so he moved his sleeping area to the guest room downstairs, leaving Totey to have his old room all to himself. Well, our dog doesn't like that...he misses having his daddy in the room!! So every night since my dad has done that, Totes has been a freaking wild man! Barking, whining, moving his cage, jumping up and down, and panting like crazy. He does that until 2 AM at least...and I have to put up with it! So each night we've been trying to do something different to ease him...but nothing works--he's like worse than a spoiled baby. Yeah, so my dog is crazy...we've always found him to be neurotic. ^^; Ugh. Anyhoo, let's see...on friday, we saw the movie with Adam Sandler, Don't Mess with the Zohan. :D It was actually quite good! Sure, some things weren't necessary, but it was pretty funny overall. We were either going to see that or the Love Guru with Mike Myers...but I'm not sure if I want to see that movie so much; kinda looks TOO ridiculous. Um, as for the rest of the weekend, it wasn't unusual...just did nothing for the most part. As I mentioned before though, and in my post on theO, my desktop computer (the one I use mostly to visit and to make wallpapers since that's the one with Photoshop) is slowly dying. It's been messing up all the time...it's pretty old, so it probably needs a new something or other. And unfortunately, that new something or other might entail the removal of, well, a lot of important files!! Such as my Photoshop! T__T If something happens to it, I'll never have it again...since the disc we had is long gone and destroyed...so unless things get fixed [my oldest brother D is helping], or I can manage to pay hundreds of dollars for a new PS, then I don't know if I'll have it again... So yeah, D came over last night to try and help me with the computer. The problems all started when I wanted to use my freaking tablet! I plugged it in, and then the computer shut down and tried to restart on its own...which never worked anyway. *sigh* How stupid. Don't computers annoy you?? I mean, they're the best things ever, but at the same time they're very annoying and depressing! Boo. Err...other than that, yesterday was boring as well. I totally don't remember most of the day, well, more like I didn't feel like I was living for most of the day. :/ I hate that feeling. I just walk around in a daze...kinda doing things but not really feeling like I'm doing them. Another baseball game lost; we won the night before, but yesterday we sucked again. Our poor Phillies. Today, well, today Corey wanted to go...you guessed it, game shopping AGAIN. Every week GameStop sends out these coupons for something, and almost every week my brother wants to use them and buy more. It's so annoying! And also, remember how he can never find a "comfortable" chair? So he ruins the others? Well, now he wants to try out MY chair that I use. I'll only let him use it once because I don't want him messing with it and then thinking that it's his because it's not. Jerk. Also today, we're supposed to finally have these workmen out to work on building our deck. We've been waiting for the approval for months. Lazy bums. ~_~ I want to go back to that restaurant and see that waiter kid again...though he might not even be there still...jeez, I wonder why I'm still thinking of him. I only saw him that one time, and that's it! Once and I TRY to picture him and think of him often. How ridiculous...^^; *sigh* Well, this post has gotten way too long, don't you agree? I'm so sorry..it was also rather boring! I'd put an amv here, but I can't find a good one at the moment~ Thanks so much for your comments and everything. *hugs* I'll do my best to visit when I can, too...I'll just have to use my laptop more often, which is bothersome. Thanks, sorry for the long post, and have a good day!

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Friday, June 27, 2008

Wah, how'd it get so late?? -__- Well, anyhoo, hello, hello, and thank you so much (of course) for your comments!! It's great to read them; I really do love hearing from you guys. :D Seeing as I don't really talk to friends "IRL," you guys are my life! ^^; Thankies for the comments about everything...how I'm feeling, the minute details of the day, and even things on AMV's! Yug, Saijinto, Lory, welcome back my friends! It's been a while. Well, Lory, I've heard from you on theO but not here much so thanks! *hugs* And I have a new friend, C ko. :3 She's super new and only has a VV account...and she's...xaos's mommy! Isn't that cool?? So please welcome her if you go on theO, ok? Thanks! Hmm...let's see...not sure what else to say, so I'll stop here. Arigatou~ Yes, it's late again. How? I woke up a little earlier and I got on the computer over 20 minutes ago, so where did that time go?? Well, I guess I was just wasting it by looking at other things. :/ Emails, theO (I try to comment some art first), AP...see, I do all those things first before posting here! Is that bad? Maybe I should post first to make sure I have enough time...but then...what if by going on those sites first I come across something to talk about? Hmm. Oh well. This really isn't a life or death situation, ne? Anyhoo, I'm tired as usual...and I again woke up thinking, "Great...another day in the life of Kelsey..." *rolls eyes* I hope today will be a better day. Some of you read my post on theO yesterday, and I'm grateful for that. Your sweet words really touched me. :3 Yes, I wrote a post yesterday, and I was super depressed over certain things! I'd love if you could read it please. I have some other things in there as well. Oh, I'm still feeling pretty crappy. I just hope today isn't one of those staring into the abyss days...you know, where you don't even feeling like doing things, let alone blinking? First thing I want to say is, well, it's a request! I'd like for you to visit my friend, ichitaka05. He's new to theO as well. He's super new. XD He's a friend from AP that I met, and I've somehow got him to create an account here, too! He's really nice; I won't promise that he'll comment much or update a lot, but he's just nice. He's the guy that went to Japan and bought me that Oofuri fanbook, remember? :3 He and I are the only ones posting on the Oofuri thread on AP's forum. XD It's so funny yet sad. He's Japanese but lives in the US, and his English is pretty rusty...so when you read the things he writes, do your best. Choppy English, yay. :D So I kinda wrote about yesterday on theO, but I'll mention some of it here, too. Mom, Corey, and I went to the mall. Oh, wait, before that...the day before (wednesday), my brother and I went game shopping again...yeah...cause he had a coupon. So we bought 5 DS games (got 20% off); most of them were supposed to be ones that I wanted, but he ended up getting 3/5 instead. Oh well. I don't care. Anyhoo, back to yesterday...we went to the mall, and yeah, went in more game stores. -__- I am SO tired of that. When will he stop buying games?? Sure, I love video games, too, but I don't feel the need to have every single one. And the thing is that he asks me if I want one; "don't you want this game?" No...not really...but he gets it anyway and tells mom, "Kelsey got these games. They're for her to play, so pay me back." *sigh* Um, other than that, we went to Borders, and I didn't get anything. Their manga selection in this mall isn't as good as the other one. After that, we went to Staples to look for another computer chair for Corey (he ruins them...rips them apart because they're "uncomfortable"), and then we went to this little grocery store. Not much else happened. :/ So what made yesterday crappy? My paranoia! I'm not saying that I have paranoia or that I'm paranoid often...i don't think...but, ugh, it sure feels that way. There were all these rude guys around these past few days going out, and I swear that every thing they said or did was to make fun of me. This is why I don't like going out of the house. -__- I always feel like anyone that looks at me is thinking bad things about me...and if I here someone laugh or talk when I go by, I think that they're making fun of me. Meagan, thanks for your comment already to this predicament of mine! So you take meds for this? Aww. :( Well, see, I don't think I could...my mom doesn't think that meds will help mental problems like this or depression. "It's all in your mind!" or "We family are here to help you. You shouldn't rely on other people or drugs to heal you." She thinks that if I talk to other people about my problems (like I'm actually doing every time I post here) that I don't trust her to take care of me...I feel bad though...because I'm usually not honest with my feelings with her..."Are you ok?" I answer with, "Yeah...just tired..." when I'm really feeling depressed. It's just that she always confronts me with the question of "Why?" when I say how I'm really feeling. Well, I can't answer why. Duh. Anyhoo, last night, dad and I went out and got some ice cream and looked for fireworks...but we couldn't find any. So we just got our ice cream, and then he takes me into this hunting/fishing store! T__T There were dead stuffed animals everywhere...even a wolf. *sigh* It was so sad. And there was a section with guns...it seems so easy to buy one. Ugh, and the worker guys there were so scary!! I swear, they were all staring at me, too; I didn't look like the type to be hunting. I never want to anyway. XD my dad went in there for some fishing lures...those were in the back, so I had to go through some more displayed dead animals to get there. .___. After that little trip, we went home...for a second I thought my dad was going to take me to that restaurant and have me stare at the waiter kid. Teehee. I wish. Sorry, this post is getting rather long, ne? I didn't mean to write this much. I kind of went off on some tangents! I even have more I could say, but I should really stop. So here's an amv. It's "Goodnight and Go" by Imogen Heap. I love her music so much!! It's with Air. Enjoy! Thanks soooo much for putting up with me! This was a long post. I don't expect many comments since MyO looks kind of desolate today...it's fine though. *hugs* I visited a lot of you yesterday, and I hope to do better today, too. Have a great weekend!

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Warning: thanks, bleh, yesterday, World/today, & sorry

Thank you, thank you for the comments. *hugs* You're all so sweet. :3 I don't know what I'd do without you...well, I DO know...and I don't think it would be that great of a life, honestly! Well, I appreciate your comments a ton. I'm glad you like my new avi, e-card, and everything else. And sorry for mentioning so much BL in my last post because I know that not everyone likes shonen-ai, and that's totally fine. Caprisha, yes, you were right! That song is from Soul Caliber~ Stixx had it on her site a while back, and it reminded me of how pretty it is! So I put it on my playlist, too. Welcome back friends that haven't been here...like Fox, Twist, Rachel, Hardluck, and Krusty...and anyone else that I might have overlooked. *hugs* Thankies for everything!! Wah...yet another day...another day...doesn't that thought sometimes really bother you? Like, jeez, I'm awake again and this scenery looks so familiar. That's how I feel a lot. -__- It's like, "I'm afraid of dying, and I never want to die, but this life just seems to be going nowhere...what's the point?" *sigh* Yeah, sorry, I'm kinda depressed. I've been like this a lot, and yesterday was one of those days where I felt like doing nothing but stare into space and feel like crap! Seeing as this day is starting off the same...that's not a good prospect. :/ I wish I could sleep normally. I really envy people now that can just lay down and fall asleep! How do they do it?? HOW?? That's what I'd like to know, and that's why I use sleeping pills...because I feel like I don't know how to sleep anymore...it's so stupid!! I know a lot of you go to bed way later than me, but at least you're doing productive things (reading, being on the comp, drawing) instead of sleeping. I'm just laying there. .___. Ugh, sorry. Err...as for my aches and pains--I still find it hard to bend down. Sheesh, I seriously sound like an old lady! And I've been having headaches more lately...but at least I'm not hurting like I was the other day. I think tomorrow we'll be going to the chiropractor...hopefully. Yesterday we might've, but we didn't. Mom and I met Derek (oldest brother) for lunch (although it was MY breakfast) at Einstein Bagels. It was ok. I had some bagel egg sandwich thing, and D did, too. We talked...about things I don't remember now. ^^; There were these little boys at the place, and they had on some baseball jerseys...it was really cute because then this other kid comes in with a Phillies one on, and apparently the two families knew each other. They were like, "Oh, my son's going to this baseball academy! He wants to meet his favorite player, Victorino..." Awww. It was just cute. :3 Especially since Victorino is one of my favorites on the team, too. XD Yes, our team that seemed so invincible, but we are in a total slump still...I know what you mean, Steph. After that, Mom and I went to Barnes & Noble. I looked at their manga and fantasy books. They have a rather small selection. :/ Manga isn't their strongpoint. I got the first volume of Petshop of Horrors Tokyo; I'm excited that the mangaka came out with a new series. ^^ I got that and a new book, "Flesh and Spirit." It looked interesting...well, the cover did at least. Hehe, I was mainly attracted by the smexy guy on the cover. Err, after that we went to the grocery store...that was, well, boring. The whole time, like I said, I felt like crap. Just like, "What am I doing here??" -__-; And then my neck started hurting, and my head hurt really bad. Bleh. We came home after that, and later I worked on a new wallpaper. I keep changing my mind about what I'm making, so now I'm working on an Apollo Justice one. There are some problems...and it really makes me want to give up on this one, too, but oh well. Some of you already noticed and visited, but I created a new World on theO. Nihongo de Ikimashou! is a world I made to try and teach some Japanese. You can visit if you want and read the intro. I don't know if I'll keep it up because I doubt I'll be much help. I'm not fluent or anything close...so I don't know how I can really teach. :/ We'll just see...it'll all be really basic knowledge, too. Anyhoo, as for today, I might be forced to go with my brother to go video game shopping again. Almost every week the store has a coupon, and Corey wants to make use of them all the time. He wanted me to go yesterday with him, but we didn't since I went with mom. So yeah, today might just be that...or nothing...I wonder if we'll ever go back to that restaurant where I can see that freaking adorable waiter kid again... I think this post is getting long enough, ne? I would find an amv, but it doesn't seem like many of you actually watch them! If you have a request of one that you really like and want me to share, then tell me. Or if want to see one from a certain anime, I'll try to find one and post that. :3 Thanks so much for visiting me. I'll try to comment you guys better...I've been really off with that lately, and I'm sorry. Have a great day!

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Monday, June 23, 2008

Warning: thanks...and stuff...lazy...BL?

Hello! Thank you for the great comments, as usual. :3 You know how much I love you guys! I say it every frickin' post after all. Welcome back to those that haven't been here in a long time!! And those would be KagomeMaya17, Anna-chan, Aiten...and if anyone else feels like they haven't seen me in forever, you're included, too. ^^ I've missed you guys! *hugs* Anime snow girl [you need a nickname...how about Anis-chan?], I'll miss you!! I hope your trip goes well. :( I always miss my friends if they go away~~and by friends, I totally mean people on MyO. XD Thanks for the comments on my wallpaper, too! They're greatly appreciated, and because of your hints about AMV's, I found that person's website and the amv I was missing/talking about! :3 So thanks! Arigatou, minna-san~ Tired and late as usual. I was going to wake up before 11 because I looked at the clock at 10:40, but then I still felt too tired...so I just laid back down and, poof, I was gone again. ~_~ Remember, sleeping pills make you sleepy...even if you get the right amount of sleep. Umm, yeah, I tried to sleep without them the other night, but that didn't go well. I was just laying there until past 3 am, and I had all these aches and things, too...so I couldn't last anymore!! And last night, I hurt way too much so I just took a pill...my head, neck, lower back, and even leg were killing me yesterday. It was like my whole right side got in an accident or something. Ugh, I hurt so much. At the moment, it's just my back...but it sure makes me feel like an old lady...it hurts to bend down! T__T Hopefully I can go to the chiropractor tomorrow. Boo~ I feel older than I look, which is actually younger than I really am...that didn't make sense... So yeah, it's Monday. What's with mondays being busy? I go to my backroom on theO, and there's so many people highlighted! Yesterday there was half the amount. I guess it's because of the artworks being submitted; like I said before, there should be separate update columns for each area of being updated (worlds, MyO, wallpaper, cards, etc.)! That way it won't be as intimidating, and updates won't be pushed off the page. .___. I mentioned this on a post on my World a while back...yeah...speaking of Worlds, I don't really post on theO much, you know? But I did on my writing world the other day, although it's not exactly a piece of writing. It's for those of you that are Loveless fans. If you're not interested, then don't bother commenting...I know that not everyone likes Loveless. Anyhoo, I posted links to my friend's sites who uploaded the Loveless Drama CD's, and I wrote up summaries/translations of them. So please check it out if you're interested. Oh, I made a new avi. XD I spent a good amount of time working on it yesterday! I didn't think I'd take so long with it. Yes, it's another Oofuri one, and this time it's an Abe x Mihashi one, instead of just Mihashi. Hehe. ^///^ I found this adorable scan of them together like that [Abe-kun is holding Miha up]...and so I wanted to use it. Mihashi is my favorite--he's on the right, but I feel bad because I ended up making Abe-kun more the center of attention. :/ Ah well. Yes, shounen-ai, how I love it. Speaking of which, the person I mentioned before that made that AMV I loved so much...she has her own shonen-ai/yaoi/BL dedicated website! And that's where she also has her amv's. :3 I don't understand the language at all, but things are easy enough to find. Click here if you wanna check it out. Anyhoo, so yesterday...and the weekend in general...nothing really happened! I can't think of anything interesting. :/ We didn't go out...didn't see a movie or anything...our baseball team keeps losing. -__- I thought yesterday was going to be the day we come back, but no! Come on, Phillies!! They have a day off today, but tomorrow starts a series against the Oakland Athletics [great name...hah...]. I don't know how well we'll do, but whatever. I'm still rooting for them! Hmm...I honestly don't have anything else of interest to mention. Oh! Wait, I did make an e-card. :3 Lots of you already saw it, but if you didn't...I'll give you a link to it. It's a b-day gift for innocent heart; she's so sweet. ^^ E-Card for Meagan Well, I shall find an amv now...here's a Yami no Matsuei (Descendants of Darkness) amv. Yes, another shonen-ai title that not many people like. XD Um, I have to show it! Simply because I was reminded how much I miss the manga...the author went on hiatus about 5 years ago, and she's never returned. :( It sucks... Well, thanks for putting up with me. I think this was a pretty pointless post! I was just grabbing thin air for something to mention. And now it's quite late...past noon...oh well...it's the summer. ^^; Not a very good one either. Thanks again, and take care!

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Friday, June 20, 2008

Warning: thanks, sleep, wp, past days, & sorry

Awww. *hugs* So many wonderful comments from wonderful people!!! That I still need to read!! Yes, I got up even later today, and instead of "well...I'll just skip posting", I'm still here indeed. This time though, I'm pretty sure it'll be a shorter post. Some people will like that, some will dislike it, and some will call me a hypocrite [I'm sure! Especially if my post still ends up being long...hahaha.]. Thank you for all the comments. I'm looking at them, and they all appear very long...I look forward to reading them later. :3 Welcome, Minako!! I'm happy to have a new friend here. ^_^ And welcome BACK after a while to AuroraBorealis, Angelbest, and some more of you probably. It's great seeing you again. Thank you all for your sweet and in-depth comments about everything, hoping to encourage me! I love you!! Yeah, so at the moment it is a few minutes till noon...I was pretty much in a half-asleep mode from 10am on, and I kept having dreams where I was trying to sleep in them! That made it worse. Have you ever had those kinds of dreams? Where you're sleeping IN them? Ugh! But yeah, before I knew it, I looked at the clock...still very tired, and I saw that it was 11:25! Imagine that. :/ Huh. I should've woken up earlier, but the allure of being tired and able to sleep in the morning hours took hold...since sleeping at night gives me trouble, I just need to take advantage of sleeping in the morning! I also wasted my time before coming here with my newest wallpaper. I decided to submit it to AP this morning, although they still probably won't "like" it. But OH WELL. I don't freaking care anymore. I'm happy that you guys like it though. :3 People on AP are just too nit-picky and perfectionistic [apparently that's not a word]. I just wanted to get it out of my sight because I don't like how it turned out at all. I'm already thinking of another one. ^^; But yeah, here's my Persona 3 wallpaper, entry for the burst limit contest on theO, and thanks to those that commented already~ Let's see...what to talk about...nothing much has happened these past couple of days! Yesterday I stayed home all day and did the usual nothing. Played games, watched anime [been rewatching Monster, which is SO f-ing good], and worked on that wretched wallpaper. The day before (wednesday), my mom, dad, and I did in fact go to a parking lot to practice riding our bikes! Mind you, it was a very empty parking lot [a church's near us]. I actually did well. :3 Yes, in case you didn't know, I'm basically relearning how to ride a bike...the last time and first time I rode was in 3rd grade. ^^; But hey, I made progress! I got on and rode without my dad holding me for balance, and I even turned in circles. ^^= Yeah, I feel proud, but it's kinda silly since I'm 19! It was fun though...then we came home and watched our Phillies lose another baseball game. ~_~ Hopefully today will be better... My neck/back/shoulders were absolutely terrible yesterday!! UGH!! Like they hurt so much. I don't know if it was from the bike-riding [somehow] or just me in general, but they killed. It's a shame because I didn't think they'd be that bad so I didn't go to the chiropractor with mom. :( I regret that now. I barely went on the computer, aside from finishing my wallpaper, because of hurting so much...so I'm sorry if I didn't visit you. I got to 3 people; no lie, 3 people. Sorry. Maybe today will be better. *hugs* Umm, last night I also found out that one of my favorite AMV's ever was taken off youtube!! T__T It was that Oofuri one with Avril Lavigne's "Things I'll Never Say." I thought that was the cutest f-ing video ever...made perfectly...and I watched it almost everyday. XD I never got tired of it!! And I was actually going to message the maker of it to maybe send me the file just in case...I was JUST thinking that the other day, and boy I should have! They suspended her account, so that's why none of her videos are available...it's sad...stupid youtube...I can't contact her now, and I don't know if I'll see it ever again. :/ Well, this is probably long enough! Wrote this in 12 minutes, which is really short for me...so I guess this post is shorter than usual. XD Sorry if it really isn't though! *hugs* Thanks to those that visited me, and I'll try to visit you better this weekend! Yes, the weekend, wow. Have a great one; take care~

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Warning: thanks, morning, hahah, kiss?, mall, no wp, & sorry

THANK YOU for the comments!! How on earth did I get so many? Well, a couple people had to post a few times...that counts for part of it, but other than that, a lot of you just happened to visit on the same day! I'm amazed! ^_^ *hugs* No, I'm not "popular," I just have really good friends that happen to visit me on MyO! That's all. It's not the same on theO! Even though most of you have accounts there, I barely get comments when I post on my World. XD I don't mind though. Anyhoo, welcome back my friends that haven't been around in months!! Like anit4e, xxHD, asialonewolfe, and anyone else that I didn't mention but can't remember at the moment! *hugs* I've missed you!!! Yes, I'm kind of in a rush this morning since I got up rather late, so I don't have time to read all your comments right now, but don't worry...I certainly will. :3 I appreciate them so much! *hugs* Well, if you just so happen to read my post on VV last night [probably didn't since it was rather late], I said that I might go with my mom to the chiropractor this morning! Well, that didn't happen. My mom was feeling a little better so she decided not to go, and I was feeling kinda bleh and stayed in bed for a while anyway. So yeah, it's just about noon...and I usually try to finish posting at noon...^^;; Oh well. Whatever! It's just that I do this before having breakfast, and it always seems odd that breakfast for me comes at most people's lunch time! Hah. Umm...more conflicted sleeping as usual...I had really weird dreams, too. Wrestlers, pools, and Power Rangers. That's what I remember... Ahah. Ahaha. Sorry, I thought about that waiter kid again. I find it greatly amusing that I find him so intriguing!!!! XD I only saw him once, and that was last week, and yet I still can't help but think "awwwwwwww" about him. The other funny thing is that my dad keeps mentioning him, too! "Oh, he was a nice boy. You two would make a perfect match. I'm sure you'd get married! But I can't imagine how your dates would be...complete silence." True, true. He was so timid and skittish, and I'm shy, too, so it would be the hardest thing to get a conversation out of us. *laugh* Hahaha...but yeah...no, I don't think this is really a "crush," and I don't even think I'll see him again! Unless he happens to work at the restaurant when we go again [whenever that will be]. What do you define as a "crush"? How many have you had?? Have any of these crushes developed into something more? Definitely not for me! I've never had a boy/girl-friend... Speaking of which, that reminded me of something my oldest brother D asked me one night when he visited. He asked, "So, who was your first kiss?" I'm like, "Ugh, Totoro [our dog]. And family." He didn't believe me. "WHAT? You've never kissed anyone before?" Uh, NO, I haven't. Is it that odd? -__- So he kept asking and pushing and then made me feel bad! So what if I haven't had a boyfriend or kissed or anything? Yeah, ok, I'm 19...but does that make me a loser? He shouldn't talk because he only just got a steady girlfriend, and he's 29! Hmm...I wonder if I mentioned this before...it sounds so familiar, but I don't remember if I did. Oh well. But yeah, even though I always say I don't want to go on dates and have a ___friend, I feel bad and kinda depressed when I think that I never have...but it's not like anyone ever asked me. No one's liked me. .___. Ummm...on monday I went to the mall with my friends, like I said I would. I went late and left early! XD That's how I am. But yeah, so it was nice to see these friends of mine again. They haven't changed...except for Kin's haircut. It's really cute. I didn't really talk to them that much. :/ Even though we walked around the whole mall and went into stores, I felt like we barely talked about anything! All I wanted to do was go to Borders and buy manga, which I did, but after that I felt like I was intruding. They just went to these clothing stores that I hate, and it was so boring. I tried to be my usual sarcastic funny self with them, but they didn't seem to take to it as much as they usually do. Maybe they're tired of me? And I was totally waiting for Karen to say something like, "Kelsey, do you not like being with me/us??" because she's done that before...just because I usually cancel outings, or come late and leave early...or the one time it was because I was mainly asking about Kin and not her. It's weird. See, this is why I don't like doing things with friends! It's always too much work. I'm glad I don't see friends all that often...twice in a week is enough for me. Yesterday was usual and unexciting. Watched anime, played video games...corey went to work, and I worked on some crappy wallpapers. Yes, crappy. -__- It's like if I don't do something like I did before [vector a b&w scan], it won't be any good or exciting. I can't seem to make the wallpapers I'm working on look GOOD at all. I have no ideas, and I just waste time on them. It's a waste of time to work on stuff for a while and then figure nothing's going to turn out well. So yeah, I've been kinda depressed about a lot of things lately, and walling is one of them yet again!! Argh. Um, other than that, our baseball team lost...boo...we won the night before though. Hopefully we'll do well today. My dad might want to take me and mom bike-riding today...well, to teach me how to ride again. I don't know if we will though. I think this is long enough. Let's see...it took me about 16 minutes to type this! Quite amazing. :3 Sorry, I'm too lazy to find an amv this time. Barely anyone watches them anyway. Thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I'll try to comment when I can...hopefully I'll feel better soon, too. Have a great day(s)!

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Monday, June 16, 2008

Warning: thanks, friends today, hahaa, friday friend, yesterday, & amv

Hello there! Thank you all for the comments. ^^ I think I got to read them all for once...I think...so thank you!! I really appreciate all the suggestions for feeling better [because of a lot of different things], and I found your comments about the waiter kid to be totally amusing! Stixx, yours was one of my favorites. XD Yes, I do believe that he'd pass out if I did something like that! *laugh* Oh goodness, thinking about that guy [though I want to say "kid" simply because he's younger than me...probably...] makes me giddy all over. XD Hahaha. Anyhoo, thank you all. 9breaker, cheza, i am manga, Oli-chan, and Sesshy, it has been a long time! It's felt like months and months for a couple of you. Sesshy, yes, I am the long-post-woman, and never forget that. :3 I somehow manage to write a lot even when rushed! Arigatou again! Guess what? I am feeling sick again! Social anxiety feeling yet again...why? Why?? Because I'm going to the mall with friends today. O__o Yeah, that's a surprise, even to me. I just did something with a friend on friday, and I have to do something with people so soon after? *sigh* Yeah. Karen called last night and asked if I wanted to go to the mall with her and Kin and...Phil. -__- I don't know why she insists on having him along all the time! Bah! As for Kin, I don't think I've seen her in about a year or more! She always seems to do her own thing. :/ Whether it's inviting uninvited guy friends along, doing things with her mom instead, or just not coming...so I wonder what today will be like? They wanted me to meet them there at 12 noon, but as you all know, that's rather impossible for me. In fact, it's currently 11:40; see? I sleep too late and use my time on posting instead. XD So last night I told her I'd go, but I'd be there around 1! Yes, I'm an "arrive late, leave early" person. Being at the mall from 12-4 just seems way too long...and 12 was too early... Ahah, I'm still thinking about that waiter kid...gah, he was so freaking cute! So timid and skittish! *cracks up* I'm definitely making us go to that restaurant again. It's a shame that he was probably only 15-16 [17 might be pushing it] years old...and here I am, an old bag at 19 going on 20. The funny thing is that I only look 13...or so most people say... Anyhoo, I suppose I'll be brief and talk about my time on friday with that friend (Christine). She picked me up past 1, and we went over her house. Her car still doesn't have AC, and it was torture getting there...soo hot...then we got to her house. It's as I remembered it from many years ago--a shack. It's funny because her house is in this little neighborhood with little houses that all look similar; you know, a standard-looking small neighborhood! But her house stands out because it's somehow covered in weeds and trees and things. ^^; I don't know how that happened...but anyhoo, so we go in, and I greeted her mom...reluctantly. Her mom scares me. She's like a backwater hick witch. Yes, I know, that's a nice description. Sorry. As for what we did, well, we played karaoke revolution and sang A LOT. It was really fun. :3 We sang duets, and I really enjoyed it. Then we had a snack [which was my "lunch", although it consisted of water, corn chips, and organic yogurt...]. She showed me pics from her study abroad time in London, and then we played DDR. See, she's my friend, but it's hard not to kind of...make fun of her...Don't you have friends like that? ^^;; Where you'll be nice to them and do things with them, but you kinda don't really want to? Please don't think I'm a bad person for this...I'm sure several of you are like that!! But yeah, she's a poor thing. Her family is all-natural, not that there's anything wrong with that, and so they only eat natural foods...nothing with added sugars. Well, sugar is my life. And I don't know why, but it was like they don't clean at all. Everything was covered in dust! Especially the PS2 and TV...entertainment must not be frequent...I'm not saying she's bad or anything; she's very nice and fun to be with, but there are some things that I can't help but differ on! As for yesterday, well, it was father's day. Rather low-key. Corey went to work, and I played video games for most of the day...went on the computer for a little, too. Watched the baseball game, which was disappointing. This series against St.Louis was such a disaster! We kicked butt to the max the first game, winning 20 to 2 [holy crap], but then we lost the next 3-2, and then yesterday we lost in extra innings 7-6. We had our chance to win so many times. T__T Ugh. And now we're going against the Red Sox...that probably won't be good. Bah! Anyhoo, aside from that, nothing really happened. My dad liked his gifts; he mainly got clothes. D came over, and he rummaged through all of our stuff...that's what he does now. Just because he's family [my oldest bro], doesn't mean he can come over our house and look through everything and take things. Cause he lives in his own apartment now...umm... I guess I don't have anymore to say. I should probably leave to get ready to have "fun" with my friends. I wish we did something other than going to the mall! It's the same every time. Oh well. So yeah, I'll leave you with an amv. Thanks for visiting!! *hugs* Sorry again if I don't get to comment much. I commented a lot on the weekend...I think...at least on theO I tried. I love you guys. :3 Take care~

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Friday, June 13, 2008

Warning: thanks, crap/today, friend, yesterday, waiter, & sorry

Thank you for the comments! *hugs* Yet again, I got a nice number. :3 Of course, I knew I wouldn't get over 20 again, but I'm still happy to hear from you!! *hugs* So many wonderful friends that have returned. :3 Hanyuu, it has indeed been a long time!! Your onee-chan has missed you! And I have missed everyone else just as much! Unfortunately, I only got to skim your comments. Yes, yet again I am fraught with a lack of time! But this time for different reasons. I thank you all a ton though. And Steph, you were right on the money with everything you said...about wanting to maul people like that! XD And yes, my wallpapers and things do wrack my mind at night the most, and I've been having trouble sleeping forever, but I've only had a sleeping pill prescription for half a year. Thank you everyone. So...why must I rush the post today? Well, I'm actually writing this at my kitchen counter while eating breakfast! I figured I could multi-task today, since mom and Corey left for the chiropractor. Well, if they're gone, then why rush?? Because, if you remember, I'm going over a friend's house today...and she's going to pick me up in roughly 40 minutes. I wake up too late, and I feel absolutely miserable today...I knew I would. I always have the worst luck when it comes to doing things with friends. My period has come on [sorry, guys] with full force today, and I feel like death in a ball. I feel like curling up and crawling in a hole, if not throwing up or tearing out my insides. I warned my friend ahead of time I'd probably feel this way...but we didn't cancel! Aside from that, it's extremely warm in this house [the AC has decided to die on this level], and my allergies have been running amok...I can't breathe, and I've been blowing my nose so much. 6 used Kleenex are sitting next to me, and that's only after 10 minutes. Ah, yes, I feel wonderful...not to mention the social anxiety that I always have before doing something with a friend! -__-; See, this is why I do so few things with people. I think I'd wear myself out too much. And I'd wear the other person out with changes of plan. I've already changed plans with this friend several times, because it's no longer a pool-party, I don't think we'll play much DDR, and now she has to pick me up and drop me off instead of none of that. I could've easily canceled, but I've done that to her so many times, and I think it's just become a part of my description. "Kelsey--don't bother asking her to do things because she'll probably bail out." I always decline invitations... *sigh* Ok, enough about that. I shall briefly talk about yesterday before I need to get ready. Mom, Corey, and I went to the mall. My mom had a terrible migraine the entire time, and she felt like crap, but we went anyway. I tagged along with my brother, of course, and where did we go? Oh yes, more game places. He had a coupon to use, so yeah. I got DDR Supernova, and he got 3 more games. Then went to Borders and waited for mom...looked at manga...bought a manga...then we had food, gross food. After that, we just went home. Mom felt horrible, but we still went out to eat. We've been planning to, and so we did. We went to that place we went to once before that was filled with OLD PEOPLE. XD We were, yet again, the youngest there. It's like you have to be over 80 to eat there. Hahahaa....it's so funny. The food was pretty good [seafood], but what piqued my interest was the "waiter" there! *laugh* What about him? Well, at first I thought, "Bleh, don't like him." But my brother asked me again if I liked him because, "Hey, he looks like the baseball kid!" And by that he means "Mihashi", aka the guy on my avi from Oofuri!!! *__* Lo' and behold, I looked at him again...and yeah...he looked more and more like him to me. *laugh* And he even acted like him! He was so shy and awkward. The workers there just had him cleaning tables all night, nothing else, and I could see why. He couldn't really interact with people well; he asked my mom once if she was done with her salad...and it was so funny when he did. He was so slow and timid. XD And he was supposed to get us ketchup, but he put it on the other people's table quickly, turned around and looked nervous...but then the waitress told him, "No, not that table, this one!" So he covertly took the ketchup back without saying anything and hesitantly put it at our table. Oh goodness. It was so cute. Speaking of Oofuri, I got my Oofuri import DS game yesterday~ Started playing it. Yes, it's all in japanese. I'm trying to make do...but it's rather hard. I'm not as good at reading Japanese as listening and translating. So I'm kinda just skipping through text until I get to things to do...I can listen to a whole episode and understand, but if I have to read Japanese then I would probably only understand 20%! Kinda sucks! Oh well, I'm still glad to have it. Umm...I guess I should wrap this up so I can get ready. I kinda wrote a lot more than I thought I would. ^^; I typed quickly though. Typing this helped me to get my mind off my worries and feeling sick, which is good! For now...so yeah, I shall be busy today. I'm sorry if I can't visit. :( I barely got to anyone yesterday...sorry again. Thanks for visiting me!! *hugs* Take care!

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Warning: thanks a lot, sleep, better/heat, oofuri book, yesterday, & stuff

O__o Ooookay...Soooo...where did everybody come from?? Seriously. Is it just my luck that the one day I write a freaking short post cause I'm sick, every good friend decides to visit for that day? Is it because my post was so short that more people visited, or was it mere coincidence?? Either way, I'm super excited to see so many familiar faces that have disappeared! How is it you all came on the same day...21 comments...ok, that's a new record for me for the past several months (since theO VV thing)! Thank you all soooo much!! Thank you, thank you. Thanks for the get-well wishes, comments on my e-card, and everything else. I really appreciate it. ^^ Jeez, if I could, I'd name all of you that commented, but that would take forever. :3 Just know I love you guys!! You know who you are! Whether you comment often or not. Yeah, I'm going to have to type fast on this one. Like I've said many times, I wake up later and later, and that cuts into my posting time, if you will. ^^; I am so tired because last night was worse than usual, so I was considering just sleeping more until 1 or something, but I figured maybe if I got up at my [kind of] usual time (11:30 these days), then I'd be more tired later. Umm...but that still probably won't do it! My mind is too strong for my body, and it refuses to let me sleep on its own. It's terrible. And I can't get the negative thoughts out of my head. "Think happy thoughts while trying to sleep..." HAH! That's harder done than said. For me. -__- I wonder what it's like to have natural sleep? It's been a half a year now that I've been [unfortunately] relying upon sleeping pills for sleep, and it's as if I couldn't ever sleep before. Stupid mind. I hate my thoughts. :/ Ok, so yesterday...oh, I'm feeling better, by the way. I'm still having small bouts with the feeling sick, but it's not like how I was that day! I appreciate the empathy from those that know how it's like to have food poisoning! ^^; It sucks! Anyhoo, yesterday was another hot as heck day. Oh, and another thing, I posted yesterday on theO, so thanks to those that commented. ^_^ Alright, this seems like I have ADHD or something! Now, back on track! Yesterday was really freaking hot! My brother was going to go out and drag me along yet again for *drum roll*, yeah, more game searching. *sigh* That's all he does. I'm tired of him buying more games. He has enough!! And if the games are "for me", chances are I don't play them anyway. :/ But because of the heat, we didn't go out [unfortunately he'll want to go tomorrow instead], and we just stayed home like usual until he had to go to work. When I checked the mail, I was excited to see that my Ookiku Furikabutte [Oofuri] fanbook came!! Now, this is extra special because I didn't just order it from a site. I became friends with this guy on AP that was the only other person replying to the Oofuri forum thread! And he's Japanese...and well, he went to Japan on business. On his trip there, he picked up some things, and this book was one of them that he asked if I wanted! Sure, I had to pay, but it was a discount. ^^; On ebay, you'd have to pay $20 more! So here are some pictures from it. These were the ones my friend took in order for me to see if I really wanted it. Hopefully the links still work. Inside Cover Goods Page Interviews Episode Guide Character Bios Posters (it came with 4, back & front, so 8) Last night was exciting yet crappy! My dad came home from his fishing trip (that lasted a week), so my mom had to go pick him up at the train station. I was actually happy to see him. I'm guilty of missing my dad for once. ^^; I got used to watching baseball with him every night, and with him gone, it was usually me alone! Anyhoo, so he came back...and the baseball game was on...and, well, we had a thunderstorm. Major. But the major part only lasted 15 minutes or something...but it was enough to get rid of our electricity for a little bit!! Then, ok, the elec came back, but the cable just went out. T__T So, yeah, unreliable Comcast does it again! The cable and internet was out for the rest of the night. Boooooo. So I couldn't do much. :/ I listened to the game on the radio...didn't matter since we lost. We blamed all the bad luck on my dad coming back. XD Oh well. Umm...other than that, nothing really happened!! Today will probably be another nothing day. Tomorrow, my brother and I might go shopping. -__- And friday, I kind of have plans to go over a friend's house! Yeah, I know. I haven't done that in a while. It'll be for DDR, baking, and fun like that...I guess I'll go...maybe. We'll see. Hmm, I guess I'll stop this post now. It's definitely longer than last time's!! No amv because I'm lazy, sorry!! I visited some of you yesterday, but maybe I can do better today. Sorry if I can't. *hugs* Thanks for commenting, and take care!!

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